I wasn't able to sleep those nights,
Time passed left me traumatized
Time passed full of flashbacks reminding and showing me,
I was there near the road loathing
I was there near the road dwelling,
I know depression could break my future apart,
But the world couldn’t help me stop them.


I know this depression would face me with danger,
But non could help me wonder to stop it,
I was there on the road, paralyzed in fear.
I was there on the road, saw death of me,
But somehow the world showed me a glimpse its future
I saw blood within my future,
I couldn’t believe I was still alive, after then.


All that happened non but my mind saw one reason to live,
That before that happened,
I was there on the middle of that road, trying to kill his self, when he saw his opportunity
I was there on the middle of that road, made second choices, whether I should do it or not,
But one reason, one reason helped me stand up to fled up and ran on that moment,
The Lord!, the Lord reminded me of him
The Lord reminded me of thy future.


Deep down myself I was left so confused
That on the moment, I saw no hope,
But the world saw deeper from me,
The universe saw more time for me,
I still probably have more chance for this world to be in
More useful to stay alive
That left me screaming in pain.


Everything happened so fast and slowly
What could’ve happened to those people who love me?
Will they care?, or forget me
Would I survive alive?
Or would I’d be dead surely?
What could have happened to me?
What could have happened to me that day?


But what could have the world has in store for me?
I have so many questions that night,
If I died will I'd finally be rested?
If God is real
I would be left alone to suffer more
I would be left alone to suffer another Hell for me,
But God knows I Tried.