I sometimes feel like you the only one that really understands me.
Maybe that's because you the only one that really listens.
You take away all my pain and save it,
Every time I feel happy I go back to you and you give me back my broken sorrows.
I don't blame you maybe that's called depression.
I just wish you were able to respond
All this thoughts are killing me and you know it.
I wrote a lot, why you not responding?
Don't you hear the sincerity of my voice when I'm calling?
I've been on my way to the top and now I'm falling.
I've been chasing success, a race I'm always losing.
Tryna make it to life but I'm falling.
Every night I feel my soul fading.
In my eyes i see death pending
I see light's flashing
This is the ending

Pen and paper sometimes I feel like I made you slaves
I expect you to be happy when I'm happy
Sad when I'm sad
I don't care about your feelings
Do you even have feelings ?
I doubt it.
You don't even wipe my tears when im crying
Every time i try to heal, you pears me
You selfish stupid and redundant
Because of you i got my feelings grounded
You the reason my talent is abandoned
When I'm with you the pain in my soul gets hunted
My brains is no longer a safe place to go like a house haunted
To me happiness is a culprit a most wanted
You the reason that I'm bleeding words
You the reason my blessing is a curse
Like a child born of rape
Im a blessing in diguise
You challenge me to touch the sky
While you know im scared of heights

Dear pen and paper we should stop fighting
We should be together conquer the world like Vikings
And if you really my slave its time to break out like Spartacus.
We are in this for a long run
Look I'm really sorry about the previous stanza
I just saw myself on a higher standard
I must say i was stupid, selfish and redundant.
Honestly my talent is not abandoned
It's just surrounded
With doubt
All because im feeble minded
Me and you are like a perfect couple
The reason most of my relationships don't last
Like Romeo and Juliet you know I'd die for you
With no doubt i know you'd cry for me