I'm sorry i could not protect you from the hands of evil that took you away from this world

And you could give so much to it

Now you are laying in the black pit

Disconnected from your soul

Your ears can not hear me

How about your spirit?



I'm so sorry i was not there

When you needed me the most

I'm sorry i was happy

While you where fighting

I'm so sorry

With all of my heart

My shattered heart



Now i m crying out to you

And you are not there

Like i was not there for you

Our painful history is repeating

Over and over

It is never over



I cant seem to comprehend why we are all alone in our final hours

When we need someone the most

When we are dying from the strongest form of fear

No one is ever there

Only careless solitude



I'm so sorry i was not there

When you needed me the most

I'm sorry i was happy

When you were struggling


I'm so sorry

I'm sorry with all of my heart

My pierced heart



I don't want to be stuck inside the bitterness

Give me some sign that i know you re alright

Do not leave me in doubt



I'm so sorry

I'm sorry with all of my injured heart

My crashed and bleeding heart

I'm so sorry i was not there

When you needed me the most

I'm so sorry i was happy

While you where fighting

I'm so sorry

With all of my heart

My shattered heart



I'm sorry