With everything that life has to offer,
There's so much to be enjoyed,
But the pleasures of sleeplessness I suffer,
Is the one I cannot avoid.
could it be, that I may be paranoid?

Experience is the best teacher,now I understand,
Life didn't turn out as I had planned,
All along I have been living in Dreamland,
I had many visions,
which could not be brought into action
Could it be that I lacked determination?

Things looks fine on other people,
My success seemed to be cripple,
Doubting my own worth because of comparisons,
Negative thinking is like poison,
Could it be that I'm exhausting my mind for no reason?

Friends are around but can't talk to,
As for family they are untrue,
They are the causes of my downfall,
My mind wonders it's like I can just leave all,
Could it be that my mind is in a cow stall?

The feeling of being useless creeps in,
"You will amount to nothing" these are the words I grew up hearing,
My self confidence decreased,
With no support I had no one cheering

I smile when in public, pressure piles up when I'm alone,
You can't smell my struggles they are not a cologne,
Only the pot knows how hot the fire is,
I've also learnt to stand on my own.
Could it be that mm grown?
Could it be?

With everything that life has to offer,
There's so much to be enjoyed,
But the pleasures of sleeplessness I suffer,
Is the one I cannot avoid.
could it be, that I may be paranoid?

Experience is the best teacher,now I understand,
Life didn't turn out as I had planned,
All along I have been living in Dreamland,
I had many visions,
which could not be brought into action
Could it be that I lacked determination?

Things looks fine on other people,
My success seemed to be cripple,
Doubting my own worth because of comparisons,
Negative thinking is like poison,
Could it be that I'm exhausting my mind for no reason?

Friends are around but can't talk to,
As for family they are untrue,
They are the causes of my downfall,
My mind wonders it's like I can just leave all,
Could it be that my mind is in a cow stall?

The feeling of being useless creeps in,
"You will amount to nothing" these are the words I grew up hearing,
My self confidence decreased,
With no support I had no one cheering

I smile when in public, pressure piles up when I'm alone,
You can't smell my struggles they are not a cologne,
Only the pot knows how hot the fire is,
I've also learnt to stand on my own.
Could it be that I'm full grown?