Ode to lost men, or is it, boys?

You have so much to give
but so many to please.

Trying to be a man.
Whilst still holding on the boy inside.

You are not a boy, but not yet a man.

Looking for a flirt, it seems.
But deep down it is love.

Seeking
but not finding!
Wanting
but not getting!
Wanting to give up...

Give up and be a boy?
Try hard to push through

WOW
The awakening of a man!!