That Place, A Reserve For My Heart Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis

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As I get of that scrappy looking busA
I look around still the same old barren veldB
Thorny bushes sandy gravel malnourished grassC
I used to walk these places I rememberD
Nothing has changed still the same old placesE
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Across the distance I can see the bushesE
Behind them I used to squat and relieve myselfF
Above them I see the roof topsG
They are the convenience stores I used to patronizeH
I have to get there I know I have toB
To see if there are faces I rememberD
The old faces I used to knowI
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I walk down the familiar dusty pathJ
Memories of good days and bad days engulf my imaginationK
This is home to me this is where I belongL
I can't wait to see my mommaM
My children my wife the distance feels too farN
I can feel tears of happiness swell in my eyesH
This is the time I wish I could flyO
To the happiest moment of my lifeP
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Step by step I walk the distanceQ
I see people that I know they don't remember meR
Most of cause can't believe it's meR
I just bow my heard in respect I walk onS
I reach the shopping center whereT
I used to hang out with my folksU
Half of them consumed by AIDS and povertyR
I avoid stopping by I don't want to take awayV
The energy for my happy momentB
I tread on inside my heart throbs searching for freedomW
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This place hasn't changed a little bit I am thinkingX
Nothing new has been builtB
Still the old buildings getting olderD
And the poor people getting poorerD
This is my home where my heart dies to beR
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Across the valley stands my schoolY
My Alma mater where my children goI
It was blue when I left can't tell what color it is nowZ
Maybe a pale shade of blue beat upA2
Four years of sun rain and windB
I wander that s where I built my dreamsB2
And I have chased after them ever sinceC2
I also think of my brothers long goneD2
With whom I shared dreams and a conviction to break outB
Shingi Andrew Charles Albert Gordy and JohnnyR
My heart aches for themE2
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But I walk on past the grass thatched hutsF2
I have seen them since time immemorialG2
Smoke still trickles from the blackening grass roof topsG
At least there still is life I am thinkingX
Children dot in and out of those dark rooms playfullyR
At least they still make them I tell myselfF
Our kind will live on we will surviveH2
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As I emerge from this last villageI2
I see my homestead peeping through thoseJ2
Large wild blackberry treesK2
They are still standing I am amazedB
They been standing there since I was bornL2
Fear creeps in as I see the homes I knowI
I know who used to live in themE2
It's a different place for the heart's been brokenK
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Indeed it's the same place I was a few years backM2
It's the same place missing so many of the people I knewB
Many so close to my heart I want to cry for themE2
My hands are empty no big bags no suitcasesN2
I clutch to my three teddy bearsO2
They are for my three girls that is as heavy as can beR
For my boys it s my heart that I hold for themE2
For I want them to be men more than I have beenP2
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Like the biblical prodigal son I stumbleG2
But I won t fall I soldier on no one is expecting meR
That's where my joy is I hold back my tearsO2
Because I am gonna see so much flowI
Tears of joy tears of happinessA
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I cross that small stream ChinyaniP2
Still flowing some clear waterD
It's been a long time since I took my first swimQ2
In the ponds upstream the same ponds we fishedB
Those tiny fish we roasted as we herded cattleG2
I used to wait for my wife then my school age sweetheartB
We never dreamt then that we would be a familyR
Sitting on those soggy banksR2
I would throw stones in the water watching thoseJ2
Circular waves grow until they fadeB
I can't remember what went through my mindB
But I know I would carry her booksS2
Rock with her to within a hundred feet of her houseT2
For her mother gave 'a don't mess with me stare'D
That was love so innocent but so greatB
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As I get close to my villageI2
People walk about they stop to watchU2
Probably wondering who the hell I amV2
However they go about their businessA
I drift closer to my homesteadB
I see my mother stop and watchU2
She attempts to walk away and go on with her businessA
But she stops again that s my mum'V2
She wouldn't miss me in a thousand yearsW2
The one that dislocated her hip as she gave birth noP2
I see her call my sister who looksS2
My son runs stops and looksS2
Then another of my sons then my nieces everybodyR
I keep walking towards them it s been four yearsW2
I know they just can't believe it's meR
I have grown bigger of cause McDonald's and QuesadillasW2
Thousands of them I have munchedB
My hair is long but nicely tucked at the backM2
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Then my wife comes that's my sweet heartB
They all stand there wonderingX
He never called they seem to be sayingX
The group has grown to more than tenP2
I know every one of them everyone is grownP2
But from that distance I can name all of themV2
They love me so much I know that as soon as they realizeW2
They are gonna break their legs trying to outrun one anotherD
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I keep my cool I keep walkingX
I slow down I am crying I am so happyR
Suddenly my mother takes off running towards meR
I know she is crying already she gave me those tears tooB
My father my father is back I know she is sayingX
Everybody else just stands thereD
They think the old lady's gone crazyR
She keeps running stumbling almost fallingX
I wouldn't imagine my mom running that good she has a slight limpX2
I take off on a sprint opening my arms like I am gonna flyO
Then only does everyone run after herD
They overtake her but she doesn't stopY2
I brace for a knock down whenP2
That whirlwind gets in contact with meR
I am so happy I can't run no moreD
I go down on my knees as every one of them dives for meR
They knock me down as they pile up on meR
I am laughing my lungs outB
I stand up shrugging everyone offZ2
To catch my mother before she fallsW2
I hug her as she goes down to her kneesW2
Saying her prayers aloudB
You are back daddy you are back she saysW2
As streams of tears run down that wrinkled faceW2
My children cling on me like I could bolt awayV
I surprised you ha I sayV
That s the day in my dreams just a dreamV2

Seke Bharu
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