That Place, A Reserve For My Heart Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis
Rhyme Scheme: ABCDE EFGHBDI JKLMNHOP QRRSTURVBW XBDDR YIZA2BB2C2D2BRE2 F2G2GXRFH2 I2J2K2BL2IE2K M2BE2N2O2RE2P2 G2RO2IA P2DQ2BG2BRR2J2BBS2T2 DB I2U2V2ABU2AV2W2P2S2S 2RW2RW2BM2 BXXP2P2V2W2D XRRBXDRXX2ODY2P2RDRR BZ2W2W2BW2W2VVV2As I get of that scrappy looking bus | A |
I look around still the same old barren veld | B |
Thorny bushes sandy gravel malnourished grass | C |
I used to walk these places I remember | D |
Nothing has changed still the same old places | E |
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Across the distance I can see the bushes | E |
Behind them I used to squat and relieve myself | F |
Above them I see the roof tops | G |
They are the convenience stores I used to patronize | H |
I have to get there I know I have to | B |
To see if there are faces I remember | D |
The old faces I used to know | I |
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I walk down the familiar dusty path | J |
Memories of good days and bad days engulf my imagination | K |
This is home to me this is where I belong | L |
I can't wait to see my momma | M |
My children my wife the distance feels too far | N |
I can feel tears of happiness swell in my eyes | H |
This is the time I wish I could fly | O |
To the happiest moment of my life | P |
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Step by step I walk the distance | Q |
I see people that I know they don't remember me | R |
Most of cause can't believe it's me | R |
I just bow my heard in respect I walk on | S |
I reach the shopping center where | T |
I used to hang out with my folks | U |
Half of them consumed by AIDS and poverty | R |
I avoid stopping by I don't want to take away | V |
The energy for my happy moment | B |
I tread on inside my heart throbs searching for freedom | W |
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This place hasn't changed a little bit I am thinking | X |
Nothing new has been built | B |
Still the old buildings getting older | D |
And the poor people getting poorer | D |
This is my home where my heart dies to be | R |
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Across the valley stands my school | Y |
My Alma mater where my children go | I |
It was blue when I left can't tell what color it is now | Z |
Maybe a pale shade of blue beat up | A2 |
Four years of sun rain and wind | B |
I wander that s where I built my dreams | B2 |
And I have chased after them ever since | C2 |
I also think of my brothers long gone | D2 |
With whom I shared dreams and a conviction to break out | B |
Shingi Andrew Charles Albert Gordy and Johnny | R |
My heart aches for them | E2 |
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But I walk on past the grass thatched huts | F2 |
I have seen them since time immemorial | G2 |
Smoke still trickles from the blackening grass roof tops | G |
At least there still is life I am thinking | X |
Children dot in and out of those dark rooms playfully | R |
At least they still make them I tell myself | F |
Our kind will live on we will survive | H2 |
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As I emerge from this last village | I2 |
I see my homestead peeping through those | J2 |
Large wild blackberry trees | K2 |
They are still standing I am amazed | B |
They been standing there since I was born | L2 |
Fear creeps in as I see the homes I know | I |
I know who used to live in them | E2 |
It's a different place for the heart's been broken | K |
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Indeed it's the same place I was a few years back | M2 |
It's the same place missing so many of the people I knew | B |
Many so close to my heart I want to cry for them | E2 |
My hands are empty no big bags no suitcases | N2 |
I clutch to my three teddy bears | O2 |
They are for my three girls that is as heavy as can be | R |
For my boys it s my heart that I hold for them | E2 |
For I want them to be men more than I have been | P2 |
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Like the biblical prodigal son I stumble | G2 |
But I won t fall I soldier on no one is expecting me | R |
That's where my joy is I hold back my tears | O2 |
Because I am gonna see so much flow | I |
Tears of joy tears of happiness | A |
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I cross that small stream Chinyani | P2 |
Still flowing some clear water | D |
It's been a long time since I took my first swim | Q2 |
In the ponds upstream the same ponds we fished | B |
Those tiny fish we roasted as we herded cattle | G2 |
I used to wait for my wife then my school age sweetheart | B |
We never dreamt then that we would be a family | R |
Sitting on those soggy banks | R2 |
I would throw stones in the water watching those | J2 |
Circular waves grow until they fade | B |
I can't remember what went through my mind | B |
But I know I would carry her books | S2 |
Rock with her to within a hundred feet of her house | T2 |
For her mother gave 'a don't mess with me stare' | D |
That was love so innocent but so great | B |
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As I get close to my village | I2 |
People walk about they stop to watch | U2 |
Probably wondering who the hell I am | V2 |
However they go about their business | A |
I drift closer to my homestead | B |
I see my mother stop and watch | U2 |
She attempts to walk away and go on with her business | A |
But she stops again that s my mum' | V2 |
She wouldn't miss me in a thousand years | W2 |
The one that dislocated her hip as she gave birth no | P2 |
I see her call my sister who looks | S2 |
My son runs stops and looks | S2 |
Then another of my sons then my nieces everybody | R |
I keep walking towards them it s been four years | W2 |
I know they just can't believe it's me | R |
I have grown bigger of cause McDonald's and Quesadillas | W2 |
Thousands of them I have munched | B |
My hair is long but nicely tucked at the back | M2 |
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Then my wife comes that's my sweet heart | B |
They all stand there wondering | X |
He never called they seem to be saying | X |
The group has grown to more than ten | P2 |
I know every one of them everyone is grown | P2 |
But from that distance I can name all of them | V2 |
They love me so much I know that as soon as they realize | W2 |
They are gonna break their legs trying to outrun one another | D |
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I keep my cool I keep walking | X |
I slow down I am crying I am so happy | R |
Suddenly my mother takes off running towards me | R |
I know she is crying already she gave me those tears too | B |
My father my father is back I know she is saying | X |
Everybody else just stands there | D |
They think the old lady's gone crazy | R |
She keeps running stumbling almost falling | X |
I wouldn't imagine my mom running that good she has a slight limp | X2 |
I take off on a sprint opening my arms like I am gonna fly | O |
Then only does everyone run after her | D |
They overtake her but she doesn't stop | Y2 |
I brace for a knock down when | P2 |
That whirlwind gets in contact with me | R |
I am so happy I can't run no more | D |
I go down on my knees as every one of them dives for me | R |
They knock me down as they pile up on me | R |
I am laughing my lungs out | B |
I stand up shrugging everyone off | Z2 |
To catch my mother before she falls | W2 |
I hug her as she goes down to her knees | W2 |
Saying her prayers aloud | B |
You are back daddy you are back she says | W2 |
As streams of tears run down that wrinkled face | W2 |
My children cling on me like I could bolt away | V |
I surprised you ha I say | V |
That s the day in my dreams just a dream | V2 |
Seke Bharu
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