I can’t cope with this unhappy marriage.
I’m afraid it’s not working for me.
What I mean is that it feels like torture
I’m not very skilled at pretence
My act has lasted so long, and it’s a mystery.
I can’t keep deceiving you this way.
I just don’t love you; I never did.
Frankly, I don’t know why I married you.

Day and night, I think about the past.
The woman I love doesn’t love me anymore.
It happened just as I’d predicted.
At one time, she loved me obsessively,
But she lost feelings for me.
Is this reality or just a bad dream?
My whole life is an illusion.
I want to wake up from this nightmare.

I’ve never doubted your love,
But I’d rather you didn’t love me.
I can’t reciprocate the love you show.
The tension is literally killing me.
You’re clinging to what you think exists.
Sometimes I feel something for you,
But I don’t feel like I’m in love.
I don’t have erotic feelings for you.
It’s wrong to let you waste your love on me.

I don’t want to divorce you,
Neither do I want to stay with you.
Chelsea, I’m so confused.
You may think I’m an ungrateful man,
But I’m not as lucky as you are.
You have me, and that’s what you want.
Things are going OK for you.
I never got what I wanted out of life.