The Disappointment. Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis
Rhyme Scheme: ABACDEDE AFAFGHGH IJIKLMMM NJNKAMAM MMMMOPOP ONONJMKM QAQAMRMR STSTUKUK MM M V V WXYZA2GA2 ZB2XB2C2D2C2D2 MMM MCMBM E2ME2MOF2OF2 G2H2TI2UMUM J2MJ2MK2MK2M L2CL2CTQTQ JMJMMTMG2Ah where can he linger said Doll with a sigh | A |
As bearing her milk burthen home | B |
Since he's broken his vow near an hour has gone by | A |
So fair as he promis'd to come | C |
She'd fain had him notice the loudly clapt gate | D |
And fain call'd him up to her song | E |
But while her stretch'd shade prov'd the omen too late | D |
Heavy hearted she mutter'd along | E |
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She look'd and she listen'd and sigh follow'd sigh | A |
And jealous thoughts troubled her head | F |
The skirts of the pasture were losing the eye | A |
As eve her last finishing spread | F |
And hope so endearing was topmost to see | G |
As 'tween light was cheating the view | H |
Every thing at a distance a bush or a tree | G |
Her love's pleasing picture it drew | H |
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The pasture gate creak'd pit a pat her heart went | I |
Fond thrilling with hope's pleasing pain | J |
She certainly thought that a signal it meant | I |
So she turn'd to be cheated again | K |
Expectations and wishes throbb'd warm to her side | L |
But soon the sweet feeling was lost | M |
Chill damps quick ensuing when nigh she descried | M |
Her idle cows rubbing the post | M |
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By fancy soon tickled by hopes led astray | N |
Again did she hope but in vain | J |
A twitch at her sleeve 'twas the shepherd's fond way | N |
And she look'd o'er her shoulder again | K |
But a bramble had caught at her gown passing by | A |
Disappointment how great is thy smart | M |
How deep was the sorrow explain'd in that sigh | A |
Like a bramble thorn twang'd through her heart | M |
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Quite wearied she soodled along through the dew | M |
And oft look'd and listen'd around | M |
And loudly she clapt every gate she came through | M |
To call her lost love to the sound | M |
And whenever to rest she her buckets set down | O |
She jingled her yokes to and fro | P |
And her yokes she might jingle till morn a rude clown | O |
Ere he it seem'd offered to go | P |
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Passing maids wonder'd much as she came to the town | O |
To see her so still on her way | N |
She ne'er stopt to name a young man or new gown | O |
So much as she used to say | N |
Some ask'd if her tongue she had lost on the plain | J |
Some enquir'd if she ow'd any spite | M |
But short were the answers she made them again | K |
Yes or no and a mutter'd good night | M |
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She'd cause to be silent and knew it too well | Q |
And said to herself passing by | A |
Disappointments like mine if to you they befel | Q |
Ye would then be as sulky as I | A |
Now nigh home and Roger her bosom glow'd hot | M |
And jealousies rose on her cheek | R |
She'd be bound his delay a new sweetheart had got | M |
And if he came now she'd not speak | R |
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She sat herself down soon as got in the house | S |
No dossity in her to stir | T |
The cat at her presence left watching the mouse | S |
And the milk she might lap it for her | T |
Eat it all an she would for she car'd not a pin | U |
She'd other fish frying as then | K |
And soon as chance offer'd that she could begin | U |
She 'gan weigh her doubts to her sen | K |
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Ah the gipsy she told me my fortune last night | M |
Too true have I prov'd what she said | M |
'You love him too warmly that loves you too light ' | - |
And grievous she shaked her head | M |
'He scorns you the lines of your hands ' she said 'meet ' | - |
I was fit to drop under my cow | V |
'It's as plain as the nose on your face for to see't ' | - |
I could not believe it till now | V |
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How could I when now but a day or two's gone | W |
Since he fuss'd me so up in the grove | X |
And preach'd like a parson as leading me on | Y |
And seem'd like a saint fall'n in love | Z |
He smilingly bid me behold the stiff bean | A2 |
How it held up the weak winding pea | G |
'And so on my arm ' said he 'Dolly may lean | A2 |
For I'll be a prop unto thee ' | - |
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And oft did he shew me as proofs of his love | Z |
The gate and the stile where we came | B2 |
And many a favourite tree in the grove | X |
Where he had been marking my name | B2 |
And these made him staunch in my foolish esteem | C2 |
But deuce take such provings forsooth | D2 |
They're like flimsy nick nacks that cheat in a dream | C2 |
When the morning sun wakes with the truth | D2 |
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Last week I the first time 'gan doubt his respect | M |
When at market he left me behind | M |
He made no excuses to hide his neglect | M |
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Plain proof that he'd changed his mind | M |
When I said how I loiter'd in hopes he would come | C |
And when all my troubles he learn'd | M |
How late and how wet I was ere I got home | B |
He ne'er seem'd a morsel concern'd | M |
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And magpies that chatter'd no omen so black | E2 |
The dreams of my being a bride | M |
Odd crows that are constantly fix'd in my track | E2 |
Plain prov'd that bad luck would betide | M |
The coffin spark burning my holiday gown | O |
As nothing's so certain a sign | F2 |
The knives I keep crossing whenever laid down | O |
Were proofs of these sorrows of mine | F2 |
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A good for nought looby he nettled me sore | G2 |
I minded him oft when at church | H2 |
How under the wenches' fine bonnets he'd glower | T |
As smiling they came in the porch | I2 |
Lord knows scores of times he has made me to sin | U |
For being so bother'd and vex'd | M |
'Bout the parson's good preaching I car'd not a pin | U |
And never once thought of the text | M |
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Like a fool with full many a lying excuse | J2 |
To see him I've stole in the street | M |
And drest to entice him but all's of no use | J2 |
'Tis folly such things to repeat | M |
No no his behaviour a good for nought chap | K2 |
I'll see no uneasiness in it | M |
The wreath he last bought me to dress my new cap | K2 |
I'll burn it to ashes this minute | M |
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Thus she vented her griefs and gave ease to her sighs | L2 |
Till the tinkled latch startled her dumb | C |
And ended her tale in a pause of surprise | L2 |
While hope whisper'd comfort he's come | C |
He enter'd and begg'd she'd excuse the late hour | T |
She doubts his assertions awhile | Q |
Then as the glad sun breaks the clouds in a shower | T |
Tears melt in a welcoming smile | Q |
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Ah sad disappointment your damp chilly pain | J |
And all jealous doubts you impart | M |
Description but mixes her colours in vain | J |
To picture your horrors at heart | M |
Gall'd jealousy like as the tide ebbs to rest | M |
Subsiding as gradually o'er | T |
Contented she smother'd her sighs on his breast | M |
And the kiss seem'd as sweet as before | G2 |
John Clare
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