I'm in a state of collapse,
My soul has literally being fraying at with a curse.
You have flattered my edges,
And profoundly hurt me in a bust.
Put together all my fears that have being on edge,
Just to let my heart bleed red.
They call me heavy hearted and I don't even feel despondent,
How can I change the way I feel when you haven't noticed.
Where were you when I was in disbelief?
Merely making it to breath.
You let me down, now I don't believe.
You judged me in agitation,
You proved it in your action.
Treated me as if I'm a psycho patient,
Waiting on you to change with no patience.
You love me but with no action,
You console me for your satisfaction.
Destroyed our friendship, left me sobbing on my pillow.
Silently happy for my sorrow,
Wishing me a wrecked tomorrow.
Hoping I was the one you would follow.
The pattern never changes in your tomorrow.
And when you conclude the time worn by doubt,
Don't forget your time has worn out.