The Diary Of An Old Soul. - October. Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis

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REMEMBER Lord thou hast not made me goodB
Or if thou didst it was so long agoC
I have forgotten and never understoodB
I humbly think At best it was a crudeD
A rough hewn goodness that did need this woeC
This sin these harms of all kinds fierce and rudeD
To shape it out making it live and growC
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But thou art making me I thank thee sireE
What thou hast done and doest thou know'st wellF
And I will help thee gently in thy fireE
I will lie burning on thy potter's wheelG
I will whirl patient though my brain should reelG
Thy grace shall be enough the grief to quellF
And growing strength perfect through weakness direH
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I have not knowledge wisdom insight thoughtI
Nor understanding fit to justifyJ
Thee in thy work O Perfect Thou hast broughtI
Me up to this and lo what thou hast wroughtI
I cannot call it good But I can cryJ
O enemy the maker hath not doneK
One day thou shalt behold and from the sight wilt runK
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The faith I will aside is easily bentL
But of thy love my God one glimpse aloneM
Can make me absolutely confidentN
With faith hope joy in love responsive blentN
My soul then in the vision mighty grownM
Its father and its fate securely knownM
Falls on thy bosom with exultant moanM
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Thou workest perfectly And if it seemO
Some things are not so well 'tis but becauseP
They are too loving deep too lofty wiseQ
For me poor child to understand their lawsP
My highest wisdom half is but a dreamO
My love runs helpless like a falling streamO
Thy good embraces ill and lo its illness diesQ
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From sleep I wake and wake to think of theeR
But wherefore not with sudden glorious gleeR
Why burst not gracious on me heaven and earthS
In all the splendour of a new day birthS
Why hangs a cloud betwixt my lord and meR
The moment that my eyes the morning greetN
My soul should panting rush to clasp thy father feetN
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Is it because it is not thou I seeR
But only my poor blotted fancy of theeR
Oh never till thyself reveal thy faceT
Shall I be flooded with life's vital graceT
Oh make my mirror heart thy shining placeT
And then my soul awaking with the mornU
Shall be a waking joy eternally new bornU
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Lord in my silver is much metal baseT
Else should my being by this time have shownM
Thee thy own self therein Therefore do IJ
Wake in the furnace I know thou sittest byJ
Refining look keep looking in to tryJ
Thy silver master look and see thy faceT
Else here I lie for ever blank as any stoneM
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But when in the dim silver thou dost lookV
I do behold thy face though blurred and faintN
Oh joy no flaw in me thy grace will brookV
But still refine slow shall the silver passW
From bright to brighter till sans spot or taintN
Love well content shall see no speck of brassW
And I his perfect face shall hold as in a glassW
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With every morn my life afresh must breakX
The crust of self gathered about me freshY
That thy wind spirit may rush in and shakeX
The darkness out of me and rend the meshY
The spider devils spin out of the fleshY
Eager to net the soul before it wakeX
That it may slumberous lie and listen to the snakeX
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'Tis that I am not good that is enoughZ
I pry no farther that is not the wayA2
Here O my potter is thy making stuffZ
Set thy wheel going let it whir and playA2
The chips in me the stones the straws the sandN
Cast them out with fine separating handN
And make a vessel of thy yielding clayA2
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What if it take a thousand years to make meR
So me he leave not angry on the floorB2
Nay thou art never angry that would break meR
Would I tried never thy dear patience soreB2
But were as good as thou couldst well expect meR
Whilst thou dost make I mar and thou correct meR
Then were I now content waiting for something moreB2
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Only my God see thou that I content theeR
Oh take thy own content upon me GodN
Ah never never sure wilt thou repent theeR
That thou hast called thy Adam from the clodN
Yet must I mourn that thou shouldst ever find meR
One moment sluggish needing more of the rodN
Than thou didst think when thy desire designed meR
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My God it troubles me I am not betterE
More help I pray still more Thy perfect debtorE
I shall be when thy perfect child I am grownM
My Father help me am I not thine ownM
Lo other lords have had dominion o'er meR
But now thy will alone I set before meR
Thy own heart's life Lord thou wilt not abhor meR
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In youth when once again I had set outN
To find thee Lord my life my libertyR
A window now and then clouds all aboutN
Would open into heaven my heart forlornU
First all would tremble with a solemn gleeR
Then whelmed in peace rest like a man outwornU
That sees the dawn slow part the closed lids of the mornU
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Now I grow old and the soft gathered yearsC2
Have calmed yea dulled the heart's swift fluttering beatN
But a quiet hope that keeps its household seatN
Is better than recurrent glories fleetN
To know thee Lord is worth a many tearsD2
And when this mildew age has dried awayA2
My heart will beat again as young and strong and gayA2
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Stronger and gayer tenfold but O friendsE2
Not for itself nor any hoarded blissF2
I see but vaguely whither my being tendsE2
All vaguely spy a glory shadow blentN
Vaguely desire the individual kissF2
But when I think of God a large contentN
Fills the dull air of my gray cloudy tentN
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Father of me thou art my bliss secureG2
Make of me maker whatsoe'er thou wiltN
Let fancy's wings hang moulting hope grow poorH2
And doubt steam up from where a joy was spiltN
I lose no time to reason it plain and clearI2
But fly to thee my life's perfection dearI2
Not what I think but what thou art makes sureG2
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This utterance of spirit through still thoughtN
This forming of heart stuff in moulds of brainU
Is helpful to the soul by which 'tis wroughtN
The shape reacting on the heart againU
But when I am quite old and words are slowC
Like dying things that keep their holes for woeC
And memory's withering tendrils clasp with effort vainU
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Thou then as now no less wilt be my lifeJ2
And I shall know it better than beforeB2
Praying and trusting hoping claiming moreB2
From effort vain sick foil and bootless strifeJ2
I shall with childness fresh look up to theeR
Thou seeing thy child with age encumbered soreB2
Wilt round him bend thine arm more carefullyR
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And when grim Death doth take me by the throatN
Thou wilt have pity on thy handiworkK2
Thou wilt not let him on my suffering gloatN
But draw my soul out gladder than man or boyL2
When thy saved creatures from the narrow arkM2
Rushed out and leaped and laughed and cried for joyL2
And the great rainbow strode across the darkM2
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Against my fears my doubts my ignoranceN2
I trust in thee O father of my LordN
The world went on in this same broken danceO2
When worn and mocked he trusted and adoredN
I too will trust and gather my poor bestN
To face the truth faced false So in his nestN
I shall awake at length a little scarred and scoredN
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Things cannot look all right so long as IJ
Am not all right who see therefore not rightN
Can see The lamp within sends out the lightN
Which shows the things and if its rays go wryJ
Or are not white they must part show a lieJ
The man half cured did men not trees concludeN
Because he moving saw what else had seemed a woodN
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Give me take from me as thou wilt I learnU
Slowly and stubbornly I learn to yieldN
With a strange hopefulness As from the fieldN
Of hard fought battle won the victor chiefP2
Turns thankfully although his heart do yearnU
So from my old things to thy new I turnU
With sad thee trusting heart and not in griefP2
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If with my father I did wander freeR
Floating o'er hill and field where'er we wouldN
And lighting on the sward before the doorB2
Strange faces through the window panes should seeR
And strange feet standing where the loved had stoodN
The dear old place theirs all as ours beforeB2
Should I be sorrowful father having theeR
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So Lord if thou tak'st from me all the restN
Thyself with each resumption drawing nigherB2
It shall but hurt me as the thorn of the briarB2
When I reach to the pale flower in its breastN
To have thee Lord is to have all thy bestN
Holding it by its very life divineU
To let my friend's hand go and take his heart in mineU
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Take from me leisure all familiar placesQ2
Take all the lovely things of earth and airB2
Take from me books take all my precious facesQ2
Take words melodious and their songful linkingR2
Take scents and sounds and all thy outsides fairB2
Draw nearer taking and to my sober thinkingR2
Thou bring'st them nearer all and ready to my prayerB2
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No place on earth henceforth I shall count strangeS2
For every place belongeth to my ChristN
I will go calm where'er thou bid'st me rangeS2
Whoe'er my neighbour thou art still my nighestN
Oh my heart's life my owner will of my beingR2
Into my soul thou every moment diestN
In thee my life thus evermore decreeingR2
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What though things change and pass nor come againU
Thou the life heart of all things changest neverB2
The sun shines on the fair clouds turn to rainU
And glad the earth with many a spring and riverB2
The hearts that answer change with chill and shiverB2
That mourn the past sad sick with hopeless painU
They know not thee our changeless heart and brainU
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My halting words will some day turn to songR2
Some far off day in holy other timesT2
The melody now prisoned in my rimesT2
Will one day break aloft and from the throngR2
Of wrestling thoughts and words spring up the airB2
As from the flower its colour's sweet despairB2
Issues in odour and the sky's low levels climbsT2
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My surgent thought shoots lark like up to theeR
Thou like the heaven art all about the larkR2
Whatever I surmise or know in meR
Idea or but symbol on the darkR2
Is living working thought creating powerB2
In thee the timeless father of the hourB2
I am thy book thy song thy child would beR

George Macdonald



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