The Diary Of An Old Soul. - May Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis

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WHAT though my words glance sideways from the thingB
Which I would utter in thine ear my sireC
Truth in the inward parts thou dost desireC
Wise hunger not a fitness fine of speechD
The little child that clamouring fails to reachD
With upstretched hand the fringe of her attireC
Yet meets the mother's hand down hurryingB
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Even when their foolish words they turned on himE
He did not his disciples send awayF
He knew their hearts were foolish eyes were dimE
And therefore by his side needs must they stayF
Thou will not Lord send me away from theeG
When I am foolish make thy cock crow grimE
If that is not enough turn Lord and look on meG
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Another day of gloom and slanting rainH
Of closed skies cold winds and blight and baneH
Such not the weather Lord which thou art fainH
To give thy chosen sweet to heart and brainH
Until we mourn thou keep'st the merry tuneI
Thy hand unloved its pleasure must restrainH
Nor spoil both gift and child by lavishing too soonI
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But all things shall be ours Up heart and singB
All things were made for us we are God's heirsJ
Moon sun and wildest comets that do trailK
A crowd of small worlds for a swiftness tailK
Up from Thy depths in me my child heart bringB
The child alone inherits anythingB
God's little children gods all things are theirsJ
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Thy great deliverance is a greater thingB
Than purest imagination can foregraspL
A thing beyond all conscious hungeringB
Beyond all hope that makes the poet singB
It takes the clinging world undoes its claspL
Floats it afar upon a mighty seaG
And leaves us quiet with love and liberty and theeG
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Through all the fog through all earth's wintery sighsM
I scent Thy spring I feel the eternal airN
Warm soft and dewy filled with flowery eyesM
And gentle murmuring motions everywhereN
Of life in heart and tree and brook and mossO
Thy breath wakes beauty love and bliss and prayerN
And strength to hang with nails upon thy crossO
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If thou hadst closed my life in seed and huskP
And cast me into soft warm damp dark mouldQ
All unaware of light come through the duskP
I yet should feel the split of each shelly foldQ
Should feel the growing of my prisoned heartR
And dully dream of being slow unrolledR
And in some other vagueness taking partR
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And little as the world I should foreknowI
Up into which I was about to riseM
Its rains its radiance airs and warmth and skiesM
How it would greet me how its wind would blowS
As little it may be I do know the goodR
Which I for years half darkling have pursuedR
The second birth for which my nature criesM
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The life that knows not patient waits nor longsT
I know and would be patient yet would longU
I can be patient for all coming songsT
But let me sing my one monotonous songU
To me the time is slow my mould amongV
To quicker life I fain would spur and startR
The aching growth at my dull swelling heartR
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Christ is the pledge that I shall one day seeG
That one day still with him I shall awakeW
And know my God at one with him and freeG
O lordly essence come to life in meG
The will throb let me feel that doth me makeW
Now have I many a mighty hope in theeG
Then shall I rest although the universe should quakeW
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Haste to me Lord when this fool heart of mineI
Begins to gnaw itself with selfish cravingB
Or like a foul thing scarcely worth the savingB
Swoln up with wrath desireth vengeance fineI
Haste Lord to help when reason favours wrongU
Haste when thy soul the high born thing divineI
Is torn by passion's raving maniac throngU
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Fair freshness of the God breathed spirit airN
Pass through my soul and make it strong to loveX
Wither with gracious cold what demons dareN
Shoot from my hell into my world aboveX
Let them drop down like leaves the sun doth searY
And flutter far into the inane and bareN
Leaving my middle earth calm wise and clearY
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Even thou canst give me neither thought nor thingB
Were it the priceless pearl hid in the landR
Which if I fix thereon a greedy gazeZ
Becomes not poison that doth burn and clingB
Their own bad look my foolish eyes doth dazeZ
They see the gift see not the giving handR
From the living root the apple dead I wringB
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This versing even the reading of the taleK
That brings my heart its joy unspeakableA2
Sometimes will softly unsuspectedly haleK
That heart from thee and all its pulses quellB2
Discovery's pride joy's bliss take aback my sailK
And sweep me from thy presence and my graceC2
Because my eyes dropped from the master's faceC2
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Afresh I seek thee Lead me once more I prayF
Even should it be against my will thy wayF
Let me not feel thee foreign any hourC
Or shrink from thee as an estranged powerC
Through doubt through faith through bliss through stark dismayF
Through sunshine wind or snow or fog or showerC
Draw me to thee who art my only dayF
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I would go near thee but I cannot pressD2
Into thy presence it helps not to presumeE2
Thy doors are deeds the handles are their doingB
He whose day life is obedient righteousnessF2
Who after failure or a poor successD2
Rises up stronger effort yet renewingB
He finds thee Lord at length in his own common roomE2
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Lord thou hast carried me through this evening's dutyG
I am released weary and well contentR
O soul put on the evening dress of beautyG
Thy sunset flush of gold and purple blentG
Alas the moment I turn to my heartG
Feeling runs out of doors or stands apartG
But such as I am Lord take me as thou artG
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The word he then did speak fits now as thenI
For the same kind of men doth mock at itG
God fools God drunkards these do call the menI
Who think the poverty of their all not fitG
Borne humbly by their art their voice their penI
Save for its allness at thy feet to flingB
For whom all is unfit that is not everythingB
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O Christ my life possess me utterlyG
Take me and make a little Christ of meG
If I am anything but thy father's sonI
'Tis something not yet from the darkness wonI
Oh give me light to live with open eyesM
Oh give me life to hope above all skiesM
Give me thy spirit to haunt the Father with my criesM
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'Tis hard for man to rouse his spirit upL
It is the human creative agonyG
Though but to hold the heart an empty cupL
Or tighten on the team the rigid reinI
Many will rather lie among the slainI
Than creep through narrow ways the light to gainI
Than wake the will and be born bitterlyG
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But he who would be born again indeedG
Must wake his soul unnumbered times a dayG
And urge himself to life with holy greedG
Now ope his bosom to the Wind's free playG
And now with patience forceful hard lie stillG2
Submiss and ready to the making willG2
Athirst and empty for God's breath to fillG2
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All times are thine whose will is our remedeG
Man turns to thee thou hast not turned awayG
The look he casts thy labour that did breedG
It is thy work thy business all the dayG
That look not foregone fitness thou dost heedG
For duty absolute how be fitter than nowI
Or learn by shunning Lord I come help thouI
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Ever above my coldness and my doubtG
Rises up something reaching forth a handG
This thing I know but cannot understandG
Is it the God in me that rises outG
Beyond my self trailing it up with himE
Towards the spirit home the freedom landG
Beyond my conscious ken my near horizon's brimE
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O God of man my heart would worship allH2
My fellow men the flashes from thy fireC
Them in good sooth my lofty kindred callH2
Born of the same one heart the perfect sireC
Love of my kind alone can set me freeG
Help me to welcome all that come to meG
Not close my doors and dream solitude libertyG
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A loving word may set some door ajarI2
Where seemed no door and that may enter inI
Which lay at the heart of that same loving wordG
In my still chamber dwell thou always LordG
Thy presence there will carriage true affordG
True words will flow pure of design to winI
And to my men my door shall have no barI2
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My prayers my God flow from what I am notG
I think thy answers make me what I amJ2
Like weary waves thought follows upon thoughtG
But the still depth beneath is all thine ownI
And there thou mov'st in paths to us unknownI
Out of strange strife thy peace is strangely wroughtG
If the lion in us pray thou answerest the lambJ2
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So bound in selfishness am I so chainedG
I know it must be glorious to be freeG
But know not what full fraught the word doth meanI
By loss on loss I have severely gainedG
Wisdom enough my slavery to seeG
But liberty pure absolute sereneI
No fre st visioned slave has ever seenI
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For that great freedom how should such as IK2
Be able to imagine in such a selfL2
Less hopeless far the miser man might tryK2
To image the delight of friend shared pelfL2
Freedom is to be like thee face and heartG
To know it Lord I must be as thou artG
I cannot breed the imagination highL2
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Yet hints come to me from the realm unknownI
Airs drift across the twilight border landG
Odoured with life and as from some far strandG
Sea murmured whispers to my heart are blownI
That fill me with a joy I cannot speakM2
Yea from whose shadow words drop faint and weakM2
Thee God I shadow in that region grandG
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O Christ who didst appear in Judah landG
Thence by the cross go back to God's right handG
Plain history and things our sense beyondG
In thee together come and correspondG
How rulest thou from the undiscovered bourneI
The world wise world that laughs thee still to scornI
Please Lord let thy disciple understandG
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'Tis heart on heart thou rulest Thou art the sameN2
At God's right hand as here exposed to shameN2
And therefore workest now as thou didst thenI
Feeding the faint divine in humble menI
Through all thy realms from thee goes out heart powerC
Working the holy satisfying hourC
When all shall love and all be loved againI

George Macdonald



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