The Diary Of An Old Soul: 01 ' January. Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis

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Lord what I once had done with youthful mightB
Had I been from the first true to the truthC
Grant me now old to do with better sightB
And humbler heart if not the brain of youthC
So wilt thou in thy gentleness and ruthC
Lead back thy old soul by the path of painD
Round to his best young eyes and heart and brainD
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A dim aurora rises in my eastE
Beyond the line of jagged questions hoarF
As if the head of our intombed High PriestE
Began to glow behind the unopened doorF
Sure the gold wings will soon rise from the grayG
They rise not Up I rise press on the moreF
To meet the slow coming of the Master's dayG
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Sometimes I wake and lo I have forgotH
And drifted out upon an ebbing seaI
My soul that was at rest now resteth notH
For I am with myself and not with theeI
Truth seems a blind moon in a glaring mornJ
Where nothing is but sick heart vanityI
Oh thou who knowest save thy child forlornJ
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Death like high faith levelling lifteth allK
When I awake my daughter and my sonL
Grown sister and brother in my arms shall fallK
Tenfold my girl and boy Sure every oneL
Of all the brood to the old wings will runL
Whole hearted is my worship of the manM
From whom my earthly history beganM
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Thy fishes breathe but where thy waters rollN
Thy birds fly but within thy airy seaI
My soul breathes only in thy infinite soulN
I breathe I think I love I live but theeI
Oh breathe oh think O Love live into meI
Unworthy is my life till all divineO
Till thou see in me only what is thineO
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Then shall I breathe in sweetest sharing thenP
Think in harmonious consort with my kinQ
Then shall I love well all my father's menP
Feel one with theirs the life my heart withinQ
Oh brothers sisters holy hearts divineO
Then I shall be all yours and nothing mineO
To every human heart a mother twinQ
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I see a child before an empty houseR
Knocking and knocking at the closed doorF
He wakes dull echoes but nor man nor mouseR
If he stood knocking there for evermoreF
A mother angel see folding each wingS
Soft walking crosses straight the empty floorF
And opens to the obstinate praying thingS
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Were there but some deep holy spell wherebyT
Always I should remember thee some modeU
Of feeling the pure heat throb momentlyN
Of the spirit fire still uttering this IT
Lord see thou to it take thou remembrance' loadU
Only when I bethink me can I cryT
Remember thou and prick me with love's goadU
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If to myself God sometimes interferesV
I said my faith at once would be struck blindW
I see him all in all the lifing mindW
Or nowhere in the vacant miles and yearsV
A love he is that watches and that hearsX
Or but a mist fumed up from minds of menP
Whose fear and hope reach out beyond their kenP
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When I no more can stir my soul to moveY
And life is but the ashes of a fireZ
When I can but remember that my heartA2
Once used to live and love long and aspireB2
Oh be thou then the first the one thou artA2
Be thou the calling before all answering loveC2
And in me wake hope fear boundless desireZ
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I thought that I had lost thee but beholdD2
Thou comest to me from the horizon lowN
Across the fields outspread of green and goldD2
Fair carpet for thy feet to come and goN
Whence I know not or how to me thou art comeE2
Not less my spirit with calm bliss doth glowN
Meeting thee only thus in nature vague and dumbE2
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Doubt swells and surges with swelling doubt behindW
My soul in storm is but a tattered sailN
Streaming its ribbons on the torrent galeN
In calm 'tis but a limp and flapping thingS
Oh swell it with thy breath make it a wingS
To sweep through thee the ocean with thee the windW
Nor rest until in thee its haven it shall findW
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The idle flapping of the sail is doubtF2
Faith swells it full to breast the breasting seasG2
Bold conscience fast and rule the ruling helmH2
Hell's freezing north no tempest can send outF2
But it shall toss thee homeward to thy leasG2
Boisterous wave crest never shall o'erwhelmH2
Thy sea float bark as safe as field borne rooted elmH2
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Sometimes hard trying it seems I cannot prayG
For doubt and pain and anger and all strifeI2
Yet some poor half fledged prayer bird from the nestJ2
May fall flit fly perch crouch in the bowery breastJ2
Of the large nation healing tree of lifeI2
Moveless there sit through all the burning dayG
And on my heart at night a fresh leaf cooling layG
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My harvest withers Health my means to liveK2
All things seem rushing straight into the darkL2
But the dark still is God I would not giveM2
The smallest silver piece to turn the rushN2
Backward or sideways Am I not a sparkL2
Of him who is the light Fair hope doth flushN2
My east Divine success Oh hush and harkL2
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Thy will be done I yield up everythingS
The life is more than meat then more than healthO2
The body more than raiment then than wealthO2
The hairs I made not thou art numberingS
Thou art my life I the brook thou the springS
Because thine eyes are open I can seeI
Because thou art thyself 'tis therefore I am meI
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No sickness can come near to blast my healthO2
My life depends not upon any meatP2
My bread comes not from any human tilthQ2
No wings will grow upon my changeless wealthO2
Wrong cannot touch it violence or deceitP2
Thou art my life my health my bank my barnR2
And from all other gods thou plain dost warnJ
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Care thou for mine whom I must leave behindW
Care that they know who 'tis for them takes careS2
Thy present patience help them still to bearS2
Lord keep them clearing growing heart and mindW
In one thy oneness us together bindW
Last earthly prayer with which to thee I clingS
Grant that save love we owe not anythingS
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'Tis well for unembodied thought a liveK2
True house to build of stubble wood nor hayG
So like bees round the flower by which they thriveK2
My thoughts are busy with the informing truthC
And as I build I feed and grow in youthC
Hoping to stand fresh clean and strong and gayG
When up the east comes dawning His great dayG
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Thy will is truth 'tis therefore fate the strongT2
Would that my will did sweep full swing with thineO
Then harmony with every spheric songT2
And conscious power would give sureness divineO
Who thinks to thread thy great laws' onward throngT2
Is as a fly that creeps his foolish wayG
Athwart an engine's wheels in smooth resistless playG
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Thou in my heart hast planted gardener divineO
A scion of the tree of life it growsU2
But not in every wind or weather it blowsU2
The leaves fall sometimes from the baby treeI
And the life power seems melting into pineO
Yet still the sap keeps struggling to the shineO
And the unseen root clings cramplike unto theeI
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Do thou my God my spirit's weather controlN
And as I do not gloom though the day be dunL
Let me not gloom when earth born vapours rollN
Across the infinite zenith of my soulN
Should sudden brain frost through the heart's summer runL
Cold weary joyless waste of air and sunL
Thou art my south my summer wind my all my oneL
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O Life why dost thou close me up in deathV2
O Health why make me inhabit heavinessU2
I ask yet know the sum of this distressU2
Pang haunted body sore dismayed mindW
Is but the egg that rounds the winged faithW2
When that its path into the air shall findW
My heart will follow high above cold rain and windW
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I can no more than lift my weary eyesU2
Therefore I lift my weary eyes no moreF
But my eyes pull my heart and that beforeF
'Tis well awake knocks where the conscience liesU2
Conscience runs quick to the spirit's hidden doorF
Straightway from every sky ward window criesU2
Up to the Father's listening ears ariseU2
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Not in my fancy now I search to find theeI
Not in its loftiest forms would shape or bind theeI
I cry to one whom I can never knowN
Filling me with an infinite overflowN
Not to a shape that dwells within my heartA2
Clothed in perfections love and truth assigned theeI
But to the God thou knowest that thou artA2
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Not Lord because I have done well or illN
Not that my mind looks up to thee clear eyedX2
Not that it struggles in fast cerements tiedX2
Not that I need thee daily sorer stillN
Not that I wretched wander from thy willN
Not now for any cause to thee I cryT
But this that thou art thou and here am IT
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Yestereve Death came and knocked at my thin doorF
I from my window looked the thing I sawU2
The shape uncouth I had not seen beforeF
I was disturbed with fear in sooth not aweY2
Whereof ashamed I instantly did rouseU2
My will to seek thee only to fear the moreF
Alas I could not find thee in the houseU2
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I was like Peter when he began to sinkZ2
To thee a new prayer therefore I have gotH
That when Death comes in earnest to my doorF
Thou wouldst thyself go when the latch doth clinkZ2
And lead him to my room up to my cotH
Then hold thy child's hand hold and leave him notH
Till Death has done with him for evermoreF
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Till Death has done with him Ah leave me thenP
And Death has done with me oh nevermoreF
He comes and goes to leave me in thy armsU2
Nearer thy heart oh nearer than beforeF
To lay thy child naked new born againP
Of mother earth crept free through many harmsU2
Upon thy bosom still to the very coreF
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Come to me Lord I will not speculate howA3
Nor think at which door I would have thee appearB3
Nor put off calling till my floors be sweptC3
But cry Come Lord come any way come nowA3
Doors windows I throw wide my head I bowA3
And sit like some one who so long has sleptC3
That he knows nothing till his life draw nearB3
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O Lord I have been talking to the peopleN
Thought's wheels have round me whirled a fiery zoneD3
And the recoil of my words' airy rippleN
My heart unheedful has puffed up and blownD3
Therefore I cast myself before thee proneD3
Lay cool hands on my burning brain and pressU2
From my weak heart the swelling emptinessU2

George Macdonald



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