Is This The Road To Recovery? Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis
Rhyme Scheme: AABB CCDD EFFGGH IJJKK LLMME NONP QQ DDMM PPRR SSTT RRUU| Will it matter if I m furious now | A |
| Will it make a difference and how | A |
| Should I just be mad at myself for | B |
| not leaving sooner out the door | B |
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| I m shrouded in self doubt | C |
| Struggling to dig me out | C |
| Blaming myself for all the pain | D |
| In the process of breaking my brain | D |
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| You caused it all | E |
| The belief that I was wrong | F |
| And forgetting all along | F |
| That you were supposed to have my back | G |
| But I ended up putting up with all the slack | G |
| You abandoned me when I needed you the most | H |
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| An overreaction | I |
| That s what you called my father s death | J |
| when he laid there breathing his final breath | J |
| I needed you to hold me tight | K |
| But instead you picked a fight | K |
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| I don t deserve what I had to go through | L |
| I really had no clue | L |
| Being married to a narcissist broke me | M |
| Now only doubt and negativity can I see | M |
| as I try to make sense of it all | E |
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| I was strong to break the bond | N |
| of marriage | O |
| but beyond | N |
| that I have nothing | P |
| - | |
| I still feel I deserve the scraps | Q |
| but perhaps | Q |
| - | |
| I need to acknowledge you caused me pain | D |
| I need to acknowledge you rewired my brain | D |
| I need to acknowledge you made me question my sanity | M |
| And you made me lock away my humanity | M |
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| You are a terrible human being | P |
| Causing all the destruction everyone is seeing | P |
| I might have been blind at the time | R |
| But I wiped off your slime | R |
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| You cut me over and over | S |
| The healing process will be slower | S |
| But I need to acknowledge the pain you made me feel | T |
| for me to deal | T |
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| You left scars that will show for a lifetime | R |
| I wish everyone knew about your crime | R |
| But I need to acknowledge that you had so much blame | U |
| That you should be the one shrouded in shame | U |
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