I smile today for the pain that never leave me
I laugh today to hide the anguish within me
I cry not today for the tears are flowing around me
I wish somehow that the sun will shine on me;

The road we crossed split a long time ago
And every step away turns thicker as I go
Somehow I learned to move along and so I go
Memories lingering awhile but i need to go;

Leaves have fallen down to blend with the dust
While years have gone to dwell in the past
Seconds are turning into minutes and hours at last
And iron things around are crusted in rust;

As the wind fly in the air so the memoirs murmur
A heart bathed in agony is drowning in despair
For awhile it peeps up a top with someone's shoulder
Poking behind a blatant duo of flickering ember;

From a time the memories lay dormant within
Allowing today and never yesterday to live
And when all is dead in the hollow of the night
You break the barrier appearing in the dim light;

Every smiles now are thorny roses in the summer
Each laugh like barren haven in the desert
And like phantom trapped between the heaven and hell
To the river of tears my dear, I wish you plunge at last!