I was so innocent, all I wanted to do was enjoy my childhood
But he tortured me inside out
He made me witness the worst
The trauma of it all is so overwhelming
I could not speak as I had no voice
I had no one to speak for me either
My voice was not for the voiceless
as I was the voiceless one
I cried every night out of fear
Hoping and praying he spares her breath
Hoping and praying for a normal life
I have never feared anyone the way I have feared him

Yes I blame him for ruining my childhood
I was too young to have my life figured out
Why do I feel like I am cursed
I was the only girl and the oldest who saw it all and it's so overwhelming
It felt like I was forced to have a voice
Like I was the leader
I had to lead and be the fearless one
But every night I'd drop a tear
Hoping today is my last breath
Trying and praying by all means for the above to take my life
It has been a roller-coaster all because of him