Sick,
Hopeless, the agony is excruciating,
I am in deep grief,
Reality is unpleasant,
The pillar is gone.

You were close to my heart,
A friend and a mother.
Was it hard for you to wait until I grow up?
You promised never to leave me alone,
Why so early?

Like in a car accident,
Am a victim torn and crushed.
My hope and prayer is battered beyond recognition,
Do you recognize me?

Dead,
Frigid,
Rotting,
In a coffin,
Under the ground,
Forever.
Is this real?

Yet memories are still fresh,
Just like a new day, everyday.
We will meet again in the next life.