I want to kill myself
I just wish in this month I was someone else
Someone normal unlike me
Someone who wouldn't be a liability
Blackouts happen every other day
And no one listens to the words I say
Dizzy not only in person but in my feelings
The worst part is a gave myself a higher ceiling
People asked what was wrong with me
I would hide from it and say “I was sick” and leave
I never understood why middle school was so bad
But everyone's fighting their own demons depressed and sad
This fight dug me down a hole because I was alone
No stress relievers and reeked of cheap cologne
I was just a shadow of my former self
Fuck my fake smile I want to kill myself
February 2019
Leo Lastname
Poet's note: This poem was about me when I started having seizures. I really wanted to give people an idea of different struggles that people can go through during 7th grade. I wanted to express anger and depression when your in the shoes of someone struggling with epilepsy. It means a lot because this was probably the biggest low point for me.
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Poem topics: alone, never, people, sad, school, sick, smile, shadow, fight, person, wrong, worst, hide, stress, fake, happen, middle, cheap, Valentine's Day, Print This Poem , Rhyme Scheme
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