Finally saw the use of the rat poison I bought
Feel like pouring it in my tea or drink
I already know that I won't be missed
But honestly
Who would miss a hideous freak?
Finally saw the use of the rat poison I bought
People asked if I was okay
And i replied with a yes
I almost believed my own lies
Until reality came back
Every time I close my eyes I see a dark paradise
With no worries or problems
Tempted to close my eyes forever
I'm ready to meet my maker
Hopefully he'll accept me
I honestly don't know why I'm writing this
Because no one really cares
It's sweet how people clap their hands when I wish to die
I ask myself if they clapnwhen I'm dead
Maybe I'll get noticed and get a round of applause
Wrote a letter on my wrist
Hopefully they'll see it
Hopefully they'll care once I'm dead
Fed up with lying
The fake smile I put in my face
The dumb emojis I send to people
I was never good at goodbyes
But hopefully I'm clear
Just like how I cleared my future
Sweet sound of death is calling
My heart is pounding
My head is dizzy
My brain going crazy
Goodbye
by me (sun.the poet )
See you all on the other side
Finally
Siphamandla Nomnganga
Poet's note: This poem i wrote when i was sick of life ,tired of being lonely and depressed
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Poem topics: I miss you, crazy, dark, death, feel, future, heart, never, smile, sun, time, forever, accept, head, good, ready, clear, face, brain, goodbye, Print This Poem , Rhyme Scheme
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