To be or not to be
Was everything she said
Just a few seconds before
She put a bullet in my head

‘Not to be’ , hmm
It was what She chose
Curious about what comes after
And this chapter did close.

I looked down below
And up above
It was nowhere
No hate no love

Nobody was there
I was alone
The place i wanted to be the most
But my heart did moan

The pain became physical now
I was free mentally
Slowly as my body disintegrated
Into a strenuous anomaly

I didn’t exist anymore
For judgement
I didn’t breath anymore
For predicament

To be or not to be
Was all I said
Just a few seconds before
I put a bullet in my head.