That moment I looked over
You frantically waved goodbye
I could feel that sudden void
The creation of that lonely life ahead.
I fought turning around again
For it would be so hard
To fight those corrosive tears
The tears of that love I would miss.

It was heart wrecking
Like losing everything
That I so much held close to my heart
Deep down, my heart bled
The pain of love I could not stand.

When I think of those lies I told
Those freaky moments I cheated on you
Those times you blew up and left
I missed you then, and I would always remember
How much you were, so close to my heart.

I think of how much we grew up in love
That poor foot pounding two some
Walked together, ran together, nothing we didn’t do together
We had nothing, not a damn thing
But we had love, something real special.

I know, nothing can take you away
Your heart was specially made for me
And I know it, I don’t brag
You are always the fire in my heart
Ours was sealed in heaven.

You gave me my most cherished gifts
The two boys and two girls
I wish I could thank you with my life
I don’t know if anyway else is enough
I love you to no limits.

As I walk these dark alleys of life
I truly miss my shooting star
My guiding light and my being
I feel the determination from out with
And for once I know it is really love.

I know I had become, oh dear
The shadow of the man of your dreams
I regret it day and night
If only you could forgive, my darling
I could walk tall the remainder of my life.

I love you so much darling
How I wish someday you realize
I would be nothing and no one
If you had chosen not to be you
Till death do us apart, I hope
You sing love songs to my grave.