When a heart loves, when a soul
Has decided to cherish-
That which not in a while
It has loved- so be the love
The love unbreakable
And yet very vulnerable.
Many a time- several are years
And yet less are the-
Moments, those filled with
Laughter.
Have you heard my voice-
In a bid to laugh- or my teeth
In a bid to smile-
How do I lose my heart to you
Who decides to mess with it,
My happiness traded for yours-
And you trample it like dust.
Am i supposed to move on
When i have no inspiration to?
While time heals wounds-
Some heart breaks are never mended.

Some debts just can't be paid
My point is-
Some wounds cannot be healed
For this is a wrong timing
A time when I'm lost in you
And yet here you stand,
Firm to gird your ego-
Fast, swift enough to betray me
My own inefficiency- comforts me now.

Meanwhile, my tears have dried out-
All I can do is groan
Sounds like toiling wails
That's all.

More to my heart- I
Cannot tell-
Losing a treasure well searched for
In only a blink of an eye
And yet i could do nothing
Literally nothing-
I repeat, nothing.......about it.

When the time failed;
The smile faded- and my tears rolled again-
Down my spine
A trail of fear ran-
Down my body-
A shiver spread- yet I can do-
Nothing.......i won't say that again-
But i could say nothing about it.

This only happens when
A heart that has loved is betrayed
Dismantled and indeed;
Burned to melt, by the acid of disappointment.

Speak of writing, and I shall console my-
Precarious situations-
Tell me the pen
And I shall comfort my sad moments.
Remind me of our story,
And a tear- rather tears-
Will roll down my river-marked cheeks.

I stood firm to the ground
Made friends believe I was okay
Spread pride of my happiness
But that was the time I-
Had you- by my side.
The times I had awesome moments
Yet now the memories-
All so awful.

However, teach me to smile again-
Like I used to
Before I let you in;
Teach me to laugh-
Laugh out my lungs-
Like i used to- while I was all alone.

And yet remind me no more,
Of the moments we shared
Because the world taught me to move on
And I could say all these-
Unlike usual, but
Emotions.