You are what you imagine

Seeing your cute smile; it's so radiating
It sings a victory in your love song
I have not been fair to you my darling
I should not ask for your flaws
I know the pressure is too much for you to bear not minding the cost
My dearest tell me how you feel
Do not hide it from me
I want to love you, am sorry I forget the part that you are vulnerable.
Yes I didn’t consider the fact that you’re rebirth
I hide my scars but I don’t expect you to hide yours
That’s cruel, I know it’s a toil, I hate it. I’ve prayed every day to become healed of this but mental torment
Should you hear of my agony, I tell you never mind it’s the predicament I choose
My darling you are one in ages
How can you tell me your troubles when I never give you room
Am mean to you and I don’t expect you to retaliate so you don’t
I will not ask for your Forgiveness, since am only an object of thoughts nothing more than a mere imagination
I hear them say you are good, but how can you tell another of his goodness when you lack any at all.

Good kingdom, great city, What’s the essence. I’ve tormented great and mighty men, troubled their kingdoms, spark controversies
What more should I boast of, am like a sea if not controlled flows in no direction
You cannot create a monster and expect an angel
Perhaps am too hard on you
Let’s start again.

My darling, why the dispute, the addiction, am trying to make it right but you seemed desperate to move on, well you should, considering all the torture you endure
You should choose the right path now
Am grateful you understand every bit of me
Am just an imagination, a product of your own creation, so remember
I will talk to you soon, goodbye my darling.