The Diary Of An Old Soul. - April Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis

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LORD I do choose the higher than my willB
I would be handled by thy nursing armsC
After thy will not my infant alarmsC
Hurt me thou wilt but then more loving stillB
If more can be and less in love's perfect zoneD
My fancy shrinks from least of all thy harmsC
But do thy will with me I am thine ownD
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Some things wilt thou not one day turn to dreamsE
Some dreams wilt thou not one day turn to factF
The thing that painful more than should be seemsE
Shall not thy sliding years with them retractF
Shall fair realities not counteractF
The thing that was well dreamed of bliss and joyG
Wilt thou not breathe thy life into the toyG
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I have had dreams of absolute delightH
Beyond all waking bliss only of grassI
Flowers wind a peak a limb of marble whiteH
They dwell with me like things half come to passI
True prophecies when I with thee am rightH
If I pray waking for such a joy of sightH
Thou with the gold wilt not refuse the brassI
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I think I shall not ever pray for suchJ
Thy bliss will overflood my heart and brainK
And I want no unripe things back againL
Love ever fresher lovelier than of oldM
How should it want its more exchanged for muchJ
Love will not backward sigh but forward strainK
On in the tale still telling never toldM
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What has been shall not only be but isN
The hues of dreamland strange and sweet and tenderO
Are but hint shadows of full many a splendourO
Which the high Parent love will yet unrollB
Before his child's obedient humble soulB
Ah me my God in thee lies every blissP
Whose shadow men go hunting wearily amissP
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Now ere I sleep I wonder what I shall dreamQ
Some sense of being utter new may comeR
Into my soul while I am blind and dumbR
With shapes and airs and scents which dark hours teemQ
Of other sort than those that haunt the dayS
Hinting at precious things ages awayS
In the long tale of us God to himself doth sayS
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Late in a dream an unknown lady I sawT
Stand on a tomb down she to me stepped thenceU
They tell me quoth I thou art one of the deadV
And scarce believed for gladness the yea she saidV
A strange auroral bliss an arctic aweW
A new outworldish joy awoke intenseU
To think I talked with one that verily was deadV
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Thou dost demand our love holy Lord ChristX
And batest nothing of thy modestyY
Thou know'st no other way to bliss the highestZ
Than loving thee the loving perfectlyY
Thou lovest perfectly that is thy blissP
We must love like thee or our being missP
So to love perfectly love perfect Love love theeY
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Here is my heart O Christ thou know'st I love theeY
But wretched is the thing I call my loveA2
O Love divine rise up in me and move meY
I follow surely when thou first dost moveB2
To love the perfect love is primal mereO
Necessity and he who holds life dearO
Must love thee every hope and heart aboveA2
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Might I but scatter interfering thingsC2
Questions and doubts distrusts and anxious prideD2
And in thy garment as under gathering wingsC2
Nestle obedient to thy loving sideD2
Easy it were to love thee But when thouE2
Send'st me to think and labour from thee wideD2
Love falls to asking many a why and howE2
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Easier it were but poorer were the loveA2
Lord I would have me love thee from the deepsC2
Of troubled thought of pain of wearinessC2
Through seething wastes below billows aboveA2
My soul should rise in eager hungering leapsC2
Through thorny thicks through sands unstable pressC2
Out of my dream to him who slumbers not nor sleepsC2
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I do not fear the greatness of thy commandF2
To keep heart open house to brother menL
But till in thy God's love perfect I standF2
My door not wide enough will open ThenL
Each man will be love awful in my sightH
And open to the eternal morning's mightH
Each human face will shine my window for thy lightH
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Make me all patience and all diligenceC2
Patience that thou mayst have thy time with meY
Diligence that I waste not thy expenseC2
In sending out to bring me home to theeY
What though thy work in me transcends my senseC2
Too fine too high for me to understandF2
I hope entirely On Lord with thy labour grandF2
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Lest I be humbled at the last and toldM
That my great labour was but for my peaceC2
That not for love or truth had I been boldM
But merely for a prisoned heart's releaseC2
Careful I humble me now before thy feetG2
Whate'er I be I cry and will not ceaseC2
Let me not perish though favour be not meetG2
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For what I seek thou knowest I must findH2
Or miserably die for lack of loveA2
I justify thee what is in thy mindH2
If it be shame to me all shame aboveA2
Thou know'st I choose it know'st I would not shoveA2
The hand away that stripped me for the rodI2
If so it pleased my Life my love made angry GodI2
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I see a door a multitude near byJ2
In creed and quarrel sure disciples allB
Gladly they would they say enter the hallB
But cannot the stone threshold is so highJ2
From unseen hand full many a feeding crumbR
Slow dropping o'er the threshold high doth comeR
They gather and eat with much disputing humR
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Still and anon a loud clear voice doth callB
Make your feet clean and enter so the hallB
They hear they stoop they gather each a crumbR
Oh the deaf people would they were also dumbR
Hear how they talk and lack of Christ deploreO
Stamping with muddy feet about the doorO
And will not wipe them clean to walk upon his floorO
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But see one comes he listens to the voiceC2
Careful he wipes his weary dusty feetG2
The voice hath spoken to him is left no choiceC2
He hurries to obey that only is meetG2
Low sinks the threshold levelled with the groundK2
The man leaps in to liberty he's boundK2
The rest go talking walking picking roundK2
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If I thus writing rebuke my neighbour dullB
And talk and write and enter not the doorO
Than all the rest I wrong Christ tenfold moreO
Making his gift of vision void and nullB
Help me this day to be thy humble sheepL2
Eating thy grass and following thou beforeO
From wolfish lies my life O Shepherd keepL2
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God help me dull of heart to trust in theeY
Thou art the father of me not any moodM2
Can part me from the One the verily GoodN2
When fog and failure o'er my being broodM2
When life looks but a glimmering marshy clodM2
No fire out flashing from the living GodM2
Then then to rest in faith were worthy victoryY
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To trust is gain and growth not mere sown seedM2
Faith heaves the world round to the heavenly dawnO2
In whose great light the soul doth spell and readM2
Itself high born its being derived and drawnO2
From the eternal self existent fireO
Then mazed with joy of its own heavenly breedM2
Exultant humble falls before its awful sireO
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Art thou not Jesus busy like to usC2
Thee shall I image as one sitting stillB
Ordering all things in thy potent willB
Silent and thinking ever to thy fatherO
Whose thought through thee flows multitudinousC2
Or shall I think of thee as journeying ratherO
Ceaseless through space because thou everything dost fillB
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That all things thou dost fill I well may thinkP2
Thy power doth reach me in so many waysC2
Thou who in one the universe dost bindM2
Passest through all the channels of my mindM2
The sun of thought across the farthest brinkP2
Of consciousness thou sendest me thy raysC2
Nor drawest them in when lost in sleep I sinkP2
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So common are thy paths thy coming seemsC2
Only another phase oft of my meY
But nearer is my I O Lord to theeY
Than is my I to what itself it deemsC2
How better then couldst thou O master comeR
Than from thy home across into my homeQ2
Straight o'er the marches that I cannot seeY
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Marches 'Twixt thee and me there's no divisionR2
Except the meeting of thy will and mineS2
The loves that love the wills that will the sameT2
Where thine meets mine is my life's true conditionR2
Yea only there it burns with any flameT2
Thy will but holds me to my life's fruitionR2
O God I would I have no mine that is not thineS2
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I look for thee and do not see thee comeR
If I could see thee 'twere a commoner thingU2
And shallower comfort would thy coming bringU2
Earth sea and air lie round me moveless dumbR
Never a tremble an expectant humR
To tell the Lord of Hearts is drawing nearO
Lo in the looking eyes the looked for Lord is hereO
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I take a comfort from my very badnessC2
It is for lack of thee that I am badM2
How close how infinitely closer yetM2
Must I come to thee ere I can pay one debtM2
Which mere humanity has on me setM2
How close to thee no wonder soul thou art gladM2
Oneness with him is the eternal gladnessC2
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What can there be so close as making and madeM2
Nought twinned can be so near thou art more nighJ2
To me my God than is this thinking IJ2
To that I mean when I by me is saidM2
Thou art more near me than is my ready willB
Near to my love though both one place do fillB
Yet till we are one Ah me the long untilB
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Then shall my heart behold thee everywhereO
The vision rises of a speechless thingU2
A perfectness of bliss beyond compareO
A time when I nor breathe nor think nor moveB2
But I do breathe and think and feel thy loveA2
The soul of all the songs the saints do singU2
And life dies out in bliss to come again in prayerO
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In the great glow of that great love this deathV2
Would melt away like a fantastic cloudM2
I should no more shrink from it than from the breathV2
That makes in the frosty air a nimbus shroudM2
Thou Love hast conquered death and I aloudM2
Should triumph over him with thy saintly crowdM2
That where the Lamb goes ever followethV2

George Macdonald



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