A Hidden Life Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis
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| Went walking by his horses the first time | B |
| That morning to the plough No soldier gay | C |
| Feels at his side the throb of the gold hilt | D |
| Knowing the blue blade hides within its sheath | E |
| As lightning in the cloud with more delight | F |
| When first he belts it on than he that day | C |
| Heard still the clank of the plough chains against | G |
| His horses' harnessed sides as to the field | H |
| They went to make it fruitful O'er the hill | I |
| The sun looked down baptizing him for toil | J |
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| A farmer's son a farmer's grandson he | K |
| Yea his great grandsire had possessed those fields | L |
| Tradition said they had been tilled by men | M |
| Who bore the name long centuries ago | N |
| And married wives and reared a stalwart race | O |
| And died and went where all had followed them | P |
| Save one old man his daughter and the youth | Q |
| Who ploughs in pride nor ever doubts his toil | J |
| And death is far from him this sunny morn | R |
| Why should we think of death when life is high | S |
| The earth laughs all the day and sleeps all night | F |
| The daylight's labour and the night's repose | T |
| Are very good each better in its time | B |
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| The boy knew little but he read old tales | U |
| Of Scotland's warriors till his blood ran swift | V |
| As charging knights upon their death career | W |
| He chanted ancient tunes till the wild blood | X |
| Was charmed back into its fountain well | Y |
| And tears arose instead That poet's songs | Z |
| Whose music evermore recalls his name | A2 |
| His name of waters babbling as they run | B2 |
| Rose from him in the fields among the kine | B2 |
| And met the skylark's raining from the clouds | C2 |
| But only as the poet birds he sang | D2 |
| From rooted impulse of essential song | E2 |
| The earth was fair he knew not it was fair | F2 |
| His heart was glad he knew not it was glad | G2 |
| He walked as in a twilight of the sense | H2 |
| Which this one day shall turn to tender morn | B2 |
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| Long ere the sun had cleared the feathery tops | I2 |
| Of the fir thicket on the eastward hill | I |
| His horses leaned and laboured Each great hand | J2 |
| Held rein and plough stilt in one guiding grasp | K2 |
| No ploughman there would brook a helper Proud | L2 |
| With a true ploughman's pride nobler I think | M2 |
| Than statesman's ay or poet's or painter's pride | N2 |
| For little praise will come that he ploughs well | Y |
| He did plough well proud of his work itself | O2 |
| And not of what would follow With sure eye | S |
| He saw his horses keep the arrow track | P2 |
| He saw the swift share cut the measured sod | Q2 |
| He saw the furrow folding to the right | F |
| Ready with nimble foot to aid at need | R2 |
| Turning its secrets upward to the sun | B2 |
| And hiding in the dark the sun born grass | S2 |
| And daisies dipped in carmine lay the tilth | T2 |
| A million graves to nurse the buried seed | R2 |
| And send a golden harvest up the air | F2 |
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| When the steep sun had clomb to his decline | B2 |
| And pausing seemed at edge of slow descent | U2 |
| Upon the keystone of his airy bridge | V2 |
| They rested likewise half tired man and horse | W2 |
| And homeward went for food and courage new | B2 |
| Therewith refreshed they turned again to toil | J |
| And lived in labour all the afternoon | B2 |
| Till in the gloaming once again the plough | X2 |
| Lay like a stranded bark upon the lea | K |
| And home with hanging neck the horses went | U2 |
| Walking beside their master force by will | I |
| Then through the lengthening shades a vision came | A2 |
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| It was a lady mounted on a horse | W2 |
| A slender girl upon a mighty steed | R2 |
| That bore her with the pride horses must feel | Y2 |
| When they submit to women Home she went | U2 |
| Alone or else her groom lagged far behind | Z2 |
| Scarce had she bent simple acknowledgment | A3 |
| Of the hand in silent salutation lifted | X |
| To the bowed head when something faithless yielded | X |
| The saddle slipped the horse stopped and the girl | B3 |
| Stood on her feet still holding fast the reins | C3 |
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| Three paces bore him bounding to her side | N2 |
| Her radiant beauty almost fixed him there | F2 |
| But with main force as one that grapples fear | W |
| He threw the fascination off and saw | D3 |
| The work before him Soon his hand and knife | E3 |
| Had set the saddle firmer than before | F3 |
| Upon the gentle horse and then he turned | G3 |
| To mount the maiden But bewilderment | A3 |
| A moment lasted for he knew not how | X2 |
| With stirrup hand and steady arm to throne | B2 |
| Elastic on her steed the ascending maid | H3 |
| A moment only for while yet she thanked | I3 |
| Nor yet had time to teach her further will | I |
| About her waist he put his brawny hands | J3 |
| That all but zoned her round and like a child | K3 |
| Lifting her high he set her on the horse | W2 |
| Whence like a risen moon she smiled on him | L3 |
| Nor turned aside although a radiant blush | M3 |
| Shone in her cheek and shadowed in her eyes | N3 |
| And he was never sure if from her heart | O3 |
| Or from the rosy sunset came the flush | M3 |
| Again she thanked him while again he stood | P3 |
| Bewildered in her beauty Not a word | Q3 |
| Answered her words that flowed folded in tones | R3 |
| Round which dissolving lambent music played | H3 |
| Like dropping water in a silver cup | S3 |
| Till round the shoulder of the neighbouring hill | I |
| Sudden she disappeared And he awoke | T3 |
| And called himself hard names and turned and went | U2 |
| After his horses bending like them his head | U3 |
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| Ah God when Beauty passes from the door | F3 |
| Although she came not in the house is bare | F2 |
| Shut shut the door there's nothing in the house | V3 |
| Why seems it always that she should be ours | W3 |
| A secret lies behind which thou dost know | B2 |
| And I can partly guess | X3 |
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| But think not then | B2 |
| The holder of the plough sighed many sighs | N3 |
| Upon his bed that night or other dreams | Y3 |
| Than pleasant rose upon his view in sleep | Z3 |
| Nor think the airy castles of his brain | B2 |
| Had less foundation than the air admits | A4 |
| But read my simple tale scarce worth the name | A2 |
| And answer if he had not from the fair | F2 |
| Beauty's best gift and proved her not in sooth | T2 |
| An angel vision from a higher world | B4 |
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| Not much of her I tell Her glittering life | E3 |
| Where part the waters on the mountain ridge | V2 |
| Ran down the southern side away from his | C4 |
| It was not over blessed for I know | B2 |
| Its tale wiled many sighs one summer eve | D4 |
| From her who told and him who in the pines | E4 |
| Walking received it from her loving lips | F4 |
| But now she was as God had made her ere | F2 |
| The world had tried to spoil her tried I say | C |
| And half succeeded failing utterly | K |
| Fair was she frank and innocent as a child | K3 |
| That looks in every eye fearless of ill | I |
| Because she knew it not and brave withal | I |
| Because she led a simple country life | E3 |
| And loved the animals Her father's house | V3 |
| A Scottish laird was he of ancient name | A2 |
| Was distant but two miles among the hills | G4 |
| Yet oft as she had passed his father's farm | H4 |
| The youth had never seen her face before | F3 |
| And should not twice Yet was it not enough | I4 |
| The vision tarried She as the harvest moon | B2 |
| That goeth on her way and knoweth not | J4 |
| The fields of corn whose ripening grain she fills | G4 |
| With strength of life and hope and joy for men | B2 |
| Went on her way and knew not of the virtue | B2 |
| Gone out of her yea never thought of him | L3 |
| Save at such times when all at once old scenes | K4 |
| Return uncalled with wonder that they come | L4 |
| Soon was she orphaned of her sheltering hills | G4 |
| And rounded with dead glitter not the shine | B2 |
| Of leaves and waters dancing in the sun | B2 |
| While he abode in ever breaking dawns | M4 |
| Breathed ever new born winds into his soul | I |
| And saw the aurora of the heavenly day | C |
| Still climb the hill sides of the heapy world | B4 |
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| Again I say no fond romance of love | N4 |
| No argument of possibilities | O4 |
| If he were some one and she sought his help | P4 |
| Turned his clear brain into a nest of dreams | Y3 |
| As soon he had sat down and twisted cords | Q4 |
| To snare and carry home for household help | P4 |
| Some woman angel wandering half seen | B2 |
| On moonlight wings o'er withered autumn fields | L |
| But when he rose next morn and went abroad | R4 |
| The exultation of his new found rank | S4 |
| Already settling into dignity | K |
| Behold the earth was beautiful The sky | S |
| Shone with the expectation of the sun | B2 |
| Only the daisies grieved him for they fell | I |
| Caught in the furrow with their innocent heads | T4 |
| Just out imploring A gray hedgehog ran | B2 |
| With tangled mesh of rough laid spikes and face | O |
| Helplessly innocent across the field | H |
| He let it run and blessed it as it ran | B2 |
| Returned at noon tide something drew his feet | U4 |
| Into the barn entering he gazed and stood | P3 |
| For through the rent roof lighting one sunbeam | V4 |
| Blazed on the yellow straw one golden spot | J4 |
| Dulled all the amber heap and sinking far | W4 |
| Like flame inverted through the loose piled mound | A |
| Crossed the keen splendour with dark shadow straws | X4 |
| In lines innumerable 'Twas so bright | F |
| His eye was cheated with a spectral smoke | T3 |
| That rose as from a fire He had not known | B2 |
| How beautiful the sunlight was not even | B2 |
| Upon the windy fields of morning grass | S2 |
| Nor on the river nor the ripening corn | B2 |
| As if to catch a wild live thing he crept | Y4 |
| On tiptoe silent laid him on the heap | Z3 |
| And gazing down into the glory gulf | Z4 |
| Dreamed as a boy half sleeping by the fire | |
| Half dreaming rose and got his horses out | |
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| God and not woman is the heart of all | I |
| But she as priestess of the visible earth | T2 |
| Holding the key herself most beautiful | I |
| Had come to him and flung the portals wide | N2 |
| He entered every beauty was a glass | S2 |
| That gleamed the woman back upon his view | B2 |
| Shall I not rather say each beauty gave | |
| Its own soul up to him who worshipped her | |
| For that his eyes were opened now to see | K |
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| Already in these hours his quickened soul | I |
| Put forth the white tip of a floral bud | X |
| Ere long to be a crown like aureole flower | |
| His songs unbidden his joy in ancient tales | U |
| Had hitherto alone betrayed the seed | R2 |
| That lay in his heart close hidden even from him | L3 |
| Yet not the less mellowing all his spring | |
| Like summer sunshine came the maiden's face | O |
| And in the youth's glad heart the seed awoke | T3 |
| It grew and spread and put forth many flowers | W3 |
| Its every flower a living open eye | S |
| Until his soul was full of eyes within | B2 |
| Each morning now was a fresh boon to him | L3 |
| Each wind a spiritual power upon his life | E3 |
| Each individual animal did share | F2 |
| A common being with him every kind | Z2 |
| Of flower from every other was distinct | |
| Uttering that for which alone it was | |
| Its something human wrapt in other veil | I |
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| And when the winter came when thick the snow | B2 |
| Armed the sad fields from gnawing of the frost | |
| When the low sun but skirted his far realms | |
| And sank in early night he drew his chair | F2 |
| Beside the fire and by the feeble lamp | |
| Read book on book and wandered other climes | |
| And lived in other lives and other needs | |
| And grew a larger self by other selves | |
| Ere long the love of knowledge had become | L4 |
| A hungry passion and a conscious power | |
| And craved for more than reading could supply | S |
| Then through the night all dark except the moon | B2 |
| Shone frosty o'er the heath or the white snow | B2 |
| Gave back such motes of light as else had sunk | |
| In the dark earth he bent his plodding way | C |
| Over the moors to where the little town | B2 |
| Lay gathered in the hollow There the student | A3 |
| Who taught from lingering dawn to early dark | |
| Had older scholars in the long fore night | F |
| For youths who in the shop or in the barn | B2 |
| Or at the loom had done their needful work | |
| Came gathering there through starlight fog or snow | B2 |
| And found the fire ablaze the candles lit | |
| And him who knew waiting for who would know | B2 |
| Here mathematics wiled him to their heights | |
| And strange consent of lines to form and law | I |
| Made Euclid a profound romance of truth | T2 |
| The master saw with wonder how he seized | |
| How eagerly devoured the offered food | |
| And longed to give him further kinds For Knowledge | |
| Would multiply like Life and two clear souls | |
| That see a truth and turning see at once | |
| Each the other's face glow in that truth's delight | F |
| Are drawn like lovers So the master offered | Q3 |
| To guide the ploughman through the narrow ways | |
| To heights of Roman speech The youth alert | |
| Caught at the offer and for years of nights | |
| The house asleep he groped his twilight way | C |
| With lexicon and rule through ancient story | K |
| Or fable fine embalmed in Latin old | |
| Wherein his knowledge of the English tongue | |
| Through reading many books much aided him | L3 |
| For best is like in all the hearts and tongues | |
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| At length his progress through the master's pride | N2 |
| In such a pupil reached the father's ears | |
| Great gladness woke within him and he vowed | L2 |
| If caring sparing might accomplish it | |
| He should to college and there have his fill | I |
| Of that same learning | |
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| To the plough no more | F3 |
| All day to school he went and ere a year | W |
| He wore the scarlet gown with the closed sleeves | |
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| Awkward at first but with a dignity | K |
| Soon finding fit embodiment in speech | |
| And gesture and address he made his way | C |
| Unconscious all to the full orbed respect | |
| Of students and professors for whose praise | |
| More than his worth society so called | |
| To its rooms in that great city of the North | T2 |
| Invited him He entered Dazzled at first | |
| By brilliance of the shining show the lights | |
| The mirrors gems white necks and radiant eyes | N3 |
| He stole into a corner and was quiet | |
| Until the vision too had quieter grown | B2 |
| Bewildered next by many a sparkling word | Q3 |
| Nor knowing the light play of polished minds | |
| Which like rose diamonds cut in many facets | |
| Catch and reflect the wandering rays of truth | T2 |
| As if they were home born and issuing new | B2 |
| He held his peace and silent soon began | B2 |
| To see how little fire it needs to shimmer | |
| Hence in the midst of talk his thoughts would wander | |
| Back to the calm divine of homely toil | I |
| While round him still and ever hung an air | F2 |
| Of breezy fields and plough and cart and scythe | T2 |
| A kind of clumsy grace in which gay girls | |
| Saw but the clumsiness another sort | |
| Saw the grace too yea sometimes when he spoke | T3 |
| Saw the grace only and began at last | |
| For he sought none to seek him in the crowd | L2 |
| And find him unexpected maiden wise | N3 |
| But oftener far they sought him than they found | A |
| For seldom was he drawn away from toil | I |
| Seldomer stinted time held due to toil | I |
| For if one night his panes were dark the next | |
| They gleamed far into morning And he won | B2 |
| Honours among the first each session's close | |
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| Nor think that new familiarity | K |
| With open forms of ill not to be shunned | |
| Where many youths are met endangered much | |
| A mind that had begun to will the pure | |
| Oft when the broad rich humour of a jest | |
| With breezy force drew in its skirts a troop | |
| Of pestilential vapours following | |
| Arose within his sudden silent mind | Z2 |
| The maiden face that once blushed down on him | L3 |
| That lady face insphered beyond his earth | T2 |
| Yet visible as bright particular star | W4 |
| A flush of tenderness then glowed across | |
| His bosom shone it clean from passing harm | H4 |
| Should that sweet face be banished by rude words | |
| It could not stay what maidens might not hear | |
| He almost wept for shame that face such jest | |
| Should meet in his house To his love he made | H3 |
| Love's only worthy offering purity | K |
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| And if the homage that he sometimes met | |
| New to the country lad conveyed in smiles | |
| Assents and silent listenings when he spoke | T3 |
| Threatened yet more his life's simplicity | K |
| An antidote of nature ever came | A2 |
| Even Nature's self For in the summer months | |
| His former haunts and boyhood's circumstance | |
| Received him to the bosom of their grace | O |
| And he too noble to despise the past | |
| Too proud to be ashamed of manly toil | I |
| Too wise to fancy that a gulf gaped wide | N2 |
| Betwixt the labouring hand and thinking brain | B2 |
| Or that a workman was no gentleman | B2 |
| Because a workman clothed himself again | B2 |
| In his old garments took the hoe the spade | H3 |
| The sowing sheet or covered in the grain | B2 |
| Smoothing with harrows what the plough had ridged | |
| With ever fresher joy he hailed the fields | L |
| Returning still with larger powers of sight | F |
| Each time he knew them better than before | F3 |
| And yet their sweetest aspect was the old | |
| His labour kept him true to life and fact | |
| Casting out worldly judgments false desires | W3 |
| And vain distinctions Ever at his toil | I |
| New thoughts would rise which when God's night awoke | T3 |
| He still would seek like stars with instruments | |
| By science or by truth's philosophy | K |
| Bridging the gulf betwixt the new and old | |
| Thus laboured he with hand and brain at once | |
| Nor missed due readiness when Scotland's sons | |
| Met to reap wisdom and the fields were white | F |
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| His sire was proud of him and most of all | I |
| Because his learning did not make him proud | L2 |
| He was too wise to build upon his lore | F3 |
| The neighbours asked what he would make his son | B2 |
| I'll make a man of him the old man said | U3 |
| And for the rest just what he likes himself | O2 |
| He is my only son I think he'll keep | Z3 |
| The old farm on and I shall go content | U2 |
| Leaving a man behind me as I say | C |
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| So four years long his life swung to and fro | B2 |
| Alternating the red gown and blue coat | |
| The garret study and the wide floored barn | B2 |
| The wintry city and the sunny fields | L |
| In every change his mind was well content | U2 |
| For in himself he was the growing same | A2 |
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| In no one channel flowed his seeking thoughts | |
| To no profession did he ardent turn | B2 |
| He knew his father's wish it was his own | B2 |
| Why should a man he said when knowledge grows | T |
| Leave therefore the old patriarchal life | E3 |
| And seek distinction in the noise of men | B2 |
| He turned his asking face on every side | N2 |
| Went reverent with the anatomist and saw | I |
| The inner form of man laid skilful bare | F2 |
| Went with the chymist whose wise questioning hand | J2 |
| Made Nature do in little before his eyes | N3 |
| And momently what huge for centuries | O4 |
| And in the veil of vastness and lone deeps | O4 |
| She labours at bent his inquiring eye | S |
| On every source whence knowledge flows for men | B2 |
| At some he only sipped at others drank | S4 |
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| At length when he had gained the master's right | F |
| By custom sacred from of old to sit | |
| With covered head before the awful rank | S4 |
| Of black gowned senators and each of those | O4 |
| Proud of the scholar was ready at a word | Q3 |
| To speed him onward to what goal he would | P3 |
| He took his books his well worn cap and gown | B2 |
| And leaving with a sigh the ancient walls | O4 |
| Crowned with their crown of stone unchanging gray | C |
| In all the blandishments of youthful spring | |
| Chose for his world the lone ancestral farm | H4 |
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| With simple gladness met him on the road | |
| His gray haired father elder brother now | X2 |
| Few words were spoken little welcome said | U3 |
| But as they walked the more was understood | P3 |
| If with a less delight he brought him home | |
| Than he who met the prodigal returned | G3 |
| It was with more reliance with more peace | O4 |
| For with the leaning pride that old men feel | I |
| In young strong arms that draw their might from them | P |
| He led him to the house His sister there | F2 |
| Whose kisses were not many but whose eyes | O4 |
| Were full of watchfulness and hovering love | N4 |
| Set him beside the fire in the old place | O4 |
| And heaped the table with best country fare | F2 |
| - | |
| When the swift night grew deep the father rose | O4 |
| And led him wondering why and where they went | U2 |
| Thorough the limpid dark by tortuous path | T2 |
| Between the corn ricks to a loft above | N4 |
| The stable where the same old horses slept | Y4 |
| Which he had guided that eventful morn | B2 |
| Entering he saw a change pursuing hand | J2 |
| Had been at work The father leading on | B2 |
| Across the floor heaped high with store of grain | B2 |
| Opened a door An unexpected light | F |
| Flashed on him cheerful from a fire and lamp | |
| That burned alone as in a fairy tale | I |
| Behold a little room a curtained bed | U3 |
| An easy chair bookshelves and writing desk | |
| An old print of a deep Virgilian wood | P3 |
| And one of choosing Hercules The youth | T2 |
| Gazed and spoke not The old paternal love | N4 |
| Had sought and found an incarnation new | B2 |
| For honouring in his son the simple needs | O4 |
| Which his own bounty had begot in him | L3 |
| He gave him thus a lonely thinking space | O4 |
| A silent refuge With a quiet good night | F |
| He left him dumb with love Faintly beneath | T2 |
| The horses stamped and drew the lengthening chain | B2 |
| - | |
| Three sliding years with slowly blended change | |
| Drew round their winter summer autumn spring | |
| Fulfilled of work by hands and brain and heart | O3 |
| He laboured as before though when he would | P3 |
| And Nature urged not he with privilege | |
| Would spare from hours of toil read in his room | |
| Or wander through the moorland to the hills | O4 |
| There on the apex of the world would stand | J2 |
| As on an altar burning soul and heart | O3 |
| Himself the sacrifice of faith and prayer | F2 |
| Gaze in the face of the inviting blue | B2 |
| That domed him round ask why it should be blue | B2 |
| Pray yet again and with love strengthened heart | O3 |
| Go down to lower things with lofty cares | O4 |
| - | |
| When Sundays came the father daughter son | B2 |
| Walked to the church across their own loved fields | O4 |
| It was an ugly church with scarce a sign | B2 |
| Of what makes English churches venerable | I |
| Likest a crowing cock upon a heap | Z3 |
| It stood but let us say St Peter's cock | |
| Lacking not many a holy rousing charm | H4 |
| For one with whose known self it was coeval | I |
| Dawning with it from darkness of the unseen | B2 |
| And its low mounds of monumental grass | O4 |
| Were far more solemn than great marble tombs | O4 |
| For flesh is grass its goodliness the flower | |
| Oh lovely is the face of green churchyard | |
| On sunny afternoons The light itself | O2 |
| Nestles amid the grass and the sweet wind | Z2 |
| Says I am here no more With sun and wind | Z2 |
| And crowing cocks who can believe in death | T2 |
| He on such days when from the church they Came | A2 |
| And through God's ridges took their thoughtful way | C |
| The last psalm lingering faintly in their hearts | O4 |
| Would look inquiring where his ridge would rise | O4 |
| But when it gloomed or rained he turned aside | N2 |
| What mattered it to him | L3 |
| - | |
| And as they walked | |
| Homeward right well the father loved to hear | |
| The fresh rills pouring from his son's clear well | I |
| For the old man clung not to the old alone | B2 |
| Nor leaned the young man only to the new | B2 |
| They would the best they sought and followed it | |
| The Pastor fills his office well he said | U3 |
| In homely jest the Past alone he heeds | O4 |
| Honours those Jewish times as he were a Jew | B2 |
| And Christ were neither Jew nor northern man | B2 |
| He has no ear for this poor Present Hour | |
| Which wanders up and down the centuries | O4 |
| Like beggar boy roaming the wintry streets | O4 |
| With witless hand held out to passers by | S |
| And yet God made the voice of its many cries | O4 |
| Mine be the work that comes first to my hand | J2 |
| The lever set I grasp and heave withal | I |
| I love where I live and let my labour flow | I |
| Into the hollows of the neighbour needs | O4 |
| Perhaps I like it best I would not choose | O4 |
| Another than the ordered circumstance | O4 |
| This farm is God's as much as yonder town | B2 |
| These men and maidens kine and horses his | O4 |
| For them his laws must be incarnated | J2 |
| In act and fact and so their world redeemed | J2 |
| - | |
| Though thus he spoke at times he spake not oft | J2 |
| Ruled chief by action what he said he did | J2 |
| No grief was suffered there of man or beast | J2 |
| More than was need no creature fled in fear | W |
| All slaying was with generous suddenness | O4 |
| Like God's benignant lightning For he said | J2 |
| God makes the beasts and loves them dearly well | I |
| Better than any parent loves his child | J2 |
| It may be would he say for still the may be | K |
| Was sacred with him no less than the is | O4 |
| In such humility he lived and wrought | J2 |
| Hence are they sacred Sprung from God as we | K |
| They are our brethren in a lower kind | J2 |
| And in their face we see the human look | |
| If any said Men look like animals | O4 |
| Each has his type set in the lower kind | J2 |
| His answer was The animals are like men | B2 |
| Each has his true type set in the higher kind | J2 |
| Though even there only rough hewn as yet | J2 |
| The hell of cruelty will be the ghosts | O4 |
| Of the sad beasts their crowding heads will come | L4 |
| And with encircling slow pain patient eyes | O4 |
| Stare the ill man to madness | O4 |
| - | |
| When he spoke | T3 |
| His word behind it had the force of deeds | O4 |
| Unborn within him ready to be born | B2 |
| But like his race he promised very slow | I |
| His goodness ever went before his word | J2 |
| Embodying itself unconsciously | K |
| In understanding of the need that prayed | J2 |
| And cheerful help that would outrun the prayer | F2 |
| - | |
| When from great cities came the old sad news | O4 |
| Of crime and wretchedness and children sore | F3 |
| With hunger and neglect and cruel blows | O4 |
| He would walk sadly all the afternoon | B2 |
| With head down bent and pondering footstep slow | I |
| Arriving ever at the same result | J2 |
| Concluding ever The best that I can do | J2 |
| For the great world is the same best I can | B2 |
| For this my world What truth may be therein | B2 |
| Will pass beyond my narrow circumstance | O4 |
| In truth's own right When a philanthropist | J2 |
| Said pompously It is not for your gifts | O4 |
| To spend themselves on common labours thus | O4 |
| You owe the world far nobler things than such | |
| He answered him The world is in God's hands | O4 |
| This part of it in mine My sacred past | J2 |
| With all its loves inherited has led | J2 |
| Hither here left me shall I judge arrogant | J2 |
| Primaeval godlike work in earth and air | F2 |
| Seed time and harvest offered fellowship | |
| With God in nature unworthy of my hands | O4 |
| I know your argument I know with grief | |
| The crowds of men in whom a starving soul | I |
| Cries through the windows of their hollow eyes | O4 |
| For bare humanity nay room to grow | I |
| Would I could help them But all crowds are made | J2 |
| Of individuals and their grief and pain | B2 |
| Their thirst and hunger all are of the one | B2 |
| Not of the many the true the saving power | |
| Enters the individual door and thence | O4 |
| Issues again in thousand influences | O4 |
| Besieging other doors I cannot throw | I |
| A mass of good into the general midst | J2 |
| Whereof each man may seize his private share | F2 |
| And if one could it were of lowest kind | J2 |
| Not reaching to that hunger of the soul | I |
| Now here I labour whole in the same spot | J2 |
| Where they have known me from my childhood up | S3 |
| And I know them each individual | I |
| If there is power in me to help my own | B2 |
| Even of itself it flows beyond my will | I |
| Takes shape in commonest of common acts | O4 |
| Meets every humble day's necessity | K |
| I would not always consciously do good | J2 |
| Not always work from full intent of help | P4 |
| Lest I forget the measure heaped and pressed | J2 |
| And running over which they pour for me | K |
| And never reap the too much of return | B2 |
| In smiling trust and beams from kindly eyes | O4 |
| But in the city with a few lame words | O4 |
| And a few wretched coins sore coveted | J2 |
| To mediate 'twixt my cannot and my would | J2 |
| My best attempts would never strike a root | J2 |
| My scattered corn would turn to wind blown chaff | |
| I should grow weak might weary of my kind | J2 |
| Misunderstood the most where almost known | B2 |
| Baffled and beaten by their unbelief | |
| Years could not place me where I stand this day | J2 |
| High on the vantage ground of confidence | O4 |
| I might for years toil on and reach no man | B2 |
| Besides to leave the thing that nearest lies | O4 |
| And choose the thing far off more difficult | J2 |
| The act having no touch of God in it | J2 |
| Who seeks the needy for the pure need's sake | |
| Must straightway die choked in its selfishness | O4 |
| Thus he The world wise schemer for the good | J2 |
| Held his poor peace and went his trackless way | J2 |
| - | |
| What of the vision now the vision fair | F2 |
| Sent forth to meet him when at eve he went | J2 |
| Home from his first day's ploughing Oft he dreamed | J2 |
| She passed him smiling on her stately horse | O4 |
| But never band or buckle yielded more | F3 |
| Never again his hands enthroned the maid | J2 |
| He only worshipped with his eyes and woke | T3 |
| Nor woke he then with foolish vain regret | J2 |
| But saying I have seen the beautiful | I |
| Smiled with his eyes upon a flower or bird | J2 |
| Or living form whate'er of gentleness | O4 |
| That met him first and all that morn his face | O4 |
| Would oftener dawn into a blossomy smile | I |
| - | |
| And ever when he read a lofty tale | I |
| Or when the storied leaf or ballad old | J2 |
| Or spake or sang of woman very fair | F2 |
| Or wondrous good he saw her face alone | B2 |
| The tale was told the song was sung of her | |
| He did not turn aside from other maids | O4 |
| But loved their faces pure and faithful eyes | O4 |
| He may have thought One day I wed a maid | J2 |
| And make her mine but never came the maid | J2 |
| Or never came the hour he walked alone | B2 |
| Meantime how fared the lady She had wed | J2 |
| One of the common crowd there must be ore | F3 |
| For the gold grains to lie in virgin gold | J2 |
| Lies in the rock enriching not the stone | B2 |
| She was not one who of herself could be | K |
| And she had found no heart which tuned with hers | O4 |
| Would beat in rhythm growing into rime | K |
| She read phantasmagoric tales sans salt | J2 |
| Sans hope sans growth or listlessly conversed | J2 |
| With phantom visitors ladies not friends | O4 |
| Mere spectral forms from fashion's concave glass | O4 |
| She haunted gay assemblies ill content | J2 |
| Witched woods to hide in from her better self | |
| And danced and sang and ached What had she felt | J2 |
| If called up by the ordered sounds and motions | O4 |
| A vision had arisen as once of old | J2 |
| The minstrel's art laid bare the seer's eye | S |
| And showed him plenteous waters in the waste | J2 |
| If the gay dance had vanished from her sight | J2 |
| And she beheld her ploughman lover go | I |
| With his great stride across a lonely field | J2 |
| Under the dark blue vault ablaze with stars | O4 |
| Lifting his full eyes to the radiant roof | |
| Live with our future or had she beheld | J2 |
| Him studious with space compelling mind | J2 |
| Bent on his slate pursue some planet's course | O4 |
| Or reading justify the poet's wrath | T2 |
| Or sage's slow conclusion If a voice | O4 |
| Had whispered then This man in many a dream | K |
| And many a waking moment of keen joy | |
| Blesses you for the look that woke his heart | J2 |
| That smiled him into life and still undimmed | J2 |
| Lies lamping in the cabinet of his soul | I |
| Would her sad eyes have beamed with sudden light | J2 |
| Would not her soul half dead with nothingness | O4 |
| Have risen from the couch of its unrest | J2 |
| And looked to heaven again again believed | J2 |
| In God and life courage and duty and love | |
| Would not her soul have sung to its lone self | |
| I have a friend a ploughman who is wise | O4 |
| He knows what God and goodness and fair faith | T2 |
| Mean in the words and books of mighty men | B2 |
| He nothing heeds the show of worldly things | O4 |
| But worships the unconquerable truth | T2 |
| This man is humble and loves me I will | I |
| Be proud and very humble If he knew me | K |
| Would he go on and love me till we meet | J2 |
| - | |
| In the third year a heavy harvest fell | I |
| Full filled before the reaping hook and scythe | T2 |
| The heat was scorching but the men and maids | O4 |
| Lightened their toil with merry jest and song | E2 |
| Rested at mid day and from brimming bowl | I |
| Drank the brown ale and white abundant milk | |
| The last ear fell and spiky stubble stood | J2 |
| Where waved the forests of dry murmuring corn | B2 |
| And sheaves rose piled in shocks like ranged tents | O4 |
| Of an encamping army tent by tent | J2 |
| To stand there while the moon should have her will | I |
| - | |
| The grain was ripe The harvest carts went out | J2 |
| Broad platformed bearing back the towering load | J2 |
| With frequent passage 'twixt homeyard and field | J2 |
| And half the oats already hid their tops | O4 |
| Their ringing rustling wind responsive sprays | O4 |
| In the still darkness of the towering stack | P2 |
| When in the north low billowy clouds appeared | J2 |
| Blue based white crested in the afternoon | B2 |
| And westward darker masses plashed with blue | J2 |
| And outlined vague in misty steep and dell | I |
| Clomb o'er the hill tops thunder was at hand | J2 |
| The air was sultry But the upper sky | S |
| Was clear and radiant | J2 |
| - | |
| Downward went the sun | B2 |
| Below the sullen clouds that walled the west | J2 |
| Below the hills below the shadowed world | J2 |
| The moon looked over the clear eastern wall | I |
| And slanting rose and looked rose looked again | B2 |
| And searched for silence in her yellow fields | O4 |
| But found it not For there the staggering carts | O4 |
| Like overladen beasts crawled homeward still | I |
| Sped fieldward light and low The laugh broke yet | J2 |
| That lightning of the soul's unclouded skies | O4 |
| Though not so frequent now that toil forgot | J2 |
| Its natural hour Still on the labour went | J2 |
| Straining to beat the welkin climbing heave | |
| Of the huge rain clouds heavy with their floods | O4 |
| Sleep old enchantress sided with the clouds | O4 |
| The hoisting clouds and cast benumbing spells | O4 |
| On man and horse One youth who walked beside | J2 |
| A ponderous load of sheaves higher than wont | J2 |
| Which dared the lurking levin overhead | J2 |
| Woke with a start falling against the wheel | I |
| That circled slow after the slumbering horse | O4 |
| Yet none would yield to soft suggesting sleep | Z3 |
| And quit the last few shocks for the wild storm | K |
| Would catch thereby the skirts of Harvest home | K |
| And hold her lingering half way in the rain | B2 |
| - | |
| The scholar laboured with his men all night | J2 |
| He did not favour such prone headlong race | O4 |
| With Nature To himself he said The night | J2 |
| Is sent for sleep we ought to sleep in the night | J2 |
| And leave the clouds to God Not every storm | K |
| That climbeth heavenward overwhelms the earth | T2 |
| And when God wills 'tis better he should will | I |
| What he takes from us never can be lost | J2 |
| But the father so had ordered and the son | B2 |
| Went manful to his work and held his peace | O4 |
| - | |
| When the dawn blotted pale the clouded east | J2 |
| The first drops overgrown and helpless fell | I |
| On the last home bound cart oppressed with sheaves | O4 |
| And by its side the last in the retreat | J2 |
| The scholar walked slow bringing up the rear | W |
| Half the still lengthening journey he had gone | B2 |
| When on opposing strength of upper winds | O4 |
| Tumultuous borne at last the labouring racks | O4 |
| Met in the zenith and the silence ceased | J2 |
| The lightning brake and flooded all the world | J2 |
| Its roar of airy billows following it | J2 |
| The darkness drank the lightning and again | B2 |
| Lay more unslaked But ere the darkness came | K |
| In the full revelation of the flash | |
| Met by some stranger flash from cloudy brain | B2 |
| He saw the lady borne upon her horse | O4 |
| Careless of thunder as when years agone | B2 |
| He saw her once to see for evermore | F3 |
| Ah ha he said my dreams are come for me | K |
| Now shall they have me For all through the night | J2 |
| There had been growing trouble in his frame | K |
| An overshadowing of something dire | |
| Arrived at home the weary man and horse | O4 |
| Forsook their load the one went to his stall | I |
| The other sought the haven of his bed | J2 |
| There slept and moaned cried out and woke and slept | J2 |
| Through all the netted labyrinth of his brain | B2 |
| The fever shot its pent malignant fire | |
| 'Twas evening when to passing consciousness | O4 |
| He woke and saw his father by his side | J2 |
| His guardian form in every vision drear | |
| That followed watching shone and the healing face | O4 |
| Of his true sister gleamed through all his pain | B2 |
| Soothing and strengthening with cloudy hope | |
| Till at the weary last of many days | O4 |
| He woke to sweet quiescent consciousness | O4 |
| Enfeebled much but with a new born life | |
| His soul a summer evening after rain | B2 |
| - | |
| Slow with the passing weeks he gathered strength | T2 |
| And ere the winter came seemed half restored | J2 |
| And hope was busy But a fire too keen | B2 |
| Burned in his larger eyes and in his cheek | |
| Too ready came the blood at faintest call | I |
| Glowing a fair quick fading sunset hue | J2 |
| - | |
| Before its hour a biting frost set in | B2 |
| It gnawed with icy fangs his shrinking life | |
| And that disease bemoaned throughout the land | J2 |
| The smiling hoping wasting radiant death | T2 |
| Was born of outer cold and inner heat | J2 |
| - | |
| One morn his sister entering while he slept | J2 |
| Spied in his listless hand a handkerchief | |
| Spotted with red Cold with dismay she stood | J2 |
| Scared motionless But catching in the glass | O4 |
| The sudden glimpse of a white ghostly face | O4 |
| She started at herself and he awoke | T3 |
| He understood and said with smile unsure | |
| Bright red was evermore my master hue | J2 |
| And see I have it in me that is why | S |
| She shuddered and he saw nor jested more | |
| But smiled again and looked Death in the face | O4 |
| - | |
| When first he saw the red blood outward leap | Z3 |
| As if it sought again the fountain heart | J2 |
| Whence it had flowed to fill the golden bowl | I |
| No terror seized an exaltation swelled | J2 |
| His spirit now the pondered mystery | |
| Would fling its portals wide and take him in | B2 |
| One of the awful dead Them fools conceive | |
| As ghosts that fleet and pine bereft of weight | J2 |
| And half their valued lives he otherwise | O4 |
| Hoped now and now expected and again | B2 |
| Said only I await the thing to come | K |
| - | |
| So waits a child the lingering curtain's rise | O4 |
| While yet the panting lamps restrained burn | B2 |
| At half height and the theatre is full | I |
| - | |
| But as the days went by they brought sad hours | O4 |
| When he would sit his hands upon his knees | O4 |
| Drooping and longing for the wine of life | |
| For when the ninefold crystal spheres through which | |
| The outer light sinks in are cracked and broken | B2 |
| Yet able to keep in the 'piring life | |
| Distressing shadows cross the chequered soul | I |
| Poor Psyche trims her irresponsive lamp | |
| And anxious visits oft her store of oil | I |
| And still the shadows fall she must go pray | |
| And God who speaks to man at door and lattice | O4 |
| Glorious in stars and winds and flowers and waves | O4 |
| Not seldom shuts the door and dims the pane | B2 |
| That isled in calm his still small voice may sound | J2 |
| The clearer by the hearth in the inner room | K |
| Sound on until the soul fulfilled of hope | |
| Look undismayed on that which cannot kill | I |
| And saying in the dark I will the light | J2 |
| Glow in the gloom the present will of God | J2 |
| Then melt the shadows of her shaken house | O4 |
| - | |
| He when his lamp shot up a spiring flame | K |
| Would thus break forth and climb the heaven of prayer | |
| Do with us what thou wilt all glorious heart | J2 |
| Thou God of them that are not yet but grow | |
| We trust thee for the thing we shall be yet | J2 |
| We too are ill content with what we are | |
| And when the flame sank and the darkness fell | I |
| He lived by faith which is the soul of sight | J2 |
| - | |
| Yet in the frequent pauses of the light | J2 |
| When all was dreary as a drizzling thaw | I |
| When sleep came not although he prayed for sleep | Z3 |
| And wakeful weary on his bed he lay | |
| Like frozen lake that has no heaven within | B2 |
| Then then the sleeping horror woke and stirred | J2 |
| And with the tooth of unsure thought began | B2 |
| To gnaw the roots of life What if there were | |
| No truth in beauty What if loveliness | O4 |
| Were but the invention of a happier mood | J2 |
| For if my mind can dim or slay the Fair | |
| Why should it not enhance or make the Fair | |
| Nay Psyche answered for a tired man | B2 |
| May drop his eyelids on the visible world | J2 |
| To whom no dreams when fancy flieth free | |
| Will bring the sunny excellence of day | |
| 'Tis easy to destroy God only makes | O4 |
| Could my invention sweep the lucid waves | O4 |
| With purple shadows next create the joy | |
| With which my life beholds them Wherefore should | J2 |
| One meet the other without thought of mine | B2 |
| If God did not mean beauty in them and me | |
| But dropped them helpless shadows from his sun | B2 |
| There were no God his image not being mine | B2 |
| And I should seek in vain for any bliss | O4 |
| Oh lack and doubt and fear can only come | K |
| Because of plenty confidence and love | |
| Those are the shadow forms about the feet | J2 |
| Of these because they are not crystal clear | |
| To the all searching sun in which they live | |
| Dread of its loss is Beauty's certain seal | I |
| Thus reasoned mourning Psyche Suddenly | |
| The sun would rise and vanish Psyche's lamp | |
| Absorbed in light not swallowed in the dark | |
| - | |
| It was a wintry time with sunny days | O4 |
| With visitings of April airs and scents | O4 |
| That came with sudden presence unforetold | J2 |
| As brushed from off the outer spheres of spring | |
| In the great world where all is old and new | J2 |
| Strange longings he had never known till now | B2 |
| Awoke within him flowers of rooted hope | |
| For a whole silent hour he would sit and gaze | O4 |
| Upon the distant hills whose dazzling snow | |
| Starred the dim blue or down their dark ravines | O4 |
| Crept vaporous until the fancy rose | O4 |
| That on the other side those rampart walls | O4 |
| A mighty woman sat with waiting face | O4 |
| Calm as that life whose rapt intensity | J2 |
| Borders on death silent waiting for him | K |
| To make him grand for ever with a kiss | O4 |
| And send him silent through the toning worlds | O4 |
| - | |
| The father saw him waning The proud sire | |
| Beheld his pride go drooping in the cold | J2 |
| Like snowdrop on its grave and sighed deep thanks | O4 |
| That he was old But evermore the son | B2 |
| Looked up and smiled as he had heard strange news | O4 |
| Across the waste of tree buds and primroses | O4 |
| Then all at once the other mood would come | K |
| And like a troubled child he would seek his father | |
| For father comfort which fathers all can give | |
| Sure there is one great Father in the world | J2 |
| Since every word of good from fathers' lips | O4 |
| Falleth with such authority although | |
| They are but men as we This trembling son | B2 |
| Who saw the unknown death draw hourly nigher | |
| Sought solace in his father's tenderness | O4 |
| And made him strong to die | J2 |
| - | |
| One shining day | J2 |
| Shining with sun and snow he came and said | J2 |
| What think you father is death very sore | |
| My boy the father answered we will try | J2 |
| To make it easy with the present God | J2 |
| But as I judge though more by hope than sight | J2 |
| It seems much harder to the lookers on | B2 |
| Than to the man who dies Each panting breath | T2 |
| We call a gasp may be in him the cry | J2 |
| Of infant eagerness or at worst the sob | |
| With which the unclothed spirit step by step | |
| Wades forth into the cool eternal sea | J2 |
| I think my boy death has two sides to it | J2 |
| One sunny and one dark as this round earth | T2 |
| Is every day half sunny and half dark | |
| We on the dark side call the mystery death | T2 |
| They on the other looking down in light | J2 |
| Wait the glad birth with other tears than ours | O4 |
| Be near me father when I die he said | J2 |
| I will my boy until a better Father | |
| Draws your hand out of mine Be near in turn | B2 |
| When my time comes you in the light beyond | J2 |
| And knowing well the country I in the dark | |
| - | |
| The days went by until the tender green | B2 |
| Shone through the snow in patches Then the hope | |
| Of life reviving faintly stirred his heart | J2 |
| For the spring drew him warm soft budding spring | |
| With promises and he went forth to meet her | |
| - | |
| But he who once had strode a king on the fields | O4 |
| Walked softly now lay on the daisied grass | O4 |
| And sighed sometimes in secret that so soon | B2 |
| The earth with all its suns and harvests fair | |
| Must lie far off an old forsaken thing | |
| - | |
| But though I lingering listen to the old | J2 |
| Ere yet I strike new chords that seize the old | J2 |
| And lift their lost souls up the music stair | |
| Think not he was too fearful faint of heart | J2 |
| To look the blank unknown full in the void | J2 |
| For he had hope in God the growth of years | O4 |
| Of ponderings of childish aspirations | O4 |
| Of prayers and readings and repentances | O4 |
| For something in him had ever sought the peace | O4 |
| Of other something deeper in him still | I |
| A faint sound sighing for a harmony | J2 |
| With other fainter sounds that softly drew | |
| Nearer and nearer from the unknown depths | O4 |
| Where the Individual goeth out in God | J2 |
| The something in him heard and hearing listened | J2 |
| And sought the way by which the music came | K |
| Hoping at last to find the face of him | K |
| To whom Saint John said Lord with holy awe | |
| And on his bosom fearless leaned the while | I |
| - | |
| As his slow spring came on the swelling life | |
| The new creation inside of the old | J2 |
| Pressed up in buds toward the invisible | I |
| And burst the crumbling mould wherein it lay | J2 |
| Not once he thought of that still churchyard now | B2 |
| He looked away from earth and loved the sky | J2 |
| One earthly notion only clung to him | K |
| He thanked God that he died not in the cold | J2 |
| For said he I would rather go abroad | J2 |
| When the sun shines and birds are singing blithe It | J2 |
| may be that we know not aught of place | O4 |
| Or any sense and only live in thought | J2 |
| But knowing not I cling to warmth and light | J2 |
| I may pass forth into the sea of air | |
| That swings its massy waves around the earth | T2 |
| And I would rather go when it is full | I |
| Of light and blue and larks than when gray fog | |
| Dulls it with steams of old earth winter sick | |
| Now in the dawn of summer I shall die | J2 |
| Sinking asleep ere sunset I will hope | |
| And going with the light And when they say | J2 |
| 'He's dead he rests at last his face is changed ' | - |
| I shall be saying Yet yet I live I love ' | - |
| - | |
| The weary nights did much to humble him | K |
| They made the good he knew seem all ill known | B2 |
| He would go by and by to school again | B2 |
| Father he said I am nothing but Thou art | J2 |
| Like half asleep whole dreaming child he was | O4 |
| Who longing for his mother has forgot | J2 |
| The arms about him holding him to her heart | J2 |
| Mother he murmuring moans she wakes him up | S3 |
| That he may see her face and sleep indeed | J2 |
| - | |
| Father we need thy winter as thy spring | |
| We need thy earthquakes as thy summer showers | O4 |
| But through them all thy strong arms carry us | O4 |
| Thy strong heart bearing large share in our grief | |
| Because thou lovest goodness more than joy | |
| In them thou lovest thou dost let them grieve | |
| We must not vex thee with our peevish cries | O4 |
| But look into thy face and hold thee fast | J2 |
| And say O Father Father when the pain | B2 |
| Seems overstrong Remember our poor hearts | O4 |
| We never grasp the zenith of the time | K |
| We have no spring except in winter prayers | O4 |
| But we believe alas we only hope That | J2 |
| one day we shall thank thee perfectly | J2 |
| For every disappointment pang and shame | K |
| That drove us to the bosom of thy love | |
| - | |
| One night as oft he lay and could not sleep | Z3 |
| His spirit was a chamber empty dark | |
| Through which bright pictures passed of the outer world | J2 |
| The regnant Will gazed passive on the show | |
| The magic tube through which the shadows came | K |
| Witch Memory turned and stayed In ones and troops | O4 |
| Glided across the field the things that were | |
| Silent and sorrowful like all things old | J2 |
| Even old rose leaves have a mournful scent | J2 |
| And old brown letters are more sad than graves | O4 |
| - | |
| At length as ever in such vision hours | O4 |
| Came the bright maiden high upon her horse | O4 |
| Will started all awake passive no more | |
| And necromantic sage the apparition | B2 |
| That came unbid commanded to abide | J2 |
| - | |
| Gathered around her form his brooding thoughts | O4 |
| How had she fared spinning her history | J2 |
| Into a psyche cradle With what wings | O4 |
| Would she come forth to greet the aeonian summer | |
| Glistening with feathery dust of silver or | |
| Dull red and seared with spots of black ingrained | J2 |
| I know he said some women fail of life | |
| The rose hath shed her leaves is she a rose | O4 |
| - | |
| The fount of possibilities began | B2 |
| To gurgle threatful underneath the thought | J2 |
| Anon the geyser column raging rose | O4 |
| For purest souls sometimes have direst fears | O4 |
| In ghost hours when the shadow of the earth | T2 |
| Is cast on half her children and the sun | B2 |
| Is busy giving daylight to the rest | J2 |
| - | |
| Oh God he cried if she be such as those | O4 |
| Angels in the eyes of poet boys who still | I |
| Fancy the wavings of invisible wings | O4 |
| But in their own familiar chamber thoughts | O4 |
| Common as clay and of the trodden earth | T2 |
| It cannot cannot be She is of God | J2 |
| And yet things lovely perish higher life | |
| Gives deeper death fair gifts make fouler faults | O4 |
| Women themselves I dare not think the rest | J2 |
| Such thoughts went walking up and down his soul | I |
| But found at last a spot wherein to rest | J2 |
| Building a resolution for the day | J2 |
| - | |
| The next day and the next he was too worn | B2 |
| To clothe intent in body of a deed | J2 |
| A cold dry wind blew from the unkindly east | J2 |
| Making him feel as he had come to the earth | T2 |
| Before God's spirit moved on the water's face | O4 |
| To make it ready for him | K |
| - | |
| But the third | J2 |
| Morning rose radiant A genial wind | J2 |
| Rippled the blue air 'neath the golden sun | B2 |
| And brought glad summer tidings from the south | T2 |
| - | |
| He lay now in his father's room for there | |
| The southern sun poured all the warmth he had | J2 |
| His rays fell on the fire alive with flames | O4 |
| And turned it ghostly pale and would have slain | B2 |
| Even as the sunshine of the higher life | |
| Quenching the glow of this leaves but a coal | I |
| He rose and sat him down 'twixt sun and fire | |
| Two lives fought in him for the mastery | J2 |
| And half from each forth flowed the written stream | K |
| Lady I owe thee much Stay not to look | |
| Upon my name I write it but I date | J2 |
| From the churchyard where it shall lie in peace | O4 |
| Thou reading it Thou know'st me not at all | I |
| Nor dared I write but death is crowning me | J2 |
| Thy equal If my boldness yet offend | J2 |
| Lo pure in my intent I am with the ghosts | O4 |
| Where when thou comest thou hast already known | B2 |
| God equal makes at first and Death at last | J2 |
| - | |
| But pardon lady Ere I had begun | B2 |
| My thoughts moved toward thee with a gentle flow | |
| That bore a depth of waters when I took | |
| My pen to write they rushed into a gulf | |
| Precipitate and foamy Can it be | J2 |
| That Death who humbles all hath made me proud | J2 |
| - | |
| Lady thy loveliness hath walked my brain | B2 |
| As if I were thy heritage bequeathed | J2 |
| From many sires yet only from afar | |
| I have worshipped thee content to know the vision | B2 |
| Had lifted me above myself who saw | O4 |
| And ta'en my angel nigh thee in thy heaven | B2 |
| Thy beauty lady hath overflowed and made | J2 |
| Another being beautiful beside | J2 |
| With virtue to aspire and be itself | |
| Afar as angels or the sainted dead | J2 |
| Yet near as loveliness can haunt a man | B2 |
| Thy form hath put on each revealing dress | O4 |
| Of circumstance and history high or low | |
| In which from any tale of selfless life | |
| Essential womanhood hath shone on me | J2 |
| - | |
| Ten years have passed away since the first time | K |
| Which was the last I saw thee What have these | O4 |
| Made or unmade in thee I ask myself | |
| O lovely in my memory art thou | B2 |
| As lovely in thyself Thy glory then | B2 |
| Was what God made thee art thou such indeed | J2 |
| Forgive my boldness lady I am dead | J2 |
| The dead may cry their voices are so small | I |
| - | |
| I have a prayer to make thee hear the dead | J2 |
| Lady for God's sake be as beautiful | I |
| As that white form that dwelleth in my heart | J2 |
| Yea better still as that ideal Pure | |
| That waketh in thee when thou prayest God | J2 |
| Or helpest thy poor neighbour For myself | |
| I pray For if I die and find that she | J2 |
| My woman glory lives in common air | |
| Is not so very radiant after all | I |
| My sad face will afflict the calm eyed ghosts | O4 |
| Unused to see such rooted sorrow there | |
| With palm to palm my kneeling ghost implores | O4 |
| Thee living lady justify my faith | T2 |
| In womanhood's white handed nobleness | O4 |
| And thee its revelation unto me | J2 |
| - | |
| But I bethink me If thou turn thy thoughts | O4 |
| Upon thyself even for that great sake | |
| Of purity and conscious whiteness' self | |
| Thou wilt but half succeed The other half | |
| Is to forget the former yea thyself | |
| Quenching thy moonlight in the blaze of day | J2 |
| Turning thy being full unto thy God | J2 |
| Be thou in him a pure twice holy child | J2 |
| Doing the right with sweet unconsciousness | O4 |
| Having God in thee thy completing soul | I |
| - | |
| Lady I die the Father holds me up | S3 |
| It is not much to thee that I should die | J2 |
| It may be much to know he holds me up | S3 |
| - | |
| I thank thee lady for the gentle look | |
| Which crowned me from thine eyes ten years ago | |
| Ere clothed in nimbus of the setting sun | B2 |
| Thee from my dazzled eyes thy horse did bear | |
| Proud of his burden My dull tongue was mute | J2 |
| I was a fool before thee but my silence | O4 |
| Was the sole homage possible to me then | B2 |
| That now I speak and fear not is thy gift | J2 |
| The same sweet look be possible to thee | J2 |
| For evermore I bless thee with thine own | B2 |
| And say farewell and go into my grave | |
| No to the sapphire heaven of all my hopes | O4 |
| - | |
| Followed his name in full and then the name | K |
| Of the green churchyard where his form should lie | J2 |
| - | |
| Back to his couch he crept weary and said | J2 |
| O God I am but an attempt at life | |
| Sleep falls again ere I am full awake | |
| Light goeth from me in the morning hour | |
| I have seen nothing clearly felt no thrill | I |
| Of pure emotion save in dreams ah dreams | O4 |
| The high Truth has but flickered in my soul | I |
| Even at such times in wide blue midnight hours | O4 |
| When dawning sudden on my inner world | J2 |
| New stars came forth revealing unknown depths | O4 |
| New heights of silence quelling all my sea | J2 |
| And for a moment I saw formless fact | J2 |
| And knew myself a living lonely thought | J2 |
| Isled in the hyaline of Truth alway | |
| I have not reaped earth's harvest O my God | J2 |
| Have gathered but a few poor wayside flowers | O4 |
| Harebells red poppies daisies eyebrights blue | |
| Gathered them by the way for comforting | |
| Have I aimed proudly therefore aimed too low | |
| Striving for something visible in my thought | J2 |
| And not the unseen thing hid far in thine | B2 |
| Make me content to be a primrose flower | |
| Among thy nations so the fair truth hid | J2 |
| In the sweet primrose come awake in me | J2 |
| And I rejoice an individual soul | I |
| Reflecting thee as truly then divine | B2 |
| As if I towered the angel of the sun | B2 |
| Once in a southern eve a glowing worm | K |
| Gave me a keener joy than the heaven of stars | O4 |
| Thou camest in the worm nearer me then | B2 |
| Nor do I think were I that green delight | J2 |
| I would change to be the shadowy evening star | |
| Ah make me Father anything thou wilt | J2 |
| So be thou will it I am safe with thee | J2 |
| I laugh exulting Make me something God | J2 |
| Clear sunny veritable purity | J2 |
| Of mere existence in thyself content | J2 |
| And seeking no compare Sure I have reaped | J2 |
| Earth's harvest if I find this holy death | T2 |
| Now I am ready take me when thou wilt | J2 |
| - | |
| He laid the letter in his desk with seal | I |
| And superscription When his sister came | K |
| He told her where to find it afterwards | O4 |
| - | |
| As the slow eve through paler darker shades | O4 |
| Insensibly declines until at last | J2 |
| The lordly day is but a memory | J2 |
| So died he In the hush of noon he died | J2 |
| The sun shone on why should he not shine on | B2 |
| Glad summer noises rose from all the land | J2 |
| The love of God lay warm on hill and plain | B2 |
| 'Tis well to die in summer | |
| - | |
| When the breath | T2 |
| After a hopeless pause returned no more | |
| The father fell upon his knees and said | J2 |
| O God I thank thee it is over now | B2 |
| Through the sore time thy hand has led him well | I |
| Lord let me follow soon and be at rest | J2 |
| Therewith he rose and comforted the maid | J2 |
| Who in her brother had lost the pride of life | |
| And wept as all her heaven were only rain | B2 |
| - | |
| Of the loved lady little more I know | |
| I know not if when she had read his words | O4 |
| She rose in haste and to her chamber went | J2 |
| And shut the door nor if when she came forth | T2 |
| A dawn of holier purpose gleamed across | O4 |
| The sadness of her brow But this I know | |
| That on a warm autumnal afternoon | B2 |
| When headstone shadows crossed three neighbour graves | O4 |
| And like an ended prayer the empty church | |
| Stood in the sunshine or a cenotaph | |
| A little boy who watched a cow near by | J2 |
| Gather her milk where alms of clover fields | O4 |
| Lay scattered on the sides of silent roads | O4 |
| All sudden saw nor knew whence she had come | K |
| A lady veiled alone and very still | I |
| Seated upon a grave Long time she sat | J2 |
| And moved not weeping sore the watcher said | J2 |
| Though how he knew she wept were hard to tell | I |
| At length slow leaning on her elbow down | B2 |
| She hid her face a while in the short grass | O4 |
| And pulled a something small from off the mound | J2 |
| A blade of grass it must have been he thought | J2 |
| For nothing else was there not even a daisy | J2 |
| And put it in a letter Then she rose | O4 |
| And glided silent forth over the wall | I |
| Where the two steps on this side and on that | J2 |
| Shorten the path from westward to the church | |
| The clang of hoofs and sound of light swift wheels | O4 |
| Arose and died upon the listener's ear |
George Macdonald
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