Life is a game and so we try to win but we need to survive on our only life bar we only get one in our life but all of our games are different so let me explain mine just let me warn hold on to your life line no not your years left but your wrists this story line isn’t pretty but then again neither are scars

Have you ever thought about dying coz if you ain’t living so why bother surviving why bother trying why bother crying coz after all no one will understand how you feel and yet they keep trying like bruh whats your deal can’t you see I’m hurt can’t you see I need to be alone and yet inside all you wanted was hope. hope that they’ll keep trying hope that they won’t let go. hope that they’ll message you hope that they’ll call but no

They gave up because when they were trying and you pushed them away, you told them to stop but you never meant it, you wanted it to go on. but in the end were they really ever gonna stay

Because if they really cared they would have never left but you’re still sad that they did because they’re the only one you wanted to comfort you the only one you wanted to understand the only one you wanted to stay but at the end of the day they didn’t and now you’re more hurt than before you feel neglected you feel rejected you feel like there no reason to go on

And hey it’s not your fault
You didn’t ask to feel like this
You didn’t ask to be this way
But you did ask for it to go away
And no matter what it chose to stay
The only one that never left was the voice inside you’re head telling you “you’re better off dead”

And you tell it to go away
And keeps on getting worse everyday and you ask you’re self what if I just cut a line
What if I just cut two
But then I end up cutting a few

Because every time I cut the voice goes away for while so I do it everyday to keep the voice at bay
I don’t know if I won or lost because I may not be dead but the part of my body not covered in lines is my head

I don’t look like myself anymore so I stopped and the voice came back and believe me I lost

This time it said to keep cutting and this time I agreed because I couldn’t fight it anymore I let it succeed

I chose to give up because I’d already lost now the only thing left was the button that said restart