Mrs. Murray Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis

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I think she said at firstA
My daughter did not kill herself I'm sureB
Someone did violence to her your testsC
Examination will prove violenceD
It would be like her fate to meet with suchE
Poor child unfortunate from birth at leastF
Unfortunate in fortune peace and joyG
Or else if she met with no violenceD
Some sudden crisis of her woman's heartH
Came on her by the river the resultI
Of strains and labors in the war in FranceJ
I'll tell you why I say this First I knewK
She had come near me from New York there cameL
A letter from her saying she had comeM
To visit with her aunt there near LeRoyG
And rest and get the country air She saidN
To keep it secret not to tell her fatherO
That she was in no frame of mind to comeM
And be with us and see her father seeP
Our life which is the same as it was whenQ
She was a child and after But she saidN
To come to her And so the day beforeR
They found her by the river I went overO
And saw her for the day She seemed most gayS
Gave me the presents which she brought from FranceJ
Told me of many things but rather moreR
By way of half told things than something toldT
Continuously you know She had grown fairerO
She had a majesty of countenanceD
A luminous glory shone about her faceU
Her voice was softer eyes looked tendererO
She held my hands so lovingly when we metV
She kissed me with such silent speaking loveW
But then she laughed and told me funny storiesX
She seemed all hope and said she'd rest awhileY
Before she made a plan for life againQ
And when we parted she said Mother thinkZ
What trip you'd like to take I've saved some moneyP
And you must have a trip a rest constructA2
Yourself anew for life So as I saidN
She came to death by violence or elseB2
She had some weakness that she hid from meP
Which came upon her quicklyP
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For the restC2
Suppose I told you all my life and toldT
What was my waste in life and what in hersD2
How I have lived and how poor ElenorO
Was raised or half raised what's the good of thatE2
Are not there rooms of books of tales and poemsF2
And histories to show all secrets of lifeG2
Does anyone live now or learn a thingH2
Not lived and learned a thousand times beforeO
The trouble is these secrets are locked upI2
In books and might as well be locked in gravesJ2
Since they mean nothing till you live yourselfK2
And I suppose the race will live and sufferO
As long as leaves put forth in spring live overO
The very sorrows horrors that we liveL2
Wisdom is here but how to learn that wisdomM
And use it while life's worth the living that'sM2
The thing to be desired But let it goN2
If any soul can profit by my lifeG2
Or by my Elenor's I trust he mayS
And help him to itO2
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Coroner MerivalP
Even the children in this neighborhoodP2
Know something of my husband and of meP
Our struggle and unhappiness even the childrenQ2
Hear Alma Bell's name mentioned with a lookR2
And if you went about here to inquireO
About my Elenor you'd find them sayingH2
She was a wonder girl or this or thatE2
But then you'd feel a closing up of speechS2
As if a door closed softly just a wayS
To indicate that something else was thereO
Somewhere in the person's room of thoughtsT2
This is the truth since I was told a manU2
Came here to ask about her when she askedV2
To serve in France the matter of Alma BellP
Traced down and probedW2
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It being true thereforeO
That you and all the rest know of my lifeG2
Our life at home it matters nothing thenQ
That I go on and tell you what I thinkZ
Made sorrow for us what our waste was tell youK
How the yarn knotted as we took the skeinX2
And wound it to a ball and made the ballP
So hardly knotted that the yarn held fastY2
Would not unwind for knittingH2
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Well you knowN2
My father Arthur Fouche my mother tooK
They reared me with the greatest care You knowN2
They sent me to St Mary's where I learnedZ2
Fine things to be a lady learned to danceJ
To play on the piano sing a littleP
Learned French Italian learned to know good booksA3
The beauty of a poem or a taleP
Learned elegance of manners how to walkB3
Stand breathe keep well be radiant and strongC3
And so in all to make life beautifulP
Become the helpful wife of some strong manU2
The mother of fine children Well at schoolP
We girls were guarded from the men and soN2
We went to town surrounded by our teachersD2
And only saw the boys when some girl's brotherO
Came to the school to visit perhaps a girlP
Consent had of her parents to receiveD3
A beau sometimes But then I had no beauN2
And had I had my father would have kept himE3
Away from me at schoolP
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For truth to tellP
When I had finished school came back to homeF3
They kept the men away there was no manU2
Quite good enough to call Now here beginsG3
My fate as you will see their very careO
To make me what they wished to have my lifeG2
Grow safely prosperously was my undoingH2
I had a sister named Corinne who sufferedH3
Because of that my father guarded meP
Against all strolling lovers unknown menQ
But here was Henry Murray whom they knewK
And trusted too and though they never dreamedI3
I'd marry him they trusted him to callP
He seemed a quiet diligent young manU2
Aspiring in the world And so they thoughtJ3
They'd solve my loneliness and restless spiritsK3
By opening the door to him My fateL3
They let him call upon me twice a monthM3
He was in love with me before this startedN3
That's why he tried to call But as for meP
He was a man that's all a being onlyP
In the world to talk to help my lonelinessO3
I had no love for him no more than IP3
Had love for father's tenant on the farmQ3
And what I knew of marriage what it meansR3
Was what a child knows If you'll credit meP
I thought a man and woman slept togetherO
Lay side by side and somehow I don't knowN2
That children cameL
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But then I was so vitalP
Rebellious hungering for freedom thatE2
No chance was too indifferent to put byP3
What offered freedom from the prison homeF3
The watchfulness of father and of motherO
The rigor of my discipline And in truthS3
No other man came by no prospect showedT3
Of going on a visit finding lifeG2
Some other place And so it came aboutU3
After I knew this man two months one nightV3
I made a rope of sheets down from my windowN2
Descended to his arms eloped in shortW3
And married Henry Murray and found outU3
What marriage is believe me Well I thinkZ
The time will come when marriage will be knownX3
Before the parties tie themselves for lifeG2
How do you know a man or know a womanQ2
Until the flesh instructs you Do you knowN2
A man until you see him face to faceU
Or know what texture is his hand untilP
You touch his hand Well lastly no one knowsY3
Whether a man is mate for you beforeO
You mate with him I hope to see the dayS
When men and women to try out their soulsZ3
Will live together learning A B C 'sA4
Of life before they write their fates for lifeG2
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Our story started then To sate their rageB4
My father and my mother cut me offC4
And so we had bread problems from the firstA
He made but little clerking in the storeO
Besides his mind was on the law and booksA3
These were the early tangles of our yarnD4
And I grew worried as the children cameL
Two sons at first and I was far from wellP
One died at five years and I almost diedE4
For grief at this But down below all thingsF4
Far down below all tune or scheme of soundG4
Where no rests were but only ceaseless dirgeH4
Was my heart's de profundis crying outU3
My thirst for love not thirst for his but thirstA
For love that quenched it But the only waterO
That passed my lips was desert water poisonedI4
By arsenic from his rocks My soul grew bitterO
Then sweetened under the cross grew bitter againQ
My life lay raving on the desert sandsJ4
To speak more plainly sleep deserted meP
I could not sleep for thought and for a willP
That could not bend but hoped that death or somethingH2
Would take him from me bring me love beforeO
My face was withered as it is to dayS
At last the doctor found me growing madK4
For lack of sleep Why was I so he askedV2
You must give up this psychic work and quitO2
This psychic writing let the spirits goN2
Well it was true that years before I foundG4
I heard and saw with higher power receivedL4
Deep messages from spirits from my boyG
Who passed away And as to this who knowsY3
Surely no doctor of this psychic powerO
You may be called neurotic what is thatE2
Perhaps it is the soul become so fineM4
It leaves the body or shakes down the bodyP
With energy too subtle for the bodyP
But I was sleepless for these years at lastY2
The secret lost of sleep for seven daysN4
And seven nights could find no sleep untilP
I lay upon the lawn and pushed my headN
As a dog does around around aroundG4
There was a devil in me at one with meP
And neither to be put out nor yet subduedO4
By help outside and nothing to be doneQ2
Except to find escape by knife or pistolP
And thus get sleep Escape Oh that's the wordH3
There's something in the soul that says escapeP4
Fly fly from something and in truth my friendQ4
Life's restlessness however healthful it beP
Is motived by this urge to fly escapeP4
Well to go on they gave me everythingH2
At last they gave me chloral but no sleepR4
And finally I closed my eyes and quickS4
The secret came to me as one might findT4
After forgetting how to swim or walkB3
After a sickness and for just two minutesU4
I slept and then I got the secret backV4
And later sleptW4
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So I possessed myselfK2
But for these years sleep but two hours or soN2
Why do I wake The spirits let me sleepR4
Oh no it is my longing that will rest notX4
These thoughts of him that rest not and this loveW
That never has been satisfied this heartH
So empty all these years the bitternessO3
Of living face to face with one you loatheY4
Yet pity while you hate yourself for feelingH2
Such bitterness toward another soulP
As wretched as your own But then as wellP
I could not sleep for Elenor for her fateL3
Never to have a chance in life I sawZ4
Our poverty made surer year by yearO
Slip by with chances slippingH2
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Oh that child
When I first felt her lips that sucked my breastsC
My heart went muffled like a bird that tries
To pour its whole song in one note and fails
Out of its very ecstasy A daughterO
A little daughter at my breast a soulP
Of a woman to be I knew her spirit thenQ
Felt all my love and longing in her lips
Felt all my passion purity of desireO
In those sweet lips that sucked my breasts Oh raptureO
Oh highest rapture God had given meP
To see her roll upon my arm and smileP
Full fed the milk that gurgled from her lips
Such blue eyes oh my child My child my child
I have no hope now of this life no hope
Except to take you to my breast againQ
God will be good and give you to me orO
God will bring sleep to me a sleep so stillP
I shall not miss you ElenorO
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I go on
I see her when she first began to walkB3
She ran at first just like a baby quailP
She never walked She danced into this lifeG2
She used to dance for minutes on her toesY3
My starved heart bore her vital in some wayS
My hope which would not die had made her gayS
And unafraid and venturesome and hopefulP
She did not know what sadness was or fearO
Or anything but laughter play and funQ2
Not till she grew to ten years and could seeP
The place in life that God had given herO
Between my life and his and then I sawZ4
A thoughtfulness come over her as a cloud
Passes across the sun and makes one placeU
A shadow while the landscape lies in lightV3
So quietness would come over her with smiles
Around her quietness and sunniest laughterO
Fast following on her quietnessO3
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Well you knowN2
She went to school here as the others did
But who knew that I grieved to see her lose
A schooling at St Mary's have no chanceJ
No chance save what she earned herself What girlP
Has earned the money for two years in college
Beside my Elenor in this neighborhoodP2
There is not one But then if books and schoolingH2
Be things prerequisite for success in lifeG2
Why should we have a social scheme that clingsF4
To marriage and the home when such a soulP
Is turned into the world from such a homeF3
With schooling so inadequate If the stateL3
May take our sons and daughters for its use
In war in peace why let the state raise upI2
And school these sons and daughters let the homeF3
Go to full ruin from half ruin now
And let us who have failed in choosing mates
Re choose without that fear of children's fateL3
Which haunts us now
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For look at ElenorO
Why did she never marry Any manU2
Had made his life rich had he married herO
But in this present scheme of things such womenQ2
Move in a life where men are mostly lessA4
In mind and heart than they are and the menQ
Who are their equals never come to them
Or come to them too seldom or if they comeM
Are blind and do not know these ElenorsA4
And she had character enough to liveL2
In single life refuse the lesser chanceA4
Since she found not the great one as I thinkZ
But let it pass I'm sure she was beloved
And more than once I'm sure But I am sureO
She was too wise for errors crude and commonQ2
And if she had a love that stopped her heartH
She knew beforehand all and met her fateL3
Bravely and wrote that To be brave and notX4
To flinch to keep before her soul her faith
Deep down within it lest she might forget itO2
Among her crowded thoughtsA4
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She went to the warO
She came to see me before she went and saidN
She owed her courage and her restless spirit
To me her will to live her love of lifeG2
Her power to sacrifice and serve to meP
She put her arms about my neck and kissed meP
Said I had been a mother to her beingH2
A mother if no more wished she had broughtJ3
More happiness to me material thingsA4
Delight in lifeG2
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Of course her work took strength
Her life was sapped by service in the warO
She died for country for America
As much as any soldier So I sayA4
If her life came to any waste what waste
May her heroic life and death prevent
The world has spent two hundred billion dollarsA4
To put an egotist and strutting despot
Out of the power he used to tyrannizeA4
Over his people with a tyrannyP
Political in chief to take awayA4
The glittering dominion of a crown
I want some good to us out of this warO
And some emancipation Let me tell youK
I know a worse thing than a German kingH2
It is the social scourge of povertyP
Which cripples slays the husband and the wifeG2
And sends the children forth in life half formed
I know a tyranny more insidiousA4
Than any William had it is the tyrannyP
Of superstition customs laws and rulesA4
The tyranny of the church the tyrannyP
Of marriage and the tyranny of beliefsA4
Concerning right and wrong of good and evilP
The tyranny of taboos the despotismM
That rules our spirits with commands and threatsA4
Ghosts of dead faiths and creeds ghosts of the pastY2
The tyranny in short that starves and chainsA4
Imprisons scourges crucifies the soulP
Which only asks the chance to live and loveW
Freely as it wishes which will live soA4
If you take Poverty and chuck him outU3
Then make the main thing inner growth take rulesA4
Conventions and religion save it beP
The worship of God in spirit without handsA4
And without temples sacraments the babbleP
Of moralists the rant and flummeryO
Of preachers and of priests and chuck them outU3
These things produce your waste and sufferingH2
You tell a soul it sins and make it sufferO
Spend years in impotence and twilight thoughtJ3
You punish where no punishment should beP
Weaken and break the soul You weight the soulP
With idols and with symbols meaninglessA4
When God gave but three things the earth and airO
And mind to know them live in freedom by them
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Well I would have America becomeM
As free as any soul has ever dreamed herO
And if America does not get strength
To free herself now that the war is overO
Then Elenor Murray's spirit has not wonQ2
The thing she died forO
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So I go my wayA4
Back to get supper I who live shall dieP3
In America as it is Rise up and change itO2
For mothers of the future ElenorsA4
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By now the press was full of Elenor MurrayP
And far and near wherever she was knownX3
Had lived or taught or studied tongues were loosed
In episodes or stories of the girlP
The coroner on the street was button holedT
Received marked articles and letters someM
Anonymous some crazy David BorrowO
Who helped this Alma Bell as lawyer friendQ4
Found in his mail a note from Alma BellP
Enclosed with one much longer written forO
The coroner to readN
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When MerivalP
Had read it then he said to Borrow ReadN
This letter to the other jurors SoO
He read it to them as they sat one nightV3
Invited to the home of MerivalP
To drink a little wine and have a smoke
And talk about the caseA4

Edgar Lee Masters



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