Monologue Of A Mother Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis
Rhyme Scheme: ABCABC BDEBDE FDGHDG IJKIJK LMNLMN OPDQPDR EREBBThis is the last of all this is the last | A |
I must hold my hands and turn my face to the fire | B |
I must watch my dead days fusing together in dross | C |
Shape after shape and scene after scene from my past | A |
Fusing to one dead mass in the sinking fire | B |
Where the ash on the dying coals grows swiftly like heavy moss | C |
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Strange he is my son whom I have awaited like a loyer | B |
Strange to me like a captive in a foreign country haunting | D |
The confines and gazing out on the land where the wind is free | E |
White and gaunt with wistful eyes that hover | B |
Always on the distance as if his soul were chaunting | D |
The monotonous weird of departure away from me | E |
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Like a strange white bird blown out of the frozen seas | F |
Like a bird from the far north blown with a broken wing | D |
Into our sooty garden he drags and beats | G |
From place to place perpetually seeking release | H |
From me from the hand of my love which creeps up needing | D |
His happiness whilst he in displeasure retreats | G |
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I must look away from him for my faded eyes | I |
Like a cringing dog at his heels offend him now | J |
Like a toothless hound pursuing him with my will | K |
Till he chafes at my crouching persistence and a sharp spark flies | I |
In my soul from under the sudden frown of his brow | J |
As he blenches and turns away and my heart stands still | K |
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This is the last it will not be any more | L |
All my life I have borne the burden of myself | M |
All the long years of sitting in my husband s house | N |
Never have I said to myself as he closed the door | L |
Now I am caught You are hopelessly lost O Self | M |
You are frightened with joy my heart like a frightened mouse | N |
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Three times have I offered myself three times rejected | O |
It will not be any more No more my son my son | P |
Never to know the glad freedom of obedience since long ago | D |
The angel of childhood kissed me and went I expected | Q |
Another would take me and now my son O my son | P |
I must sit awhile and wait and never know | D |
The loss of myself till death comes who cannot fail | R |
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Death in whose service is nothing of gladness takes me | E |
For the lips and the eyes of God are behind a veil | R |
And the thought of the lipless voice of the Father shakes me | E |
With fear and fills my eyes with the tears of desire | B |
And my heart rebels with anguish as night draws nigher | B |
David Herbert Lawrence
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