L'héautontimorouménos (the Man Who Tortures Himself) Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis
Rhyme Scheme: ABCDB BAAB EFFEFGGFFBBF FEBB BAAB H BBIJ KBLA AMFE FAAA FGBA BNOB FABP B A FAAF QFFQ BFFB FGGF FFBF FFFF PHHP R A FFFF SGGS AFFA BGGB BTTB HTTH BAAB T AH IFIFAAAAEFFE FTTFUAAUVAAV PAAP W A TIIT GFFG EFFE FTTF HBBH HOOH BTTB TL'H autontimoroum nos | A |
Je te frapperai sans col re | B |
Et sans haine comme un boucher | C |
Comme Mo se le rocher | D |
Et je ferai de ta paupi re | B |
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Pour abreuver mon Saharah | B |
Jaillir les eaux de la souffrance | A |
Mon d sir gonfl d'esp rance | A |
Sur tes pleurs sal s nagera | B |
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Comme un vaisseau qui prend le large | E |
Et dans mon coeur qu'ils so leront | F |
Tes chers sanglots retentiront | F |
Comme un tambour qui bat la charge | E |
Ne suis je pas un faux accord | F |
Dans la divine symphonie | G |
Gr ce la vorace Ironie | G |
Qui me secoue et qui me mord | F |
Elle est dans ma voix la criarde | F |
C'est tout mon sang ce poison noir | B |
Je suis le sinistre miroir | B |
O la m g re se regarde | F |
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Je suis la plaie et le couteau | F |
Je suis le soufflet et la joue | E |
Je suis les membres et la roue | B |
Et la victime et le bourreau | B |
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Je suis de mon coeur le vampire | B |
Un de ces grands abandonn s | A |
Au rire ternel condamn s | A |
Et qui ne peuvent plus sourire | B |
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The Man Who Tortures Himself | H |
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I shall strike you without anger | B |
And without hate like a butcher | B |
As Moses struck the rock | I |
And from your eyelids I shall make | J |
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The waters of suffering gush forth | K |
To inundate my Sahara | B |
My desire swollen with hope | L |
Will float upon your salty tears | A |
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Like a vessel which puts to sea | A |
And in my heart that they'll make drunk | M |
Your beloved sobs will resound | F |
Like a drum beating the charge | E |
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Am I not a discord | F |
In the heavenly symphony | A |
Thanks to voracious Irony | A |
Who shakes me and who bites me | A |
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She's in my voice the termagant | F |
All my blood is her black poison | G |
I am the sinister mirror | B |
In which the vixen looks | A |
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I am the wound and the dagger | B |
I am the blow and the cheek | N |
I am the members and the wheel | O |
Victim and executioner | B |
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I'm the vampire of my own heart | F |
One of those utter derelicts | A |
Condemned to eternal laughter | B |
But who can no longer smile | P |
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Translated by William Aggeler | B |
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Heautontimoroumenos | A |
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I'll strike you but without the least | F |
Anger as butchers poll an ox | A |
Or Moses when he struck the rocks | A |
That from your eyelid thus released | F |
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The lymph of suffering may brim | Q |
To slake my desert of its drought | F |
So my desire by hope made stout | F |
Upon your salty tears may swim | Q |
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Like a proud ship far out from shore | B |
Within my heart which they'll confound | F |
With drunken joy your sobs will sound | F |
Like drums that beat a charge in war | B |
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I am I not a faulty chord | F |
In all this symphony divine | G |
Thanks to the irony malign | G |
That shakes and cuts me like a sword | F |
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It's in my voice the raucous jade | F |
It's in my blood's black venom too | F |
I am the looking glass wherethrough | B |
Megera sees herself portrayed | F |
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I am the wound and yet the blade | F |
The smack and yet the cheek that takes it | F |
The limb and yet the wheel that breaks it | F |
The torturer and he who's flayed | F |
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One of the sort whom all revile | P |
A Vampire my own blood I quaff | H |
Condemned to an eternal laugh | H |
Because I know not how to smile | P |
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Translated by Roy Campbell | R |
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Heauton Timoroumenos | A |
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I mean to strike you without hate | F |
As butchers do as Moses did | F |
The rock From under either lid | F |
Your tears will flow to inundate | F |
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This huge Sahara which is I | S |
My heart insensible with pain | G |
Caught in that flood will live again | G |
Will care whether it live or die | S |
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Will strive as in the salty sea | A |
Drunken with brine and all but drowned | F |
Yet driven onward by the sound | F |
Of your wild sobbing endlessly | A |
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For look I am at war my dear | B |
With the whole universe I know | G |
There is no medicine for my woe | G |
Believe me it is called Despair | B |
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It runs in all my veins I pray | B |
It cries in all my words I am | T |
The very glass where what I damn | T |
Leers and admires itself all day | B |
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I am the wound I am the knife | H |
The deep wound scabbards the outdrawn | T |
Rack and the writhing thereupon | T |
The lifeless and the taker of life | H |
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I murder what I most adore | B |
Laughing I am indeed of those | A |
Condemned for ever without repose | A |
To laugh but who can smile no more | B |
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Translated by George Dillon | T |
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Heautontimoroumenos | A |
The Man Who Tortures Himself | H |
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I shall cleave without scrape or shock | I |
And like a butcher without hate | F |
Like Moses when he struck the rock | I |
From your eyes I shall generate | F |
Waters of woe throughout the years | A |
To quench my fierce Sahara fires | A |
Swollen with vast hope my desires | A |
Shall float upon your bitter tears | A |
Like a proud vessel sailing large | E |
And in my heart drunk at the sound | F |
Your cherished sobbing shall resound | F |
Like drums beating the long lost charge | E |
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Am I not a discordant note | F |
In the celestial symphony | T |
Thanks to voracious Irony | T |
Who shakes and bites me at the throat | F |
She's in my voice the scold her black | U |
Poison is all my blood alas | A |
I am the direful looking glass | A |
Which flashes her reflection back | U |
I am the wound the knives that strike | V |
The blows that crush the head that reels | A |
I am wrenched limbs and grinding wheels | A |
Victim and hangman as you like | V |
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Vampire of my own heart meanwhile | P |
A derelict I am of those | A |
Doomed to eternal laughter's throes | A |
Yet powerless to frame a smile | P |
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Translated by Jacques LeClercq | W |
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L'H autontimourom nos | A |
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I'll strike thee without enmity | T |
nor wrath like butchers at the block | I |
like Moses when he smote the rock | I |
I'll make those eyelids gush for me | T |
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with springs of suffering whose flow | G |
shall slake the desert of my thirst | F |
a salt flood where my lust accurst | F |
with Hope to plump her sail shall go | G |
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as from the port a pitching barge | E |
and in my heart they satiate | F |
thy sobs I love shall fulminate | F |
loud as a drum that beats a charge | E |
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for am I not a clashing chord | F |
in all Thy heavenly symphony | T |
thanks to this vulture Irony | T |
that shakes and bites me always Lord | F |
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she's in my voice the screaming elf | H |
my poisoned blood came all from her | B |
I am the mirror sinister | B |
in which the vixen sees herself | H |
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I am the wound and I the knife | H |
I am the blow I give and feel | O |
I am the broken limbs the wheel | O |
the hangman and the strangled life | H |
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I am my heart's own vampire for | B |
God has forsaken me and men | T |
these lips can never smile again | T |
but laugh they must and evermore | B |
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Lewis Piaget Shanks Flowers of Evil New York Ives Washburn | T |
Charles Baudelaire
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