By the end of the day it felt as if I was going through loops but I was trying to get through the hopes of ever finding a way out of this nightmare, I tried following the people I care about only to find out I belong nowhere.

I thought maybe I should run away but I know deep down that is not the best way I can't see what people see and I understand but what can I do but withstand as I'm feeling this way alone I think its best I go on this road on my own