I thought I could just ignore my feelings and make it all go away but at the end of the day life always wins so you have to try not to give in.

I always feel like overdosing but no matter what I keep overthinking like will people miss me when I'm gone or will they forget me like I'm a song.

Do people even like me or will they just leave me be because at the end of the day my life isn't worth living so I just keep grieving that the end of my life is near so I don't have to live in fear.