Dire Cure Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis

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quot First do no harm quot the HippocraticA
Oath begins but before she might enjoyB
such balm the docs had to harm her tumorC
It was large rare and so anomalousD
in its behavior that at first they misE
diagnosed it quot Your wife will die of itF
within a year quot But in ten days or soG
I sat beside her bed with hot and sourC
soup and heard an intern congratulateH
her on her new diagnosis a children'sI
cancer doesn't that possessive breakJ
your heart had possessed her I couldn't stopK
personifying it Devious dourC
it had a clouded heart like Iago'sI
It loved disguise It was a garrisonL
in a captured city a bad horror filmM
The Blob a stowaway an inside jobN
If I could make it be like something elseI
I wouldn't have to think of it as whatO
in fact it was part of my lovely wifeP
Next then chemotherapy Her hair fellQ
out in tufts her color dulled she sat lacedR
to bags of poison she endured somewhatO
better than her cancer cells could though notS
by much And indeed the cancer cells wanedT
more slowly than the chemical quot cocktails quotT
one the bright color of Campari as the chemoG
nurses called them dripped into her There wereC
three hundred days of this a week insideT
the hospital and two weeks out the fierceI
elixirs percolating all the whileU
She did five weeks of radiation tooT
Monday to Friday like a stupid jobN
She wouldn't eat the food the hospitalV
wheeled in quot Pureed fish quot and quot minced fish quot were worthW
I thought a sharp surge of food snobberyX
but she'd grown averse to it all the nurses'I
crepe soles' muffled squeaks along the hallY
the filtered air the smothered urge to readT
the fear the perky visitors flowersI
she'd not been sent when she was well the roomZ
mate what do quot semiprivate quot and quot extraA2
virgin quot have in common who died the nightsI
she wept and sweated faster than the tubesI
could moisten her with lurid poisonL
One chemotherapy veteran sixI
years in remission chanced on her formerC
chemo nurse at a bus stop and threw upB2
My wife's tumor has not come backC2
I like to think of it in Tumor HellQ
strapped to a dray flat as a deflatedT
football bleak and nubbled like a poorlyX
ironed truffle There's one tense in Tumor HellQ
forever or what we call the presentT
For that long the flaccid tumor marinatesI
in lurid toxins Tumor Hell ClinicA
is it turns out a teaching hospitalV
Every century or so the wayD2
we'd measure it a chief doc brings a packC2
of students round They run some simple testsI
surge current through the tumor batter itT
with mallets push a wood plane across itsI
pebbled hide and watch a scurf of tumorC
pelt kink loose from it impale it strafe itT
with lye and napalm There might be nothingE2
left in there but a still space surroundedT
by a carapace quot This one is nearlyX
dead quot the chief doc says quot What's the cure for that quotT
The students know quot Kill it slower of course quotT
They sprinkle it with rock salt and move onF2
Here on the aging earth the tumor's goneG2
My wife is hale though wary and why notT
Once you've had cancer you don't get headachesI
anymore you get brain tumors at leastT
until the aspirin kicks in Her hair's backC2
her weight her appetite quot And what about you quotT
friends ask me First the fear felt like suddenL
weightlessness I couldn't steer and couldn't stayT
I couldn't concentrate surely my spit wouldT
dry before I could slather a stampH2
I made a list of things to do next dayT
before I went to bed slept like a corkI2
woke to no more memory of last night'sI
list than smoke has of fire made a new listT
began to do the things on it wept pacedT
berated myself drove to the hospitalV
and brought my wife food from the takeout jointsI
that ring a hospital as surely asI
brothels surround a gold strike I drove homeJ2
rancid with anger at her luck and mineK2
anger that filled me the same way natureC
hates a vacuum quot This must be hell for you quotT
some said Hell's not other people SartreA2
was wrong about that too L'enfer c'est moiL2
I've not got the ego for it There'd beX
no hell if Dante hadn't built a modelV
of his rage so well and he contrived toT
get exiled from it for it was FlorenceI
Why would I live in hell I love New YorkI2
Some even said the tumor and fierce cureM2
were harder on the care giver yes theyT
said quot care giver quot than on the quot sick person quotT
They were wrong who said those things Of courseI
I hated it but some of quot it quot was meX
the self pity I allowed myselfN2
the brave poses I struck The rest was direO2
threat my wife met with moral stubbornnessI
terror rude jokes nausea you name itT
No let her think of its name and neverC
say it as if it were the name of GodT
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William Matthews



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