Dire Cure Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis
Rhyme Scheme: ABCDEFGCHIJKCILMNIOP QROSTTGCTIUTNVWXIYTI ZA2IILICB2C2QTXQTIAV D2C2ITICTE2TXTTF2G2T ITC2TLTTH2TI2ITTVIIJ 2K2CTA2L2XVTII2M2TTI XN2O2ITCT Lquot First do no harm quot the Hippocratic | A |
Oath begins but before she might enjoy | B |
such balm the docs had to harm her tumor | C |
It was large rare and so anomalous | D |
in its behavior that at first they mis | E |
diagnosed it quot Your wife will die of it | F |
within a year quot But in ten days or so | G |
I sat beside her bed with hot and sour | C |
soup and heard an intern congratulate | H |
her on her new diagnosis a children's | I |
cancer doesn't that possessive break | J |
your heart had possessed her I couldn't stop | K |
personifying it Devious dour | C |
it had a clouded heart like Iago's | I |
It loved disguise It was a garrison | L |
in a captured city a bad horror film | M |
The Blob a stowaway an inside job | N |
If I could make it be like something else | I |
I wouldn't have to think of it as what | O |
in fact it was part of my lovely wife | P |
Next then chemotherapy Her hair fell | Q |
out in tufts her color dulled she sat laced | R |
to bags of poison she endured somewhat | O |
better than her cancer cells could though not | S |
by much And indeed the cancer cells waned | T |
more slowly than the chemical quot cocktails quot | T |
one the bright color of Campari as the chemo | G |
nurses called them dripped into her There were | C |
three hundred days of this a week inside | T |
the hospital and two weeks out the fierce | I |
elixirs percolating all the while | U |
She did five weeks of radiation too | T |
Monday to Friday like a stupid job | N |
She wouldn't eat the food the hospital | V |
wheeled in quot Pureed fish quot and quot minced fish quot were worth | W |
I thought a sharp surge of food snobbery | X |
but she'd grown averse to it all the nurses' | I |
crepe soles' muffled squeaks along the hall | Y |
the filtered air the smothered urge to read | T |
the fear the perky visitors flowers | I |
she'd not been sent when she was well the room | Z |
mate what do quot semiprivate quot and quot extra | A2 |
virgin quot have in common who died the nights | I |
she wept and sweated faster than the tubes | I |
could moisten her with lurid poison | L |
One chemotherapy veteran six | I |
years in remission chanced on her former | C |
chemo nurse at a bus stop and threw up | B2 |
My wife's tumor has not come back | C2 |
I like to think of it in Tumor Hell | Q |
strapped to a dray flat as a deflated | T |
football bleak and nubbled like a poorly | X |
ironed truffle There's one tense in Tumor Hell | Q |
forever or what we call the present | T |
For that long the flaccid tumor marinates | I |
in lurid toxins Tumor Hell Clinic | A |
is it turns out a teaching hospital | V |
Every century or so the way | D2 |
we'd measure it a chief doc brings a pack | C2 |
of students round They run some simple tests | I |
surge current through the tumor batter it | T |
with mallets push a wood plane across its | I |
pebbled hide and watch a scurf of tumor | C |
pelt kink loose from it impale it strafe it | T |
with lye and napalm There might be nothing | E2 |
left in there but a still space surrounded | T |
by a carapace quot This one is nearly | X |
dead quot the chief doc says quot What's the cure for that quot | T |
The students know quot Kill it slower of course quot | T |
They sprinkle it with rock salt and move on | F2 |
Here on the aging earth the tumor's gone | G2 |
My wife is hale though wary and why not | T |
Once you've had cancer you don't get headaches | I |
anymore you get brain tumors at least | T |
until the aspirin kicks in Her hair's back | C2 |
her weight her appetite quot And what about you quot | T |
friends ask me First the fear felt like sudden | L |
weightlessness I couldn't steer and couldn't stay | T |
I couldn't concentrate surely my spit would | T |
dry before I could slather a stamp | H2 |
I made a list of things to do next day | T |
before I went to bed slept like a cork | I2 |
woke to no more memory of last night's | I |
list than smoke has of fire made a new list | T |
began to do the things on it wept paced | T |
berated myself drove to the hospital | V |
and brought my wife food from the takeout joints | I |
that ring a hospital as surely as | I |
brothels surround a gold strike I drove home | J2 |
rancid with anger at her luck and mine | K2 |
anger that filled me the same way nature | C |
hates a vacuum quot This must be hell for you quot | T |
some said Hell's not other people Sartre | A2 |
was wrong about that too L'enfer c'est moi | L2 |
I've not got the ego for it There'd be | X |
no hell if Dante hadn't built a model | V |
of his rage so well and he contrived to | T |
get exiled from it for it was Florence | I |
Why would I live in hell I love New York | I2 |
Some even said the tumor and fierce cure | M2 |
were harder on the care giver yes they | T |
said quot care giver quot than on the quot sick person quot | T |
They were wrong who said those things Of course | I |
I hated it but some of quot it quot was me | X |
the self pity I allowed myself | N2 |
the brave poses I struck The rest was dire | O2 |
threat my wife met with moral stubbornness | I |
terror rude jokes nausea you name it | T |
No let her think of its name and never | C |
say it as if it were the name of God | T |
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Anonymous submission | L |
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