A Happy Childhood Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis
Rhyme Scheme: ABC DEF GAH GAG CIJ KLM NON PKG OQB RGA NGP KSA GNT MNU NVW XYZ A2NB2 MB2G NCC2 D2NE2 C2F2K G2H2N I2J2G2 VK2L2 M2GN2 XH2O2 P2NN AG2Q2 H2GR2 B2VG NS2O NGT2 NUS2 KC2N NKK GF2G D2C2O NU2G V2W2G X2Y2Z2 GGN OAN A3KN GIO B3VN KGH2 NC3G D2KG D3GK E3IF3 G3NW2My mother stands at the screen door laughing | A |
Out out damn Spot she commands our silly dog | B |
I wonder what this means I rise into adult air | C |
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like a hollyhock I m so proud to be loved | D |
like this The air is tight to my nervous body | E |
I use new clothes and shoes the way the corn studded | F |
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soil around here uses nitrogen giddily | G |
Ohio Ohio Ohio Often I sing | A |
to myself all day like a fieldful of August | H |
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insects just things I whisper really | G |
a trance in sneakers I m learning | A |
to read from my mother and soon I ll go to school | G |
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I hate it when anyone dies or leaves and the air | C |
goes slack around my body and I have to hug myself | I |
a cloud an imaginary friend the stream in the road | J |
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side park I love to be called for dinner | K |
Spot goes out and I go in and the lights | L |
in the kitchen go on and the dark | M |
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which also has a body like a cloud s | N |
leans lightly against the house Tomorrow | O |
I ll find the sweat stains it left little grey smudges | N |
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Here s a sky no higher than a street lamp | P |
and a stack of morning papers cinched by wire | K |
It s A M A stout dog vaguely beagle | G |
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minces over the dry fresh fallen snow | O |
and here s our sleep sodden paperboy | Q |
with his pliers his bike his matronly dog | B |
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his unclouding face set for paper route | R |
like an alarm clock Here s a memory | G |
in the making for this could be the morning | A |
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he doesn t come home and his parents | N |
two hours later drive his route until | G |
they find him asleep propped against a street lamp | P |
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his papers all delivered and his dirty paper | K |
satchel slack like an emptied lung | S |
and he blur faced and iconic in the morning | A |
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air rinsing itself a paler and paler blue | G |
through which a last few dandruff flecks | N |
of snow meander casually down | T |
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The dog squeaks in out of the dark | M |
snuffling me too me too And here he goes | N |
home to memory and to hot chocolate | U |
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on which no crinkled skin forms like infant ice | N |
and to the long and ordinary day | V |
school two triumphs and one severe | W |
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humiliation on the playground the past | X |
already growing its scabs the busride home | Y |
dinner and evening leading to sleep | Z |
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like the slide that will spill him out come June | A2 |
into the eye reddening chlorine waters | N |
of the municipal pool Here he goes to bed | B2 |
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Kiss Kiss Teeth Prayers Dark Dark | M |
Here the dog lies down by his bed | B2 |
and sighs and farts Will he always be | G |
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this skinny chicken bones | N |
He ll remember like a prayer | C |
how his mother made breakfast for him | C2 |
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every morning before he trudged out | D2 |
to snip the papers free Just as | N |
his mother will remember she felt | E2 |
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guilty never to wake up with him | C2 |
to give him breakfast It was Cream | F2 |
of Wheat they always or never had together | K |
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It turns out you are the story of your childhood | G2 |
and you re under constant revision | H2 |
like a lonely folktale whose invisible folks | N |
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are all the selves you ve been lifelong | I2 |
shadows in fog grey glimmers at dusk | J2 |
And each of these selves had a childhood | G2 |
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it traded for love and grudged to give away | V |
now lost irretrievably in storage | K2 |
like a set of dishes from which no food | L2 |
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no Cream of Wheat no rabbit in mustard | M2 |
sauce nor even a single raspberry | G |
can be eaten until the afterlife | N2 |
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which is only childhood in its last | X |
disguise all radiance or all humiliation | H2 |
and so it is forfeit a final time | O2 |
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In fact it was awful you think or why | P2 |
should the piecework of grief be endless | N |
Only because death is and likewise loss | N |
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which is not awful but only breathtaking | A |
There s no truth about your childhood | G2 |
though there s a story yours to tend | Q2 |
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like a fire or garden Make it a good one | H2 |
since you ll have to live it out and all | G |
its revisions so long as you all shall live | R2 |
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for they shall be gathered to your deathbed | B2 |
and they ll have known to what you and they | V |
would come and this one time they ll weep for you | G |
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The map in the shopping center has an X | N |
signed you are here A dream is like that | S2 |
In a dream you are never eighty though | O |
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you may risk death by other means | N |
you re on a ledge and memory calls you | G |
to jump but a deft cop talks you in | T2 |
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to a small bright room and snickers | N |
And in a dream you re everyone somewhat | U |
but not wholly I think I know how that | S2 |
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works for twenty one years I had a father | K |
and then I became a father replacing him | C2 |
but not really Soon my sons will be fathers | N |
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Surely that s what middle aged means | N |
being father and son to sons and father | K |
That a male has only one mother is another | K |
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story told wherever men weep wholly | G |
Though nobody s replaced In one dream | F2 |
I m leading a rope of children to safety | G |
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through a snowy farm The farmer comes out | D2 |
and I have to throw snowballs well to him | C2 |
so we may pass Even dreaming I know | O |
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he s my father at ease in his catcher s | N |
squat and that the dream has revived | U2 |
to us both an old unspoken fantasy | G |
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we re a battery I m young I m brash | V2 |
I don t know how to pitch but I can | W2 |
throw a lamb chop past a wolf And he | G |
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can handle pitchers and control a game | X2 |
I look to him for a sign I d nod | Y2 |
for anything The damn thing is hard to grip | Z2 |
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without seams and I don t rely only | G |
on my live young arm but throw by all | G |
the body I can get behind it and it fluffs | N |
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toward him no faster than the snow | O |
in the dream drifts down Nothing | A |
takes forever but I know what the phrase | N |
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means The children grow more cold | A3 |
and hungry and cruel to each other | K |
the longer the ball s in the air and it begins | N |
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to melt By the time it gets to him we ll be | G |
our waking ages and each of us is himself | I |
alone and we all join hands and go | O |
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Toward dawn rain explodes on the tin roof | B3 |
like popcorn The pale light is streaked by grey | V |
and that green you see just under the surface | N |
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of water a shimmer more than a color | K |
Time to dive back into sleep as if into | G |
happiness that neglected discipline | H2 |
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In those sixth grade book reports | N |
you had to say if the book was optimistic | C3 |
or not and everyone looked at you | G |
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the same way how would he turn out | D2 |
He rolls in his sleep like an otter | K |
Uncle Ed has a neck so fat it s funny | G |
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and on the way to work he pries the cap | D3 |
off a Pepsi Damn rain didn t cool one weary | G |
thing for long it s gonna be a cooker | K |
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The boy sleeps with a thin chain of sweat | E3 |
on his upper lip as if waking itself | I |
becoming explicit were hard work | F3 |
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Who knows if he s happy or not | G3 |
A child is all the tools a child has | N |
growing up who makes what he can | W2 |
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