A Happy Childhood Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis

Rhyme Scheme: ABC DEF GAH GAG CIJ KLM NON PKG OQB RGA NGP KSA GNT MNU NVW XYZ A2NB2 MB2G NCC2 D2NE2 C2F2K G2H2N I2J2G2 VK2L2 M2GN2 XH2O2 P2NN AG2Q2 H2GR2 B2VG NS2O NGT2 NUS2 KC2N NKK GF2G D2C2O NU2G V2W2G X2Y2Z2 GGN OAN A3KN GIO B3VN KGH2 NC3G D2KG D3GK E3IF3 G3NW2

My mother stands at the screen door laughingA
Out out damn Spot she commands our silly dogB
I wonder what this means I rise into adult airC
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like a hollyhock I m so proud to be lovedD
like this The air is tight to my nervous bodyE
I use new clothes and shoes the way the corn studdedF
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soil around here uses nitrogen giddilyG
Ohio Ohio Ohio Often I singA
to myself all day like a fieldful of AugustH
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insects just things I whisper reallyG
a trance in sneakers I m learningA
to read from my mother and soon I ll go to schoolG
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I hate it when anyone dies or leaves and the airC
goes slack around my body and I have to hug myselfI
a cloud an imaginary friend the stream in the roadJ
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side park I love to be called for dinnerK
Spot goes out and I go in and the lightsL
in the kitchen go on and the darkM
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which also has a body like a cloud sN
leans lightly against the house TomorrowO
I ll find the sweat stains it left little grey smudgesN
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Here s a sky no higher than a street lampP
and a stack of morning papers cinched by wireK
It s A M A stout dog vaguely beagleG
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minces over the dry fresh fallen snowO
and here s our sleep sodden paperboyQ
with his pliers his bike his matronly dogB
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his unclouding face set for paper routeR
like an alarm clock Here s a memoryG
in the making for this could be the morningA
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he doesn t come home and his parentsN
two hours later drive his route untilG
they find him asleep propped against a street lampP
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his papers all delivered and his dirty paperK
satchel slack like an emptied lungS
and he blur faced and iconic in the morningA
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air rinsing itself a paler and paler blueG
through which a last few dandruff flecksN
of snow meander casually downT
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The dog squeaks in out of the darkM
snuffling me too me too And here he goesN
home to memory and to hot chocolateU
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on which no crinkled skin forms like infant iceN
and to the long and ordinary dayV
school two triumphs and one severeW
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humiliation on the playground the pastX
already growing its scabs the busride homeY
dinner and evening leading to sleepZ
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like the slide that will spill him out come JuneA2
into the eye reddening chlorine watersN
of the municipal pool Here he goes to bedB2
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Kiss Kiss Teeth Prayers Dark DarkM
Here the dog lies down by his bedB2
and sighs and farts Will he always beG
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this skinny chicken bonesN
He ll remember like a prayerC
how his mother made breakfast for himC2
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every morning before he trudged outD2
to snip the papers free Just asN
his mother will remember she feltE2
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guilty never to wake up with himC2
to give him breakfast It was CreamF2
of Wheat they always or never had togetherK
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It turns out you are the story of your childhoodG2
and you re under constant revisionH2
like a lonely folktale whose invisible folksN
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are all the selves you ve been lifelongI2
shadows in fog grey glimmers at duskJ2
And each of these selves had a childhoodG2
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it traded for love and grudged to give awayV
now lost irretrievably in storageK2
like a set of dishes from which no foodL2
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no Cream of Wheat no rabbit in mustardM2
sauce nor even a single raspberryG
can be eaten until the afterlifeN2
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which is only childhood in its lastX
disguise all radiance or all humiliationH2
and so it is forfeit a final timeO2
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In fact it was awful you think or whyP2
should the piecework of grief be endlessN
Only because death is and likewise lossN
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which is not awful but only breathtakingA
There s no truth about your childhoodG2
though there s a story yours to tendQ2
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like a fire or garden Make it a good oneH2
since you ll have to live it out and allG
its revisions so long as you all shall liveR2
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for they shall be gathered to your deathbedB2
and they ll have known to what you and theyV
would come and this one time they ll weep for youG
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The map in the shopping center has an XN
signed you are here A dream is like thatS2
In a dream you are never eighty thoughO
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you may risk death by other meansN
you re on a ledge and memory calls youG
to jump but a deft cop talks you inT2
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to a small bright room and snickersN
And in a dream you re everyone somewhatU
but not wholly I think I know how thatS2
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works for twenty one years I had a fatherK
and then I became a father replacing himC2
but not really Soon my sons will be fathersN
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Surely that s what middle aged meansN
being father and son to sons and fatherK
That a male has only one mother is anotherK
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story told wherever men weep whollyG
Though nobody s replaced In one dreamF2
I m leading a rope of children to safetyG
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through a snowy farm The farmer comes outD2
and I have to throw snowballs well to himC2
so we may pass Even dreaming I knowO
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he s my father at ease in his catcher sN
squat and that the dream has revivedU2
to us both an old unspoken fantasyG
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we re a battery I m young I m brashV2
I don t know how to pitch but I canW2
throw a lamb chop past a wolf And heG
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can handle pitchers and control a gameX2
I look to him for a sign I d nodY2
for anything The damn thing is hard to gripZ2
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without seams and I don t rely onlyG
on my live young arm but throw by allG
the body I can get behind it and it fluffsN
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toward him no faster than the snowO
in the dream drifts down NothingA
takes forever but I know what the phraseN
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means The children grow more coldA3
and hungry and cruel to each otherK
the longer the ball s in the air and it beginsN
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to melt By the time it gets to him we ll beG
our waking ages and each of us is himselfI
alone and we all join hands and goO
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Toward dawn rain explodes on the tin roofB3
like popcorn The pale light is streaked by greyV
and that green you see just under the surfaceN
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of water a shimmer more than a colorK
Time to dive back into sleep as if intoG
happiness that neglected disciplineH2
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In those sixth grade book reportsN
you had to say if the book was optimisticC3
or not and everyone looked at youG
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the same way how would he turn outD2
He rolls in his sleep like an otterK
Uncle Ed has a neck so fat it s funnyG
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and on the way to work he pries the capD3
off a Pepsi Damn rain didn t cool one wearyG
thing for long it s gonna be a cookerK
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The boy sleeps with a thin chain of sweatE3
on his upper lip as if waking itselfI
becoming explicit were hard workF3
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Who knows if he s happy or notG3
A child is all the tools a child hasN
growing up who makes what he canW2

William Matthews



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