Thousands of unspoken words flooding in my mind
Words I wish I could have said
Words never heard which were supposed to be
Words left unspoken when they had to
All these words are lingering in my mind
They’ve developed claws and now they are crawling
They are crawling out of my chest through the oesophagus
The pain I’m feeling is too intense
Trying to swallow them back but they pierce through with their claws
The blood I’m bleeding is full of words
Words left unspoken and tears never shed
My body has had enough
And my mind is quitting on me
What do I do when there’s no thought left to think
With no tears left to shed
The thoughts in my mind have developed into an embryo
And the words lingering in my mind have turned into birth pangs
Like a pregnant woman ready to nest her young
So are the words left unspoken in my mind
Like stabs of labor
So are the pain I have to bare
Of the words left unspoken
The words flooding in my mind which I had to say
The words I wish I could say to certain ears
Words which wakes me up late at night
Sometimes bring joy and sometimes sorrow to
Words which were going to give much joy to those who were supposed to hear them
But like a broken string guitar
The music is out of pitch and as good as dead
Those words will remain unsaid in my mind
The battle, the fight
It reminds me of the cold war
The words flooding in like the Hiroshima
Words echoing like explosions
The world standing still like it forgot how to orbit
It’s world war z in my small head
A war between myself of what why and when
The torture is unbearable
Like a very hot weather
No one can dare challenge it
And these are all words left unspoken
Words supposed to be heard but never spoken
Words flooding in my mind
Words stabbing me like birth pangs
Like a woman in labor
I’m ready to give birth to the words left unspoken
But I have no strength left in me to keep pushing