I try, I try search for good, but good things in life are hard to find.
I try, I try and smile, yet sadness has drowned me dead it's even hard to fight.
I try, I try to keep going but seems like this road has reached an end it's hard to believe that it's only a bend.

I pray.
I pray, I pray it gets better, yet it gets worse and I'm scared.
I pray, I pray for strength only to get weaker instead.
I pray, I pray for brighter days, but it only gets darker in some way.
I pray, I pray to heard, but my voice has lost its melody in a way.


I hope
I hope, I hope better days are on thier way. I'm tired I need happiness from today.
I hope, I hope this negativity stays way, I only think positive, It's a choice I made from this day.
I hope, I hope these wounds heal and turn to scars, and serve only as a reminder of how strong I've been till this day.
I hope, I hope you too from this moment get some healing from all the things that give you sleepless night.

M.M