Why Me ?

when I say I want to sleep
close my eyes
off my light
But can't sleep at night
thoughts of life can't stop lingering
from my mind that i can't focus cos I am blind.

oh why me!
Everyone has dumped me cos I failed
No one believe me that I can make it again
No one wish to hear a word from me
I walked alone in the lonely street cos everyone left.

why me !
I can't even find love
All I trusted has left me with heartbreak
they left scars in my heart and leave me in depression and oppression
I felt the pain in my heart like a fire burning my intestine.

why me!
When I speak, people are not hearing
those hearing are not listening
those listening are laughing
those laughing are pointing me with fingers
those pointing me are looking at me like a failure. 


oh why me?
why always I never find happiness in life
those who should give me hope are making me hopeless
I became depress
depress that like became stressful
I never see anything meaningful
Cos all I have been yearning for are unattainable

oh why me !
why always me?
Am not the only one living
not the only one suffering
not the only one failing
not the only one surviving
So why always me suffering like this ?

those suffering aren't the same like me ?
oh God why always me !
why!!!!!!