I left because I was tired of putting in all the effort.
I left because I was suffocating
Suffocating to an extent that you couldn't even notice.
I tried to keep it all together because I still cared.
I cared too much to an extent that I almost lost myself.
Almost lost myself in trying to hold the broken pieces of the little friendship we had together.
I seemed to be the only one trying to glue the broken pieces not realizing that you had let go a long time ago
Even when I realized that you had let go, I still held on
Hoping that someday you would come back
Well, you didn't.
So, I guess you left first
And I finally let go.