I live in a gory prison
Engineered of my own anguishes
It's windows and the doors for a glimpse of hope fortified with a loud complex bickerings of my brain
In this prison
I am the queen
But a victim of my own rescue mission
I have no where to run
No how to escape
I am shackled in a spiral of freezing anxieties, doubts, hurdles and deceit
My attempts, like bullets,, hollow and cripple my spine
Along the path to my freedom lay stumbles painting a star light of fear
Fear to summon courage
Fear to command strength
Fear to engage the powers beyond
Fear...
Fear to feel worthy
To feel sane - again
To feel safe - again
To be in control - again
I cannot escape
I am suffocating in my own making of a mental prison
Drowning in my own fears
This queen's existence hives me
I am a queen, though enslaved in my own design of a gory prison
It's A Mental Enslavement
Laurindam M
(C) All Rights Reserved. Poem Submitted on 12/23/2020
Poet's note: Going nowhere slowly
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Poem topics: courage, freedom, hope, light, star, strength, brain, mental, live, glimpse, command, control, complex, cripple, feel, queen, prison, fear, Print This Poem , Rhyme Scheme
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