How To Cry

Wish I knew how
To cry
Wish I knew how

I got so
Much emotion I feel
Why don't it show
Don't that make it real

Wish I knew how
To cry
Wish I knew how

If tears were gold
I'm not wealthy
Its supposed to be healthy
To cry or so I'm told

Wish I knew how
To cry
Wish I knew how

Sadness is human’s face
But I can't feel
Am I the human race
How am I real

Wish I knew how
To cry
Wish I knew how

I want stains on my face
I want to show
The pain in a place
Want them to know

Wish I knew how
To cry
Wish I knew how

Marks on my skin
Instead of my eyes
It's not a win
But least pain’s not disguised

Wish I knew how
To cry
Wish I knew how

What if its fake
What if all im feeling
Was all a mistake
A chip on the ceiling

Wish I knew how
To cry
Wish i knew how

If I could cry
Id know
If I could cry
It'd be real as snow

Wish I knew how
To cry
Wish I knew how

I want that salt
In my lashes
Drips of cobalt
Mixin with ashes

Wish I knew how
To cry
Wish I knew how

Just wanna prove
I have a soul
For god to approve
But I must have a hole

Wish I knew how
To cry
Wish I knew how

Am I just being dumb
Tears authenticate
But I'm too numb
What is my fate

Wish I knew how
To cry
Wish I knew how

I don't

Wish I knew how
To cry
Maybe if I knew how
I wouldn't die