George Mullen's Confession Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis

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For the sake of guilty conscience and the heart that ticks theA
timeB
Of the clockworks of my nature I desire to say that I'mB
A weak and sinful creature as regards my daily walkC
The last five years and better It ain't worth while to talkC
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I've been too mean to tell it I've been so hard you seeD
And full of pride and onry now there's the word for meD
Just onry and to show you I'll give my historyD
With vital points in question and I think you'll all agreeD
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I was always stiff and stubborn since I could recollectE
And had an awful temper and never would reflectE
And always into trouble I remember once at schoolF
The teacher tried to flog me and I reversed that ruleF
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O I was bad I tell you And it's a funny moveG
That a fellow wild as I was could ever fall in loveH
And it's a funny notion that an animal like meD
Under a girl's weak fingers was as tame as tame could beD
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But it's so and sets me thinking of the easy way she hadI
Of cooling down my temper though I'd be fighting madI
'My Lion Queen' I called her when a spell of mine occurredJ
She'd come in a den of feelings and quell them with a wordJ
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I'll tell you how she loved me and what her people thoughtK
When I asked to marry Annie they said 'they reckoned notL
That I cut too many didoes and monkey shines to suitM
Their idea of a son in law and I could go to boot '-
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I tell you that thing riled me Why I felt my face turn whiteN
And my teeth shut like a steel trap and the fingers of my rightN
Hand pained me with their pressure all the rest's a mysteryD
Till I heard my Annie saying 'I'm going too you see '-
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We were coming through the gateway and she wavered for a spellO
When she heard her mother crying and her raving father yellO
That she wa'n't no child of his'n like an actor in a playP
We saw at Independence coming through the other dayP
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Well that's the way we started And for days and weeks andQ
monthsR
And even years we journeyed on regretting never onceS
Of starting out together upon the path of lifeT
Akind o' sort o' husband but a mighty loving wifeT
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And the cutest little baby little Grace I see her nowU
A standin' on the pig pen as her mother milked the cowU
And I can hear her shouting as I stood unloading strawV
'I'm ain't as big as papa but I'm biggerest'n ma '-
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Now folks that never married don't seem to understandW
That a little baby's language is the sweetest ever plannedW
Why I tell you it's pure music and I'll just go on to sayP
That I sometimes have a notion that the angels talk that wayP
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There's a chapter in this story I'd be happy to destroyX
I could burn it up before you with a mighty sight of joyX
But I'll go ahead and give it not in detail no my friendY
For it takes five years of reading before you find the endY
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My Annie's folks relented at least in some degreeD
They sent one time for Annie but they didn't send for meD
The old man wrote the message with a heart as hot and dryZ
As a furnace 'Annie Mullen come and see your mother die '-
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I saw the slur intended why I fancied I could seeD
The old man shoot the insult like a poison dart at meD
And in that heat of passion I swore an inward oathA2
That if Annie pleased her father she could never please us bothA2
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I watched her dark and sullen as she hurried on her shawlB2
I watched her calm and cruel though I saw her tear drops fallB2
I watched her cold and heartless though I heard her moaningC2
callB2
For mercy from high Heaven and I smiled throughout it allB2
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Why even when she kissed me and her tears were on my browU
As she murmured 'George forgive me I must go to mother now '-
Such hate there was within me that I answered not at allB2
But calm and cold and cruel I smiled throughout it allB2
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But a shadow in the doorway caught my eye and then the faceD2
Full of innocence and sunshine of little baby GraceD2
And I snatched her up and kissed her and I softened through andQ
throughE2
For a minute when she told me 'I must kiss her muvver too '-
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I remember at the starting how I tried to freeze againF2
As I watched them slowly driving down the little crooked laneG2
When Annie shouted something that ended in a cryZ
And how I tried to whistle and it fizzled in a sighZ
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I remember running after with a glimmer in my sightN
Pretending I'd discovered that the traces wasn't rightN
And the last that I remember as they disappeared from viewE2
Was little Grace a calling 'I see papa Howdy do '-
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And left alone to ponder I again took up my hateH2
For the old man who would chuckle that I was desolateI2
And I mouthed my wrongs in mutters till my pride called up theA
painG2
His last insult had given me until I smiled againF2
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Till the wild beast in my nature was raging in the denF2
With no one now to quell it and I wrote a letter thenF2
Full of hissing things and heated with so hot a heat of hateH2
That my pen flashed out black lightning at a most terrific rateH2
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I wrote that 'she had wronged me when she went away from meD
Though to see her dying mother 'twas her father's victoryD
And a woman that could waver when her husband's pride was rentJ2
Was no longer worthy of it ' And I shut the house and wentJ2
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To tell of my long exile would be of little goodK2
Though I couldn't half way tell it and I wouldn't if I couldK2
I could tell of California of a wild and vicious lifeT
Of trackless plains and mountains and the Indian'sL2
scalping knifeT
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I could tell of gloomy forests howling wild with threats ofH
deathM2
I could tell of fiery deserts that have scorched me with theirN2
breathM2
I could tell of wretched outcasts by the hundreds great andQ
smallB2
And could claim the nasty honor of the greatest of them allB2
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I could tell of toil and hardship and of sickness and diseaseO2
And hollow eyed starvation but I tell you friend that theseO2
Are trifles in comparison with what a fellow feelsP2
With that bloodhound Remorsefulness forever at his heelsP2
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I remember worn and weary of the long long years of careN2
When the frost of time was making early harvest of my hairN2
I remember wrecked and hopeless of a rest beneath the skyZ
My resolve to quit the country and to seek the East and dieZ
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I remember my long journey like a dull oppressive dreamQ2
Across the empty prairies till I caught the distant gleamQ2
Of a city in the beauty of its broad and shining streamQ2
On whose bosom flocked together float the mighty swans ofH
steamQ2
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I remember drifting with them till I found myself againF2
In the rush and roar and rattle of the engine and the trainG2
And when from my surroundings something spoke of child and wifeT
It seemed the train was rumbling through a tunnel in my lifeT
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Then I remember something like a sudden burst of lightN
That don't exactly tell it but I couldn't tell it rightN
A something clinging to me with its arms around my neckR2
A little girl for instance or an angel I expectE
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For she kissed me cried and called me 'her dear papa ' and IZ
feltS2
My heart was pure virgin gold and just about to meltS2
And so it did it melted in a mist of gleaming rainG2
When she took my hand and whispered 'My mama's on the train '-
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There's some things I can dwell on and get off pretty wellO
But the balance of this story I know I couldn't tellO
So I ain't going to try it for to tell the reason whyZ
I'm so chicken hearted lately I'd be certain 'most to cryZ

James Whitcomb Riley



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