It all started on the 1st of May,2018.
Smiles filled my face just as he talked.
I wished time permitted us,just for him and I to talk to length.
Unfortunately, it was a short and perhaps was the best.
I told him I'd see to what he told me,and he also told me he was ready to wait and stay patient.

Little did I know I was brainwashed and enticed!
Night came: I couldn't get myself to bed earlier like I ought to.
I could be seen contemplating on what I was told earlier in the day.
In my mind,I thought I was addicted, so quickly.
Not knowing I was being fooled.

That night,I looked forward to seeing him the next day,just to give him a positive response.
Unluckily, he was nowhere to be found.
I didn't find him around even though he promised to come around.
I thought I was in love, not knowing that,I was simply infatuated.

Days passed by;he came around dressed elegantly, looking stunning and laughing like someone who had just hit the jackpot. Maybe he thought I had a positive response to his proposal.
Fright overwhelmed me just as he questioned me.
I was already taken in by his sweet coated words!
I his nothing from him.
Along the way,I gave in to him.

We started as suigeneris lovers.
Our affair was just the talk of friends.
We shared opinions, thoughts, ideas and views like we knew what the future held for us.
With him,I didn't know there was more to life. Because,I thought he was everything I needed.
I thought I could acquire my desires with him,and I hoped the affair lasted.

Months,days,weeks, seconds and minutes passed by,I felt changes in him.
He had changed from the dotting guy I used to know.
He stopped loving me!
His new aft got me restive.
How do I scale through when to me,I'm already addicted to him?