My voice, my story, my sorrow,my pains, my struggle!

Silence sheds in the darkest of my nights.
So now,I lay hurt,dying and bereft.
Now I wail,groan,cry,scream and sail.
I weep, cry and shed tears bitterly.
Everyone now knows what i've done. Even though,only I know what I've become.

And everyday, I'm being treated with disdain.
My eyes are wet with tears-Yes, living in an invidious world.
In pains,I do everything.
Which makes me feel like dying.
Who will save me when I can't even help myself?

I'm in anguish- I've been lost in the darkness for so long.
I can no longer tell right from wrong.
A day hardly passed that I wouldn't cry.
I'm stuck behind a mask,
Adored and decorated out of shame and grievances.

There is only one light ray that seems to glow.
A light ray that might finally show and direct me on the way I must go!
A ray of moonshine!
A light of transparency and pride!
Will I ever pull through?

My self worth keeps dwindling.
My shame increases with every trial I make.
I'm a prisoner to my past and present.
I keep hearing a voice- A melodious voice,
Telling me to get over it.

When will my self esteem increase?
When will this depression cease?
When will these tears stop flowing?
When will I be ME?
I need to be saved-Saved from myself.

WHO WILL SAVE ME?
I NEED TO BE SAVED?