Habitually, I just laze about, sit or nap,
While i drunk off in meditation about love.
To be deeply sincere, love's a fabulous curve.
Yea, I'm still scrambling to be in love,
That's my flaw, my bad, but love,
I know it is a beautiful thing, an amazing feeling.

But what I have been pondering greatly under this affection aspect,
Is what would my first love say.
That she intuited and felt the same as I did,
At our first immediate encounter?
Or I was the solo go - getter that got attracted to the perculiar wine next to the counter,
Which I eventually obtained.
Or if hunted her for what may seem like decades,
Would she say she willfully caused me chasing to measure my love rate?
Would she reveal that I stole her heart from another fella?
Would she vow to be mine forever?.

Would she say she ain't here to be my lover for benefit?
Or would she claim she loath all my likings with contempt fit.
Would she say she love me for who I am?
Or her behaviours would speak for itself that she's here for my wealth and power.
Would she promise to be with me in hot and cold, good and bad?
Would she say she adores everything about me including my family?
These and many I contemplate during my calm and serene meditations about love,
Lord God, what would my first love say?.