The Suicide Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis
Rhyme Scheme: AABBCDEEFFGGHH IJ KKLLMMNNBBOOGGPPMMQQ RRSSTTUU UUJI VVGGHHIJAAHHWWHBUUXY HHUUZZ A2A2UU UUMMB2B2HHMMUUUUUUGG HHC2C2 BBUUUUUUUUCCHHHHD2D2 UUHHE2E2UF2UBBG2G2C2 C2UUMMUU| Curse thee Life I will live with thee no more | A |
| Thou hast mocked me starved me beat my body sore | A |
| And all for a pledge that was not pledged by me | B |
| I have kissed thy crust and eaten sparingly | B |
| That I might eat again and met thy sneers | C |
| With deprecations and thy blows with tears | D |
| Aye from thy glutted lash glad crawled away | E |
| As if spent passion were a holiday | E |
| And now I go Nor threat nor easy vow | F |
| Of tardy kindness can avail thee now | F |
| With me whence fear and faith alike are flown | G |
| Lonely I came and I depart alone | G |
| And know not where nor unto whom I go | H |
| But that thou canst not follow me I know | H |
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| Thus I to Life and ceased but through my brain | I |
| My thought ran still until I spake again | J |
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| Ah but I go not as I came no trace | K |
| Is mine to bear away of that old grace | K |
| I brought I have been heated in thy fires | L |
| Bent by thy hands fashioned to thy desires | L |
| Thy mark is on me I am not the same | M |
| Nor ever more shall be as when I came | M |
| Ashes am I of all that once I seemed | N |
| In me all's sunk that leapt and all that dreamed | N |
| Is wakeful for alarm oh shame to thee | B |
| For the ill change that thou hast wrought in me | B |
| Who laugh no more nor lift my throat to sing | O |
| Ah Life I would have been a pleasant thing | O |
| To have about the house when I was grown | G |
| If thou hadst left my little joys alone | G |
| I asked of thee no favor save this one | P |
| That thou wouldst leave me playing in the sun | P |
| And this thou didst deny calling my name | M |
| Insistently until I rose and came | M |
| I saw the sun no more It were not well | Q |
| So long on these unpleasant thoughts to dwell | Q |
| Need I arise to morrow and renew | R |
| Again my hated tasks but I am through | R |
| With all things save my thoughts and this one night | S |
| So that in truth I seem already quite | S |
| Free and remote from thee I feel no haste | T |
| And no reluctance to depart I taste | T |
| Merely with thoughtful mien an unknown draught | U |
| That in a little while I shall have quaffed | U |
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| Thus I to Life and ceased and slightly smiled | U |
| Looking at nothing and my thin dreams filed | U |
| Before me one by one till once again | J |
| I set new words unto an old refrain | I |
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| Treasures thou hast that never have been mine | V |
| Warm lights in many a secret chamber shine | V |
| Of thy gaunt house and gusts of song have blown | G |
| Like blossoms out to me that sat alone | G |
| And I have waited well for thee to show | H |
| If any share were mine and now I go | H |
| Nothing I leave and if I naught attain | I |
| I shall but come into mine own again | J |
| Thus I to Life and ceased and spake no more | A |
| But turning straightway sought a certain door | A |
| In the rear wall Heavy it was and low | H |
| And dark a way by which none e'er would go | H |
| That other exit had and never knock | W |
| Was heard thereat bearing a curious lock | W |
| Some chance had shown me fashioned faultily | H |
| Whereof Life held content the useless key | B |
| And great coarse hinges thick and rough with rust | U |
| Whose sudden voice across a silence must | U |
| I knew be harsh and horrible to hear | X |
| A strange door ugly like a dwarf So near | Y |
| I came I felt upon my feet the chill | H |
| Of acid wind creeping across the sill | H |
| So stood longtime till over me at last | U |
| Came weariness and all things other passed | U |
| To make it room the still night drifted deep | Z |
| Like snow about me and I longed for sleep | Z |
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| But suddenly marking the morning hour | A2 |
| Bayed the deep throated bell within the tower | A2 |
| Startled I raised my head and with a shout | U |
| Laid hold upon the latch and was without | U |
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| Ah long forgotten well remembered road | U |
| Leading me back unto my old abode | U |
| My father's house There in the night I came | M |
| And found them feasting and all things the same | M |
| As they had been before A splendour hung | B2 |
| Upon the walls and such sweet songs were sung | B2 |
| As echoing out of very long ago | H |
| Had called me from the house of Life I know | H |
| So fair their raiment shone I looked in shame | M |
| On the unlovely garb in which I came | M |
| Then straightway at my hesitancy mocked | U |
| It is my father's house I said and knocked | U |
| And the door opened To the shining crowd | U |
| Tattered and dark I entered like a cloud | U |
| Seeing no face but his to him I crept | U |
| And Father I cried and clasped his knees and wept | U |
| Ah days of joy that followed All alone | G |
| I wandered through the house My own my own | G |
| My own to touch my own to taste and smell | H |
| All I had lacked so long and loved so well | H |
| None shook me out of sleep nor hushed my song | C2 |
| Nor called me in from the sunlight all day long | C2 |
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| I know not when the wonder came to me | B |
| Of what my father's business might be | B |
| And whither fared and on what errands bent | U |
| The tall and gracious messengers he sent | U |
| Yet one day with no song from dawn till night | U |
| Wondering I sat and watched them out of sight | U |
| And the next day I called and on the third | U |
| Asked them if I might go but no one heard | U |
| Then sick with longing I arose at last | U |
| And went unto my father in that vast | U |
| Chamber wherein he for so many years | C |
| Has sat surrounded by his charts and spheres | C |
| Father I said Father I cannot play | H |
| The harp that thou didst give me and all day | H |
| I sit in idleness while to and fro | H |
| About me thy serene grave servants go | H |
| And I am weary of my lonely ease | D2 |
| Better a perilous journey overseas | D2 |
| Away from thee than this the life I lead | U |
| To sit all day in the sunshine like a weed | U |
| That grows to naught I love thee more than they | H |
| Who serve thee most yet serve thee in no way | H |
| Father I beg of thee a little task | E2 |
| To dignify my days 'tis all I ask | E2 |
| Forever but forever this denied | U |
| I perish | F2 |
| Child my father's voice replied | U |
| All things thy fancy hath desired of me | B |
| Thou hast received I have prepared for thee | B |
| Within my house a spacious chamber where | G2 |
| Are delicate things to handle and to wear | G2 |
| And all these things are thine Dost thou love song | C2 |
| My minstrels shall attend thee all day long | C2 |
| Or sigh for flowers My fairest gardens stand | U |
| Open as fields to thee on every hand | U |
| And all thy days this word shall hold the same | M |
| No pleasure shalt thou lack that thou shalt name | M |
| But as for tasks he smiled and shook his head | U |
| Thou hadst thy task and laidst it by he said | U |
Edna St. Vincent Millay
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