Henry Murray Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis

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Henry Murray father of Elenor MurrayA
Willing to tell the coroner MerivalB
All things about himself about his wifeC
All things as well about his daughter touchingD
Her growth and home life if the coronerE
Would hear him privately save on such thingsF
Strictly relating to the inquest wentG
To Coroner Merival's office and thus spokeH
I was born here some sixty years agoI
Was nurtured in these common schools too poorJ
To satisfy a longing for a collegeK
Felt myself gifted with some gifts of mindL
Some fineness of perception thought beganM
By twenty years to gather books and readN
Some history philosophy and scienceO
Had vague ambitions analyzed perhapsP
To learn be wiseQ
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Now if you study meA
Look at my face you'll see some trace of herE
My brow is hers my mouth is hers my eyesQ
Of lighter color are yet hers this wayR
I have of laughing as I saw insideS
The matter deeper cause for laughter hersT
And my jaw hers betokening a willB
Hers too with chin that mitigates the willB
Shading to softness as hers didU
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Our mindsV
Had something too in common first this willB
Which tempted fate to bend it break it tooW
I know not why in her case or in mineX
But when my will is bent I grow moroseY
And when it's broken I become a scourgeZ
To all around me Yes I've visitedA2
A life time's wrath upon my wife This daughterE
When finding will subdued did not give upB2
But took the will for something else went onC2
By ways more prosperous but alas poor meA
I hold on when defeated and lie downD2
When I am beaten growling ruminateE2
Upon my failure think of nothing elseF2
But truth to tell while we two were opposedG2
This daughter and myself while temperamentsH2
Kept us at sword's points while I saw in herE
Traits of myself I liked not also traitsI2
Of the child's mother which I loathe becauseJ2
They have undone me helped at least no lessK2
I see this child as better than myselfL2
And better than her mother so admireM2
Also I never trusted her as a childN2
She would rush in relating lying wondersT
She feigned emotions purposes and moodsO2
She was a little actress from the firstP2
And all her high resolves from first to lastQ2
Seemed but a robe with flowing sleeves in whichR2
Her hands could hide some theft some secret spoilB
When she was fourteen I could see in herE
The passionate nature of her mother wellB
You know a father's feelings when he seesS2
His daughter sensed by youths and lusty menT2
As one of the kind for capture It's a themeU2
A father cannot talk of with his daughterE
He may say have a care or I forbidU
Your strolling riding with these boys at nightV2
But if the daughter stands and eyes the fatherE
As she did me with flaming eyes then goesW2
Her way in secret lies about her waysX2
The father can but wonder watch or broodY2
Or switch her maybe for I switched her onceO
And found it did no good I needed hereZ2
The mother's aid but no her mother sawA3
Herself in the girl and said she knew the girlB
That I was too suspicious out of touchB3
With a young girl's life desire for happinessC3
But when this Alma Bell affair came upB2
And the school principal took pains to sayR
My daughter was too reckless of her nameD3
In strolling and in riding then my wifeC
Howled at me like a tigress whip that manM
And as my daughter cried and my wife screechedE3
And called me coward if I let him goI
I rushed out to the street and finding himF3
Beat up his face though almost dropping deadN
From my exertion Well the aftermathG3
Was worse for me not only by the talkH3
But in my mind who saw no gratitudeY2
In daughter or in mother for my deedI3
The daughter from that day took up a courseJ3
More secret from my eyes more variantK3
From any wish I had We stood apartL3
And grew apart thereafter And from that dayR
My wife grew worse in temper worse in nervesM3
And though the people say she is my slaveN3
That I alone of all who live have conqueredO3
Her spirit still what despotism worksP3
Free of reprisals or of breakings forthQ3
When hands are here not thereR3
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But to returnS3
One takes up something for a livelihoodT3
And dreams he'll leave it later when in timeU3
His plans mature and as he earns and livesV3
With some time for his plans hopes for the dayR
When he may step forth from his olden lifeC
Into a new life made thus graduallyA
I hoped to be a lawyer but to liveW3
I started as a drug clerk look to dayR
I own that little drug store here I amX3
With drugs my years through drugged myself at lastQ2
And as a clerk I met my wife went madY3
About her and I see in ElenorR3
Her mother's gift for making fools of menT2
Why I can scarce explain it it's the fleshZ3
But then it's spirit too Such flaming upB2
As came from flames like ours but more of hersT
Burned in the children Yes it might be wellB
For theorists in heredity to thinkA4
About the matterR3
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Well but how aboutB4
The flames that make the children For this womanC4
Too surely ruined me and sapped my lifeC
You hear much of the vampire but what wifeC
Has not more chance for eating up a manM
She has him daily has him fast for yearsD4
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A man can shake a vampire off but howE4
To shake a wife off when the children comeF4
And you must leave your place your livelihoodT3
To shake her off And if you shake her offG4
Where do you go what do you do and howE4
You see 'twas love that caught me yet even soI
I had resisted love had I not seenH4
A chance to rise through marriage It was thisI4
You know of course my wife was Elenor FoucheJ4
Daughter of Arthur thought to be so richR2
And I had hopes to patch my fortunes upB2
In this alliance and become a lawyerR3
What happened Why they helped me not at allB
The children came and I was chained to workK4
To clothe and feed a family all the whileB
My soul combusted with this aspirationC4
And my good nature went to ashes dampenedL4
By secret tears which filtered through as lyeM4
Then finally when my wife's father diedS
After our marriage twenty years or soI
His fortune came to nothing all she gotN4
Went to that little house we live in hereR3
It needs paint now the porch has rotten boardsO4
And I was forced to see these children learnS3
What public schools could teach and even as IM4
Left school half taught and never went to collegeK
So did these children saving ElenorR3
Who saw two years of college earned herselfL2
By teaching I choke up just wait a minuteP4
What depths of calmness may a man come toW
As father who can think of this and beA
Quiet about his heart His heart will hurtQ4
Move as it were as a worm does with its painR4
And these days now when trembling hands and headN
Foretell decline or worse and make me thinkA4
As face to face with God most earnestlyA
Most eager for the truth I wonder muchB3
If I misjudged this daughter canvass herR3
Myself to see if I had power to doW
A better part by her That is the wayR
This daughter has got in my soul At firstP2
She incubates in me as force unknownS4
A spirit strange yet kindred in my lifeC
And we are hostile and yet drawn togetherR3
But when we're drawn together see and feelB
These oppositions Next she's in my lifeC
The second stage of the fever as dislikeT4
Repugnance and I wish her out of sightV2
Out of my life Then comes these ugly thingsF
Like Alma Bell and rumors from awayR
Where she is teaching and I put her outB4
Of life and thought the more and wonder whyM4
I fathered such a nature whence it cameD3
Well then the fever goes and I am weakU4
Repentant it may be delirious visionsV4
That haunted me in fever plague me yetW4
Even while I think them visions nothing elseF2
So I grow pitiful and blame myselfL2
For any part I had in her mistakesX4
Sorrows and struggles and I curse myselfL2
That I was powerless to help her moreR3
Thus is she like a fever in my lifeC
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Well then the child grows up But as a childN2
She dances laughs and sings At three years springsF
For minutes and for minutes on her toesW2
Like skipping rope clapping her hands the whileB
Her blue eyes twinkling and her milk white teethY4
Glistening as she gurgled shouted laughedZ4
There never was such vital strength I give
The pictures as my memory took them Next
I see her looking side ways at me as if
She studied me avoided me The childN2
Is now ten years of age and now I knowI
She smelled the rats that made the family hearth
A place for scampering the horrors of our home
She thought I brought the rats and kept them thereR3
These rats of bickering anger strife at home
I knew she blamed me for her mother's moodsO2
Who dragged about the kitchen day by dayR
Sad faced and silent So the upshot was
I had two enemies in the house where onceO
I had but one her mother This made worse
The state for both and worse the state for meA
And so it goes Then next there's Alma BellB
The following year my daughter finished upB2
The High School and we sit my wife and IM4
To see the exercises And that summer ElenorR3
Now eighteen and a woman goes aboutB4
I don't know what she does sometimes I seeA
Some young man with her walking But at home
When I come in the mother and the daughterR3
Put pedals on their talk or change the themeU2
I am shut outB4
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And in the fall I learnS3
From some outsider that she's teaching schoolB
And later people laugh and talk to meA
About her feat of cowing certain Czechs
Who broke her discipline in schoolB
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Well thenT2
Two years go on that have no memoryA
Just like sick days in bed when you lie thereR3
And wake and sleep and wait But finallyA
Her mother says To night our ElenorR3
Leaves for Los Angeles And then the motherR3
To hide a sob coughs nervously and leaves
The room where I am for the kitchen IM4
Sit with the evening paper let it fallB
Then hold it up to read again and tryM4
To say to self All right what if she goesW2
The evening meal goes hard for ElenorM4
Shines forth in kindness for me talks and laughs
I choke again She says to me if God
Had meant her for a better youth then God
Had given her a better youth she thanks meA
For making High School possible to herM4
And says all will be well she will earn moneyA
To go to college that she will gain strength
By helping self Just think my friend to hearM4
Such words which in their kindness proved my failureM4
When I had hoped aspired when I had givenC4
My very soul whether I liked this daughterM4
Or liked her not out of a generous hand
Large hearted in its carelessness to give
A daughter of such mind a place in lifeC
And schooling for the place
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The meal was overM4
We stood there silent then her face grew wetW4
With tears as wet as blossoms soaked with rainR4
She took my hand and took her mother's hand
And put our hands together then she saidN
Be friends be friends and hurried from the room
Her mother following I stepped out doors
And stood what seemed a minute entered againT2
Walked to the front room from the window sawA3
Elenor and her mother in the street
The girl was gone How could I follow them
They had not asked me So I stood and sawA3
The canvas telescope her mother carriedI3
They disappeared I went back to my storeM4
Came back at nine o'clock lighted a match
And saw my wife in bed cloths on her eyesQ
She turned her face to the wall and didn't speakU4
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Next morning at the breakfast table sheA
Complaining of a stiff arm said that satchelB
Was weighted down with books my arm is stiff
Elenor took French books to study French
When she can pay a teacher she will learnS3
How to pronounce the words but by herselfL2
She'll learn the grammar how to read She knewW
How words like that would hurtQ4
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I merely saidN
A happy home is better than knowing French
And went off to my storeM4
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But coronerM4
Search for the men in her life When she cameD3
Back from the West after three years I knewW
By look of her eyes that some one filled her lifeC
Had taken her life and body What if IM4
Had failed as father in the way I failed
And what if our home was not home to herM4
She could have married why not If a girlB
Can fascinate the men I know she couldT3
She can have marriage if she wants to marryA
Unless she runs to men already marriedI3
And if she does so don't you make her outB4
As loose and badY3
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Well what is more to tellB
She learned French seemed to know the ways of the world
Knew books knew how to dress gave evidenceO
Of contact with refinements letters cameD3
When she was here at intervals inscribed
In writing of elite ones gifted maybeA
And she was filial and kind to meA
Most kind toward her mother gave us thingsF
At Christmas time But still her way was suchB3
That I as well had been familiar with herM4
As with some formal lady visitingD
She came back here before she went to France
Staid two days with us Once upon the porch
She turned to me and said I wish to honorM4
Mother and you by serving in the warM4
You must rejoice that I can serve you must
But most I wish to honor America
This land of promise of fulfillment tooW
Which proves to all the world that men and womenC4
Are born alike of God at least that riches
And classes formed in pride have neither hearts
Nor minds above the souls of those who workK4
This land that reared me is my dearest love
I go to serve the countryA
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Pardon meA
A man of my age in an hour like thisI4
Must cry a little wait till I can sayR
The last words that she said to meA
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She put
Her arms about me then she said to meA
I am so glad my life and place in lifeC
Were such that I was forced to rise or sinkA4
To strive or fail God has been good to meA
Who gifted me with spirit to aspireM4
I go back to my store now In these daysX2
Last days of course I try to be a husbandL4
Try to be kinder to the mother of ElenorM4
Death is not far off and that makes us thinkA4
We may be over soft or penitent
Forgive where we should hate still being soft
And fade off from the wrongs we brooded onC2
And cease to care life has been badly lived
From first to last But none the less our visionC4
Seems clearer as we end this trivial lifeC
And so I try to be a kinder husbandL4
To Elenor's motherM4
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So spoke Henry MurrayM4
To Merival a stenographer took downD2
His words and they were written out and shownS4
The jury Afterward the mother cameD3
And told her story to the coronerM4
Also reported written out and shownS4
The jury But it happened thus with herM4
She waited in the coroner's outer room
Until her husband told his story thenT2
With eyes upon the floor passing her husbandL4
The two in silence passing as he left
The coroner's office spoke amid her sighsQ
Her breath long drawn at intervals looking downD2
The while she spokeH

Edgar Lee Masters



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