Gottlieb Gerald Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis
Rhyme Scheme: ABCDEFGFHIJKLMNOPQQR IAQSTUVWXANFYRZA2RB2 RRC2D2E2RF2RG2EH2REA ZI2RJ2K2L2M2 HN2O2RP2B2ARRQ2RR2S2 H2T2Q U2TS2LV2W2X2O2RK2H2Y 2Z2YX2RA3RB3 EEE2C3D3ERL2TRE3E2KE 2F3 YEG3P2O2O2AERH3AD2 I3AJ3B2EB2E2EU2RRALR M2RDE2EE2D3LLEILEK3H 2H2ZR D3RL3RM3VERRRERD3N3O 3P3Q3W2R3EAAQ S3VJ2B2T3AR2RL2ARU3V 3REP3TRIW3REX3AE EY3VM2V2RAD2X2Z3Z3RA U2EEE2LA4RGU3B4EA4C4 D4LEEED2E4RH2AN3U2J2 AW2F4RRC2RS2G4RP2LIG 3H4I4 J4AVK4RG4 V2D2ARO2B2RETU3U3I knew her why of course And you want me | A |
What can I say I don't know how she died | B |
I know what people say But if you want | C |
To hear about her as I knew the girl | D |
Sit down a minute Wait a customer | E |
It was a fellow with a bill these fellows | F |
Who come for money make me smile Good God | G |
Where shall I get the money when pianos | F |
Such as I make are devilish hard to sell | H |
Now listen to this tune Dumm dumm dumm dumm | I |
How's that for quality sweet clear and pure | J |
Now listen to these chords I take from Bach | K |
Oh no I never played much just for self | L |
Well you might say my passion for this work | M |
Is due to this I pick the wire strings | N |
The spruce boards and all that for instruments | O |
That suit my ear at last When I have built | P |
A piano then I sit and play upon it | Q |
And find forgetfulness and rapture through it | Q |
And well I need forgetfulness for the bills | R |
Are never paid collectors always come | I |
I keep a little lawyer almost busy | A |
Lest some one get a judgment levy a writ | Q |
Upon my prizes here this one in chief | S |
Oh well I pay at last I always pay | T |
But I must have my time And in the days | U |
When these collectors swarm too much I find | V |
Oblivion in music run my hands | W |
Over the keys I've tuned I wish I had | X |
Some life of Cristofori just to see | A |
If he was dodging bills when tuning strings | N |
Perhaps that Silberman who made pianos | F |
For Frederick the Great had money enough | Y |
And needed no oblivion from bills | R |
You see I'm getting old now sixty eight | Z |
And this I say that life is far too short | A2 |
For man to use his conquests and his wisdoms | R |
This spirit mind is a machine piano | B2 |
And has its laws of harmony and use | R |
Well it seems funny that a man just learns | R |
The secrets of his being how to love | C2 |
How to forget what to select what life | D2 |
Is natural to him and only living | E2 |
According to one's nature is increase | R |
All else is waste when wind blows on your back | F2 |
Just as I sit sometimes when these collectors | R |
Come in on me and so you find it's Death | G2 |
Who levies on your life no little lawyer | E |
Can keep him off with stays of execution | H2 |
Or supersedeas I think it is | R |
Well as I said a man must live his nature | E |
And dump the rules this Christianity | A |
Makes people wear steel corsets to grow straight | Z |
And they don't grow so for they scarcely breathe | I2 |
They're laced so tight and all their vital organs | R |
Are piled up and repressed until they groan | J2 |
Then what They lace up tighter till the blood | K2 |
Stops in the veins and numbness comes upon them | L2 |
Oblivion it may be but give me music | M2 |
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Oh yes this girl Elenor Murray well | H |
This talk about her home is half and half | N2 |
Part true part false Her daddy nips a little | O2 |
Has always done so Like myself the bills | R |
Have always deviled him But just the same | P2 |
That home was not so bad Some years ago | B2 |
She was a little girl of thirteen maybe | A |
Her father rented one of my pianos | R |
For Elenor to learn on and of course | R |
The rent was always back I didn't care | Q2 |
Except for my collectors and besides | R |
She was so nice So music hungry practiced | R2 |
So hard to learn I used to let the rent | S2 |
Run just as long as I could let it run | H2 |
And even then I used to feel ashamed | T2 |
To ask her father for it | Q |
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As I said | U2 |
She was thirteen and one Thanksgiving day | T |
They asked me there to dinner and I went | S2 |
Brushed off my other coat and shaved myself | L |
I looked all right my shoes were polished too | V2 |
You'd never think I polished them to look | W2 |
At these to day And now I tell you what | X2 |
I saw myself nice linen on the table | O2 |
And pretty silver plated I suppose | R |
Good glass ware and a dinner that was splendid | K2 |
Wine made from wild grapes spiced with cinnamon | H2 |
It had a kick too And the home was furnished | Y2 |
Like what you'd think good carpets chairs a lounge | Z2 |
Some pictures on the wall all good enough | Y |
And this girl was as lively as a cricket | X2 |
She was the liveliest thing I ever saw | R |
And that's what ailed her if you want my word | A3 |
She had more life than she knew how to use | R |
And had not learned her own machine | B3 |
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And after | E |
We had the dinner we came in the parlor | E |
And then her mother asked her to play something | E2 |
And she sat down and played tra la tra la | C3 |
One of these waltzes I remember now | D3 |
As pretty as these verses in the paper | E |
On love or something sentimental Yes | R |
She played it well For I had rented them | L2 |
One of my pets They asked me then to play | T |
And I tried out some Bach and other things | R |
And improvised And Elenor stood by | E3 |
And asked what's that when I was improvising | E2 |
I laughed and said Sonata of Starved Rock | K |
Or Deer Park Glen in Winter anything | E2 |
She looked at me with eyes as big as that | F3 |
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Well as I said the home was good enough | Y |
Still like myself with these collectors Elenor | E |
Was bothered drawn aside and scratched no doubt | G3 |
From walking through the briars Just the same | P2 |
The trouble with her life if it was trouble | O2 |
And no musician would regard it trouble | O2 |
The trouble was her nature strove to be | A |
All fire and subtilize to the essence of fire | E |
Which was her nature's law and Nature's law | R |
The only normal law as I have found | H3 |
For so Canudo says as I read lately | A |
Who gave me words for what I knew from life | D2 |
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Now if you want my theories I go on | I3 |
You do All right What was this Elenor Murray | A |
She was the lover do you understand | J3 |
She had her lovers maybe I don't know | B2 |
That's not the point with lovers any more | E |
Than it's the point to have pianos no | B2 |
Lovers pianos are the self same thing | E2 |
Instruments for the soul the source of fire | E |
The crucible for flames that turn from red | U2 |
To blue then white then fierce transparencies | R |
Then if the lover be not known by lovers | R |
How is she known Why think of Elenor Murray | A |
Who tries all things and educates herself | L |
Goes traveling would sing and play becomes | R |
A member of a church with ritual music | M2 |
Incense and color things that steal the senses | R |
And bring oblivion Don't you see the girl | D |
Moving her soul to find her soul and passing | E2 |
Through loves and hatreds seeking everywhere | E |
Herself she loved in others agonizing | E2 |
For hate of father so they tell me now | D3 |
But first because she hated in herself | L |
What lineaments of her father she saw in self | L |
And all the while I think she strove to conquer | E |
This hatred every hatred sensing freedom | I |
For her own soul through liberating self | L |
From hatreds So you see how someone near | E |
Repugnant disesteemed may furnish strength | K3 |
And vision too by gazing on that one | H2 |
From day to day not to be like that one | H2 |
And so our hatreds help us those we hate | Z |
Become our saviors | R |
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Here's the problem now | D3 |
In finding self the soul it's with ourselves | R |
Within ourselves throughout the ticklish quest | L3 |
From first to last and lovers and pianos | R |
Are instruments of salvation yet they take | M3 |
The self but to the self and say now find | V |
Explore and know And then as all before | E |
The problem is how much of mind to use | R |
How much of instinct phototropic sense | R |
That turns instinctively to light green worms | R |
More plant than animal are eyes all over | E |
Because their bodies know the light no eyes | R |
Where sight is centralized I've found it now | D3 |
What is the intellect but eyes where sight | N3 |
Is gathered in two spheres The more they're used | O3 |
The darker is the body of the soul | P3 |
Now to digress that's why the Germans lost | Q3 |
They used the intellect too much they took | W2 |
The sea of life and tried to dam it in | R3 |
Or use it for canals or water power | E |
Or make a card case system of it maybe | A |
To keep collectors off have all run smoothly | A |
And make a sure thing of it | Q |
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To return | S3 |
How much did Elenor Murray use her mind | V |
How much her instincts leave herself alone | J2 |
Let nature have its way I think I know | B2 |
But first you have the artist soul and next | T3 |
The soul half artist prisoned usually | A |
In limitations where the soul half artist | R2 |
Between depressions and discouragements | R |
Rises in hope and knocks Why I can tell them | L2 |
The moment they touch keys or talk to me | A |
I hear their knuckles knocking on the walls | R |
Insuperable partitions made of wood | U3 |
When seeking tones or words they have the hint | V3 |
But cannot open manifest themselves | R |
So was it with this girl she was all lover | E |
Half artist what a torture for a soul | P3 |
And what escape for her She could not play | T |
Had never played no matter what the chance | R |
I think there is no curse like being dumb | I |
When every waking moment every dream | W3 |
Keeps crying to speak out This is her case | R |
The girl was dumb like that dumb woman here | E |
Whose dress caught fire and in the dining room | X3 |
Was burned to death while all her family | A |
Were in the house to whom she could not cry | E |
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You asked about her going to the war | E |
Her sacrifice in that and if I think | Y3 |
She found expression there yes of a kind | V |
But not the kind she hungered for not music | M2 |
She found adventure there excitement too | V2 |
That uses up the soul's power takes the place | R |
Of better self expression But you see | A |
I do not think self immolation life | D2 |
I know it to be death Now look a minute | X2 |
Why did she join the church why to forget | Z3 |
Why did she go to war why to forget | Z3 |
And at the last this thing called sacrifice | R |
Rose up with meaning in her eyes You see | A |
They tell around here now she often said | U2 |
I'm going to the war to be swept under | E |
Now comes your Christian idea Let me die | E |
But die in service of the race in giving | E2 |
I waste myself for others give myself | L |
Let God take notice and reward the gift | A4 |
This is the failure's recourse often times | R |
A prodigal flinging of the self let God | G |
Find what He can of good or find all good | U3 |
I have abandoned all control all thought | B4 |
Of finding my soul otherwise if here | E |
I find my soul a doubt that makes the gift | A4 |
Not less abandoned | C4 |
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This is foolish talk | D4 |
I know you think I think it is myself | L |
At least in part I know I'm right however | E |
In guessing off the reason of her failure | E |
If failure it is But pshaw why talk of failure | E |
About a woman born to live the life | D2 |
She lived which could not have been different | E4 |
Much different under any circumstance | R |
She might have married had a home and children | H2 |
What of it As it is she makes a story | A |
A flute sound in our symphony all right | N3 |
And I confess in spite of all I've said | U2 |
The profit the success may not be known | J2 |
To any but one's self Now look at me | A |
By all accounts I am a failure look | W2 |
For forty years just making poor ends meet | F4 |
My love all spent in making good pianos | R |
I thrill all over picking spruce and wires | R |
And putting them together all my love | C2 |
Gone into this no head at all for business | R |
I keep no books they cheat me out of rent | S2 |
I don't know how to sell pianos when | G4 |
I sell one I have trouble oftentimes | R |
In getting pay for it But just the same | P2 |
I sit here with myself I know myself | L |
I've found myself and when collectors come | I |
I can say come to morrow turn about | G3 |
And run the scale or improvise and smile | H4 |
Forget the world | I4 |
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The three arose and left | J4 |
Llewellyn George said That's a rarity | A |
That man is like a precious flower you find | V |
Way off among the weeds and rocky soil | K4 |
Grown from a seed blown out of paradise | R |
I want to call again | G4 |
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So thus they knew | V2 |
This much of Elenor Murray's music life | D2 |
But on a day a party talk at tea | A |
Of Elenor Murray and her singing voice | R |
And how she tried to train it just a riffle | O2 |
Which passed unknown of Merival For you know | B2 |
Your name may come up in a thousand places | R |
At earth's ends though you live and do not die | E |
And make a great sensation for a day | T |
And all unknown to Merival for good | U3 |
This talk of Lilli Alm and Ludwig Haibt | U3 |
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