Gottlieb Gerald Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis

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I knew her why of course And you want meA
What can I say I don't know how she diedB
I know what people say But if you wantC
To hear about her as I knew the girlD
Sit down a minute Wait a customerE
It was a fellow with a bill these fellowsF
Who come for money make me smile Good GodG
Where shall I get the money when pianosF
Such as I make are devilish hard to sellH
Now listen to this tune Dumm dumm dumm dummI
How's that for quality sweet clear and pureJ
Now listen to these chords I take from BachK
Oh no I never played much just for selfL
Well you might say my passion for this workM
Is due to this I pick the wire stringsN
The spruce boards and all that for instrumentsO
That suit my ear at last When I have builtP
A piano then I sit and play upon itQ
And find forgetfulness and rapture through itQ
And well I need forgetfulness for the billsR
Are never paid collectors always comeI
I keep a little lawyer almost busyA
Lest some one get a judgment levy a writQ
Upon my prizes here this one in chiefS
Oh well I pay at last I always payT
But I must have my time And in the daysU
When these collectors swarm too much I findV
Oblivion in music run my handsW
Over the keys I've tuned I wish I hadX
Some life of Cristofori just to seeA
If he was dodging bills when tuning stringsN
Perhaps that Silberman who made pianosF
For Frederick the Great had money enoughY
And needed no oblivion from billsR
You see I'm getting old now sixty eightZ
And this I say that life is far too shortA2
For man to use his conquests and his wisdomsR
This spirit mind is a machine pianoB2
And has its laws of harmony and useR
Well it seems funny that a man just learnsR
The secrets of his being how to loveC2
How to forget what to select what lifeD2
Is natural to him and only livingE2
According to one's nature is increaseR
All else is waste when wind blows on your backF2
Just as I sit sometimes when these collectorsR
Come in on me and so you find it's DeathG2
Who levies on your life no little lawyerE
Can keep him off with stays of executionH2
Or supersedeas I think it isR
Well as I said a man must live his natureE
And dump the rules this ChristianityA
Makes people wear steel corsets to grow straightZ
And they don't grow so for they scarcely breatheI2
They're laced so tight and all their vital organsR
Are piled up and repressed until they groanJ2
Then what They lace up tighter till the bloodK2
Stops in the veins and numbness comes upon themL2
Oblivion it may be but give me musicM2
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Oh yes this girl Elenor Murray wellH
This talk about her home is half and halfN2
Part true part false Her daddy nips a littleO2
Has always done so Like myself the billsR
Have always deviled him But just the sameP2
That home was not so bad Some years agoB2
She was a little girl of thirteen maybeA
Her father rented one of my pianosR
For Elenor to learn on and of courseR
The rent was always back I didn't careQ2
Except for my collectors and besidesR
She was so nice So music hungry practicedR2
So hard to learn I used to let the rentS2
Run just as long as I could let it runH2
And even then I used to feel ashamedT2
To ask her father for itQ
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As I saidU2
She was thirteen and one Thanksgiving dayT
They asked me there to dinner and I wentS2
Brushed off my other coat and shaved myselfL
I looked all right my shoes were polished tooV2
You'd never think I polished them to lookW2
At these to day And now I tell you whatX2
I saw myself nice linen on the tableO2
And pretty silver plated I supposeR
Good glass ware and a dinner that was splendidK2
Wine made from wild grapes spiced with cinnamonH2
It had a kick too And the home was furnishedY2
Like what you'd think good carpets chairs a loungeZ2
Some pictures on the wall all good enoughY
And this girl was as lively as a cricketX2
She was the liveliest thing I ever sawR
And that's what ailed her if you want my wordA3
She had more life than she knew how to useR
And had not learned her own machineB3
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And afterE
We had the dinner we came in the parlorE
And then her mother asked her to play somethingE2
And she sat down and played tra la tra laC3
One of these waltzes I remember nowD3
As pretty as these verses in the paperE
On love or something sentimental YesR
She played it well For I had rented themL2
One of my pets They asked me then to playT
And I tried out some Bach and other thingsR
And improvised And Elenor stood byE3
And asked what's that when I was improvisingE2
I laughed and said Sonata of Starved RockK
Or Deer Park Glen in Winter anythingE2
She looked at me with eyes as big as thatF3
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Well as I said the home was good enoughY
Still like myself with these collectors ElenorE
Was bothered drawn aside and scratched no doubtG3
From walking through the briars Just the sameP2
The trouble with her life if it was troubleO2
And no musician would regard it troubleO2
The trouble was her nature strove to beA
All fire and subtilize to the essence of fireE
Which was her nature's law and Nature's lawR
The only normal law as I have foundH3
For so Canudo says as I read latelyA
Who gave me words for what I knew from lifeD2
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Now if you want my theories I go onI3
You do All right What was this Elenor MurrayA
She was the lover do you understandJ3
She had her lovers maybe I don't knowB2
That's not the point with lovers any moreE
Than it's the point to have pianos noB2
Lovers pianos are the self same thingE2
Instruments for the soul the source of fireE
The crucible for flames that turn from redU2
To blue then white then fierce transparenciesR
Then if the lover be not known by loversR
How is she known Why think of Elenor MurrayA
Who tries all things and educates herselfL
Goes traveling would sing and play becomesR
A member of a church with ritual musicM2
Incense and color things that steal the sensesR
And bring oblivion Don't you see the girlD
Moving her soul to find her soul and passingE2
Through loves and hatreds seeking everywhereE
Herself she loved in others agonizingE2
For hate of father so they tell me nowD3
But first because she hated in herselfL
What lineaments of her father she saw in selfL
And all the while I think she strove to conquerE
This hatred every hatred sensing freedomI
For her own soul through liberating selfL
From hatreds So you see how someone nearE
Repugnant disesteemed may furnish strengthK3
And vision too by gazing on that oneH2
From day to day not to be like that oneH2
And so our hatreds help us those we hateZ
Become our saviorsR
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Here's the problem nowD3
In finding self the soul it's with ourselvesR
Within ourselves throughout the ticklish questL3
From first to last and lovers and pianosR
Are instruments of salvation yet they takeM3
The self but to the self and say now findV
Explore and know And then as all beforeE
The problem is how much of mind to useR
How much of instinct phototropic senseR
That turns instinctively to light green wormsR
More plant than animal are eyes all overE
Because their bodies know the light no eyesR
Where sight is centralized I've found it nowD3
What is the intellect but eyes where sightN3
Is gathered in two spheres The more they're usedO3
The darker is the body of the soulP3
Now to digress that's why the Germans lostQ3
They used the intellect too much they tookW2
The sea of life and tried to dam it inR3
Or use it for canals or water powerE
Or make a card case system of it maybeA
To keep collectors off have all run smoothlyA
And make a sure thing of itQ
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To returnS3
How much did Elenor Murray use her mindV
How much her instincts leave herself aloneJ2
Let nature have its way I think I knowB2
But first you have the artist soul and nextT3
The soul half artist prisoned usuallyA
In limitations where the soul half artistR2
Between depressions and discouragementsR
Rises in hope and knocks Why I can tell themL2
The moment they touch keys or talk to meA
I hear their knuckles knocking on the wallsR
Insuperable partitions made of woodU3
When seeking tones or words they have the hintV3
But cannot open manifest themselvesR
So was it with this girl she was all loverE
Half artist what a torture for a soulP3
And what escape for her She could not playT
Had never played no matter what the chanceR
I think there is no curse like being dumbI
When every waking moment every dreamW3
Keeps crying to speak out This is her caseR
The girl was dumb like that dumb woman hereE
Whose dress caught fire and in the dining roomX3
Was burned to death while all her familyA
Were in the house to whom she could not cryE
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You asked about her going to the warE
Her sacrifice in that and if I thinkY3
She found expression there yes of a kindV
But not the kind she hungered for not musicM2
She found adventure there excitement tooV2
That uses up the soul's power takes the placeR
Of better self expression But you seeA
I do not think self immolation lifeD2
I know it to be death Now look a minuteX2
Why did she join the church why to forgetZ3
Why did she go to war why to forgetZ3
And at the last this thing called sacrificeR
Rose up with meaning in her eyes You seeA
They tell around here now she often saidU2
I'm going to the war to be swept underE
Now comes your Christian idea Let me dieE
But die in service of the race in givingE2
I waste myself for others give myselfL
Let God take notice and reward the giftA4
This is the failure's recourse often timesR
A prodigal flinging of the self let GodG
Find what He can of good or find all goodU3
I have abandoned all control all thoughtB4
Of finding my soul otherwise if hereE
I find my soul a doubt that makes the giftA4
Not less abandonedC4
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This is foolish talkD4
I know you think I think it is myselfL
At least in part I know I'm right howeverE
In guessing off the reason of her failureE
If failure it is But pshaw why talk of failureE
About a woman born to live the lifeD2
She lived which could not have been differentE4
Much different under any circumstanceR
She might have married had a home and childrenH2
What of it As it is she makes a storyA
A flute sound in our symphony all rightN3
And I confess in spite of all I've saidU2
The profit the success may not be knownJ2
To any but one's self Now look at meA
By all accounts I am a failure lookW2
For forty years just making poor ends meetF4
My love all spent in making good pianosR
I thrill all over picking spruce and wiresR
And putting them together all my loveC2
Gone into this no head at all for businessR
I keep no books they cheat me out of rentS2
I don't know how to sell pianos whenG4
I sell one I have trouble oftentimesR
In getting pay for it But just the sameP2
I sit here with myself I know myselfL
I've found myself and when collectors comeI
I can say come to morrow turn aboutG3
And run the scale or improvise and smileH4
Forget the worldI4
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The three arose and leftJ4
Llewellyn George said That's a rarityA
That man is like a precious flower you findV
Way off among the weeds and rocky soilK4
Grown from a seed blown out of paradiseR
I want to call againG4
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So thus they knewV2
This much of Elenor Murray's music lifeD2
But on a day a party talk at teaA
Of Elenor Murray and her singing voiceR
And how she tried to train it just a riffleO2
Which passed unknown of Merival For you knowB2
Your name may come up in a thousand placesR
At earth's ends though you live and do not dieE
And make a great sensation for a dayT
And all unknown to Merival for goodU3
This talk of Lilli Alm and Ludwig HaibtU3

Edgar Lee Masters



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