The House Of Dust: Part 03: 10: Letter Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis

Rhyme Scheme: ABCD CCEFCGCC HCCIJKLMN COMPQRRLKSKCS CBTUVWXYZCA2MB2 CDJCC2D2CMM CLE2MCGCIIF2PG2UMG2C H2I2MDJ2K2L2M2N2 O2OCE2CP2ACCQ2CR2IIR DDL L2S2DDG2T2CU2V2DMW2F X2DR CG2DCDY2PCKCHK2CMCLA 2Z2 A3LCCDB3RPS2S2DMDDCP D

From time to time lifting his eyes he seesA
The soft blue starlight through the one small windowB
The moon above black trees and clouds and Venus mdashC
And turns to write The clock behind ticks softlyD
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It is so long indeed since I have written mdashC
Two years almost your last is turning yellow mdashC
That these first words I write seem cold and strangeE
Are you the man I knew or have you alteredF
Altered of course mdash just as I too have altered mdashC
And whether towards each other or more apartG
We cannot say I've just re read your letter mdashC
Not through forgetfulness but more for pleasure mdashC
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Pondering much on all you say in itH
Of mystic consciousness mdash divine conversion mdashC
The sense of oneness with the infinite mdashC
Faith in the world its beauty and its purposeI
Well you believe one must have faith in some sortJ
If one's to talk through this dark world contentedK
But is the world so dark Or is it ratherL
Our own brute minds mdash in which we hurry tremblingM
Through streets as yet unlighted This I thinkN
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You have been always let me say romantic mdashC
Eager for color for beauty soon discontentedO
With a world of dust and stones and flesh too ailingM
Even before the question grew to problemP
And drove you bickering into metaphysicsQ
You met on lower planes the same great dragonR
Seeking release some fleeting satisfactionR
In strange aesthetics You tried as I rememberL
One after one strange cults and some too morbidK
The cruder first more violent sensationsS
Gorgeously carnal things conceived and actedK
With splendid animal thirst Then by degrees mdashC
Savoring all more delicate gradationsS
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In all that hue and tone may play on fleshC
Or thought on brain mdash you passed if I may say soB
From red and scarlet through morbid greens to mauveT
Let us regard ourselves you used to sayU
As instruments of music whereon our livesV
Will play as we desire and let us yieldW
These subtle bodies and subtler brains and nervesX
To all experience plays And so you wentY
From subtle tune to subtler each heard onceZ
Twice or thrice at the most tiring of eachC
And closing one by one your doors drew inA2
Slowly through darkening labyrinths of feelingM
Towards the central chamber Which now you've reachedB2
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What then's the secret of this ultimate chamber mdashC
Or innermost rather If I see it clearlyD
It is the last and cunningest resortJ
Of one who has found this world of dust and flesh mdashC
This world of lamentations death injusticeC2
Sickness humiliation slow defeatD2
Bareness and ugliness and iteration mdashC
Too meaningless or if it has a meaningM
Too tiresomely insistent on one meaningM
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Futility This world I hear you saying mdashC
With lifted chin and arm in outflung gestureL
Coldly imperious mdash this transient worldE2
What has it then to give if not containingM
Deep hints of nobler worlds We know its beauties mdashC
Momentary and trivial for the most partG
Perceived through flesh passing like flesh away mdashC
And know how much outweighed they are by darknessI
We are like searchers in a house of darknessI
A house of dust we creep with little lanternsF2
Throwing our tremulous arcs of light at randomP
Now here now there seeing a plane an angleG2
An edge a curve a wall a broken stairwayU
Leading to who knows what but never seeingM
The whole at once We grope our way a littleG2
And then grow tired No matter what we touchC
Dust is the answer mdash dust dust everywhereH2
If this were all mdash what were the use you askI2
But this is not for why should we be seekingM
Why should we bring this need to seek for beautyD
To lift our minds if there were only dustJ2
This is the central chamber you have come toK2
Turning your back to the world until you cameL2
To this deep room and looked through rose stained windowsM2
And saw the hues of the world so sweetly changedN2
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Well in a measure so only do we allO2
I am not sure that you can be refutedO
At the very last we all put faith in something mdashC
You in this ghost that animates your worldE2
This ethical ghost mdash and I you'll say in reason mdashC
Or sensuous beauty mdash or in my secret selfP2
Though as for that you put your faith in theseA
As much as I do mdash and then forsaking reason mdashC
Ascending you would say to intuition mdashC
You predicate this ghost of yours as wellQ2
Of course you might have argued mdash and you should have mdashC
That no such deep appearance of designR2
Could shape our world without entailing purposeI
For can design exist without a purposeI
Without conceiving mind We are like childrenR
Who find upon the sands beside a seaD
Strange patterns drawn mdash circles arcs ellipsesD
Moulded in sand Who put them there we wonderL
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Did someone draw them here before we cameL2
Or was it just the sea mdash We pore upon themS2
But find no answer mdash only suppositionsD
And if these perfect shapes are evidenceD
Of immanent mind it is but circumstantialG2
We never come upon him at his workT2
He never troubles us He stands aloof mdashC
Well if he stands at all is not concernedU2
With what we are or do You if you likeV2
May think he broods upon us loves us hates usD
Conceives some purpose of us In so doingM
You see without much reason will in lawW2
I am content to say 'this world is orderedF
Happily so for us by accidentX2
We go our ways untroubled save by lawsD
Of natural things ' Who makes the more assumptionR
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If we were wise mdash which God knows we are not mdashC
Notice I call on God we'd plumb this riddleG2
Not in the world we see but in ourselvesD
These brains of ours mdash these delicate spinal clusters mdashC
Have limits why not learn them learn their cravingsD
Which of the two minds yours or mine is soundY2
Yours which scorned the world that gave it freedomP
Until you managed to see that world as omen mdashC
Or mine which likes the world takes all for grantedK
Sorrow as much as joy and death as life mdashC
You lean on dreams and take more credit for itH
I stand alone Well I take credit tooK2
You find your pleasure in being at one with all things mdashC
Fusing in lambent dream rising and fallingM
As all things rise and fall I do that too mdashC
With reservations I find more varied pleasureL
In understanding and so find beauty evenA2
In this strange dream of yours you call the truthZ2
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Well I have bored you And it's growing lateA3
For household news mdash what have you heard I wonderL
You must have heard that Paul was dead by this time mdashC
Of spinal cancer Nothing could be done mdashC
We found it out too late His death has changed meD
Deflected much of me that lived as he livedB3
Saddened me slowed me down Such things will happenR
Life is composed of them and it seems wisdomP
To see them clearly meditate upon themS2
And understand what things flow out of themS2
Otherwise all goes on here much as alwaysD
Why won't you come and see us in the springM
And bring old times with you mdash If you could see meD
Sitting here by the window watching VenusD
Go down behind my neighbor's poplar branches mdashC
Just where you used to sit mdash I'm sure you'd comeP
This year they say the springtime will be earlyD

Conrad Potter Aiken



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