I made myself believe in you
To believe in spaces that don't exist
Because I refuse to feel it burn
Only to see it fade away again.

The fantasy freed me from the pain
It freed me from relying on reality
From come what may's and what if's
From taking chances and making promises.

The world I created with you in it
Is a world where I know you breath
And in that world, you'll reach for me
And I wont have to think I'm lonely.

This is the perfect fantasy I wanted to live
Knowing you're unreal, the less painful it gets
There will be no need for me to escape
To ease the burden of hurting myself.

I will continue to believe in this fantasy
And in this world you will remain
And in my everyday, I shall feel you burn
Cause you were meant to fade away from me.