I'M TIRED
My life, a big mess,
I want to give up,
But I still want to fight,
It's difficult, it's painful, I'm scared, I'm lost,
What if I fail?
What can I do?
I wasn't made for this,
I'm tired of being isolated,
I'm tired of being sad,
I'm so tired!
My confidence has faded,
I don't know myself anymore,
This is not how I use to be,
This is not me.
They tell me "let it go"
You have potential, activate it, work on it, follow your dreams,
But I'm tired,
I'm tired of getting my hopes up,
I'm tired of being dismayed,
Don't ask for reasons,
I just quit trying and expecting.
I'm tired of reminiscing,
Reminiscing how I use to be happy,
I'm tired of the accusations,
Accusations I put on myself every day,
I'm tired of pretending,
When all I want to do is cry,
I'm tired of crying,
I'm tired of feeling worthless.
I'm tired of hiding,
Hiding who I really am,
I'm tired of smiling,
When my smile is not real,
I'm tired of being scared,
When all I want is to be safe,
I'm tired of being tired.
Please let me walk away for a while,
When I do return,
I might return with a smile.
I'm Tired
Bah Ibn Mohammad
(C) All Rights Reserved. Poem Submitted on 04/28/2020
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Poem topics: away, happy, life, lost, sad, walk, work, fight, real, difficult, follow, Valentine's Day, potential, smile, I love you, I miss you, return, tired, Print This Poem , Rhyme Scheme
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Sandy T. : I finally have found my thoughts and feelings in one poem. You summoned it up. Most of the time the poems or quotes have some words that don't match my feelings exactly but your poem is what I think and who I am. Thanks. Great writing.
Taulesulu Paeaso Mutimuti: such a great poem.. I always read this poem because its like you wrote it in my imagination, because the stanzas is truly happens in my life ...
Anyway such a lovely poem
Thank You
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