Fragments Of The Mystery Of The Fall 1 Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis
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Adam and Eve | B |
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Adam Since that last evening we have fallen indeed | C |
Yes we have fallen my Eve O yes | D |
One two and three and four the Appetite | E |
The Enjoyment the aftervoid the thinking of it | F |
Specially the latter two most specially the last | G |
There in synopsis see you have it all | H |
Come let us go and work | I |
Is it not enough | J |
What is there three four five | K |
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Eve Oh guilt guilt guilt | L |
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Adam Be comforted muddle not your soul with doubt | M |
'Tis done it was to be done if indeed | C |
Other way than this there was I cannot say | N |
This was one way and a way was needs to be found | O |
That which we were we could no more remain | P |
Than in the moist provocative vernal mould | Q |
A seed its suckers close and rest a seed | C |
We were to grow Necessity on us lay | N |
This way or that to move necessity too | R |
Not to be over careful this or that | S |
So only move we should | T |
Come my wife | U |
We were to grow and grow I think we may | N |
And yet bear goodly fruit | V |
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Eve Oh guilt oh guilt | L |
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Adam You weary me with your 'Oh guilt oh guilt ' | - |
Peace to the senseless iteration What | W |
Because I plucked an apple from a twig | X |
Be damned to death eterne parted from Good | T |
Enchained to Ill No by the God of gods | Y |
No by the living will within my breast | Z |
It cannot be and shall not and if this | A2 |
This guilt of your distracted fantasy | B2 |
Be our experiment's sum thank God for guilt | L |
Which makes me free | B2 |
But thou poor wife poor mother shall I say | N |
Big with the first maternity of man | C2 |
Draw'st from thy teeming womb thick fancies fond | D2 |
That with confusion mix thy delicate brain | P |
Fondest of which and cloudiest call the dream | E2 |
Yea my beloved hear me it is a dream | E2 |
Of the serpent and the apple and the curse | F2 |
Fondest of dreams and cloudiest of clouds | G2 |
Well I remember in our marriage bower | H2 |
How in the dewiest balminess of rest | Z |
Inarm d as we lay sudden at once | I2 |
Up from my side you started screaming 'Guilt ' | - |
And 'Lost lost lost ' I on my elbow rose | J2 |
And rubbed unwilling eyes and cried 'Eve Eve | B |
My love my wife ' and knit anew the embrace | K2 |
And drew thee to me close and calmed thy fear | L2 |
And wooed thee back to sleep In vain for soon | M2 |
I felt thee gone and opening widest eyes | N2 |
Beheld thee kneeling on the turf hands now | O2 |
Clenched and uplifted high now vainly outspread | Z |
To hide a burning face and streaming eyes | N2 |
And pale small lips that muttered faintly 'Death ' | - |
And thou would'st fain depart thou said'st the place | K2 |
Was for the like of us too good we left | Z |
The pleasant woodland shades and passed abroad | Z |
Into this naked Champaign glorious soil | P2 |
For digging and for delving but indeed | Z |
Until I killed a beast or two and spread | Z |
Skins upon sticks to make our palace here | Q2 |
A residence sadly exposed to wind and rain | P |
But I in all submit to you and then | R2 |
I turned out too and trudged a furlong's space | K2 |
Till you fell tired and fain would wait for morn | S2 |
So as our nightly journey we began | C2 |
Because the autumnal fruitage that had fallen | T2 |
From trees whereunder we had slept lay thick | U2 |
And we had eaten overnight and seen | V2 |
And saw again by starlight when you woke me | B2 |
A sly and harmless snake glide by our couch | W2 |
And because some few hours before a lamb | X2 |
Fell from a rock and broke its neck and I | A |
Had answered to your wonder that 'twas dead | Z |
Forsooth the molten lava of your fright | Z |
Forth from your brain its crater hurrying down | Y2 |
Took the chance mould the vapour blowing by | A |
Caught and reflected back some random shapes | Z2 |
A vague and queasy dream was obstinate | Z |
In waking thoughts to find itself renewed | Z |
And to the mighty Mythus of the Fall | H |
Nay smile with me sweet mother | H2 |
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Eve Guilt oh guilt | Z |
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Adam Peace woman peace I go | A3 |
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Eve Nay Adam nay | N |
Hear me I am not dreaming am not crazed | Z |
Did not yourself confess that we are changed | Z |
Do not you too | Z |
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Adam Do not I too Well well | B3 |
Listen I too when homeward weary of toil | P2 |
Through the dark night I have wandered in rain and wind | Z |
Bewildered haply scared I too have lost heart | Z |
And deemed all space with angry power replete | Z |
Angry almighty and panic stricken have cried | Z |
'What have I done ' 'What wilt thou do to me ' | - |
Or with the coward's 'No I did not I will not ' | - |
Belied my own soul's self I too have heard | Z |
And listened too to a voice that in my ear | Q2 |
Hissed the temptation to curse God or worse | F2 |
And yet more frequent curse myself and die | A |
Until in fine I have begun to half believe | B |
Your dream my dream too and the dream of both | C3 |
No dream but dread reality have shared | Z |
Your fright e'en so share thou sweet life my hope | D3 |
I too again when weeds with growth perverse | F2 |
Have choked my corn and marred a season's toil | P2 |
Have deemed I heard in heaven abroad a cry | A |
'Cursed is the ground for thy sake thou art cursed ' | - |
But oftener far and stronger also far | E3 |
In consonance with all things out and in | F3 |
I hear a voice more searching bid me 'On | F3 |
On on it is the folly of the child | Z |
To choose his path and straightway think it wrong | G3 |
And turn right back and lie on the ground to weep | H3 |
Forward go conquer work and live 'Withal | P2 |
A word comes half command half prophecy | B2 |
Forgetting things behind thee onward press | D |
Unto the mark of your high calling ' Yea | N |
And voices too in woods and flowery fields | I3 |
Speak confidence from budding banks and boughs | J3 |
And tell me 'Live and grow ' and say 'Look still | P2 |
Upward spread outward trust be patient live ' | - |
Therefore if weakness bid me curse and die | A |
I answer No I will not curse myself | K3 |
Nor aught beside I shall not die but live | K |
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Eve Ah me alas alas | L3 |
More dismally in my face stares the doubt | Z |
More heavily on my heart weighs the world | Z |
Methinks | L3 |
The questionings of ages yet to be | B2 |
The thinkings and cross thinkings self contempts | L3 |
Self horror all despondencies despairs | L3 |
Of multitudinous souls on souls to come | M3 |
In me imprisoned fight complain and cry | A |
Alas | L3 |
Mystery mystery mystery evermore | N3 |
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SCENE II | A |
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Adam alone | F3 |
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Adam Misery oh my misery O God God | Z |
How could I ever ever could I do it | Z |
Whither am I come where am I O me miserable | P2 |
My God my God that I were back with Thee | B2 |
O fool O fool O irretrievable act | Z |
Irretrievable what I should like to know | F3 |
What act I wonder What is it I mean | F3 |
O heaven the spirit holds me I must yield | Z |
Up in the air he lifts me casts me down | F3 |
I writhe in vain with limbs convulsed in the void | Z |
Well well I go idle words babble your will | P2 |
I think the fit will leave me ere I die | A |
Fool fool where am I O my God Fool fool | P2 |
Why did we do 't Eve Eve where are You quick | U2 |
His tread is in the garden hither it comes | L3 |
Hide us O bushes and ye thick trees hide | Z |
He comes on on Alack and all these leaves | L3 |
These petty quivering and illusive blinds | L3 |
Avail us nought the light comes in and in | F3 |
Displays us to ourselves displays ah shame | O3 |
Unto the inquisitive day our nakedness | L3 |
He comes He calls The large eye of His truth | P3 |
His full severe all comprehending view | Z |
Fixes itself upon our guiltiness | L3 |
O God O God what are we what shall we be | B2 |
What is all this about I wonder now | F3 |
Yet I am better too I think it will pass | L3 |
'Tis going now unless it comes again | F3 |
A terrible possession while it lasts | L3 |
Terrible surely and yet indeed 'tis true | Z |
E'en in my utmost impotence I find | Z |
A fount of strange persistence in my soul | P2 |
Also and that perchance is stronger still | P2 |
A wakeful changeless touchstone in my brain | F3 |
Receiving noting testing all the while | P2 |
These passing curious new phenomena | F3 |
Painful and yet not painful unto it | Z |
Though tortured in the crucible I lie | A |
Myself my own experiment yet still | P2 |
I or a something that is I indeed | Z |
A living central and more inmost I | A |
Within the scales of mere exterior me's | L3 |
I seem eternal O thou God as Thou | F3 |
Have knowledge of the evil and the good | Z |
Superior in a higher good to both | C3 |
Well well well it has gone from me though still | P2 |
Its images remain upon me whole | P2 |
And undisplaced upon my mind I view | Z |
The reflex of the total seizure past | Z |
Really now had I only time and space | L3 |
And were not troubled with this wife of mine | F3 |
And the necessity of meat and drink | Q3 |
I really do believe | B |
With time and space and proper quietude | Z |
I could resolve the problem in my brain | F3 |
But no I scarce can stay one moment more | N3 |
To watch the curious seething process out | Z |
If I could only dare to let Eve see | L3 |
These operations it is like enough | J |
Between us two we two could make it out | Z |
But she would be so frightened think it proof | R3 |
Of all her own imaginings 'Twill not do | Z |
So as it is | L3 |
I must e'en put a cheery face on it | Z |
Suppress the whole rub off the unfinished thoughts | L3 |
For fear she read them O 'tis pity indeed | Z |
But confidence is the one and main thing now | F3 |
Who loses confidence he loses all | P2 |
A demi grain of cowardice in me | L3 |
Avowed were poison to the whole mankind | Z |
When men are plentier 'twill be time to try | A |
At present no | F3 |
No | F3 |
Shake it all up and go | F3 |
That is the word and that must be obeyed | Z |
I must be off But yet again some day | Z |
Again will I resume it if not I | A |
I in some child of late posterity | L3 |
Yes yes I feel it it is here the seed | Z |
Here in my head but O thou Power unseen | F3 |
In whom we live and move and have our being | S3 |
Let it not perish grant unlost unhurt | Z |
In long transmission this rich atom some day | Z |
In some posterity of distant years | L3 |
How many thou intendest to have I know not | Z |
In some matured and procreant human brain | F3 |
May germinate burst and rise into a tree | L3 |
No I shall not tell Eve | B |
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SCENE III | A |
Now the birth of Cain was in this wise | L3 |
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Adam and Eve | B |
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Eve Oh Adam I am comforted indeed | Z |
Where is he O my little one | F3 |
My heart is in the garden as of old | Z |
And Paradise come back | T3 |
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Adam My love | U3 |
Blessed be this good day to thee indeed | Z |
Blessed the balm of joy unto thy soul | P2 |
A sad unskilful nurse was I to thee | L3 |
But nature teaches mothers I perceive | B |
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Eve But you my husband you meantime I feel | P2 |
Join not your perfect spirit in my joy | V3 |
No your spirit mixes not I feel with mine | F3 |
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Adam Alas sweet love for many a weary day | Z |
You and not I have borne this heavy weight | Z |
How can I should I might I feel your bliss | L3 |
Now heaviness is changed to glory Long | G3 |
In long and unparticipated pangs | L3 |
Your heart hath known its own great bitterness | L3 |
How should in this its jubilant release | L3 |
A stranger intermeddle with its joy | V3 |
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Eve My husband there is more in it than this | L3 |
Nay you are surely positively sad | Z |
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Adam What if I was and yet I think I am not | Z |
'Twere but the silly and contrarious mood | Z |
Of one whose sympathies refuse to mix | L3 |
In aught not felt immediate from himself | K3 |
But of a truth | P3 |
Your joy is greater mine seems therefore none | F3 |
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Eve Nay neither this I think nor that is true | Z |
Evermore still you love to cheat me Adam | M3 |
You hide from me your thoughts like evil beasts | L3 |
Most foolishly for I thus left to guess | L3 |
Catch at all hints and where perchance one is | L3 |
People the forest with a hundred ills | L3 |
Each worse perhaps a hundred times than it | Z |
No you have got some fearful thoughts no no | F3 |
Look not in that way on my baby Adam | M3 |
You do it hurt you shall not | Z |
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Adam Hear me Eve | B |
If hear you will and speak I think I must | Z |
Hear me | L3 |
What is it I would say I think | Q3 |
And yet I must so hear me mother blest | Z |
That sittest with thy nursling at thy heart | Z |
Hope not too greatly neither fear for him | W3 |
Feeling on thy breast his small compressing lips | L3 |
And glorying in the gift they draw from thee | L3 |
Hope not too greatly in thyself and him | W3 |
And hear me O young mother I must speak | X3 |
This child is born of us and therefore like us | L3 |
Is born of us and therefore is as we | L3 |
Is born of us and therefore is not pure | Y3 |
Earthy as well as godlike bound to strive | K |
Not doubtfully I augur from the past | Z |
Through the same straits of anguish and of doubt | Z |
'Mid the same storms of terror and alarm | Z3 |
To the calm ocean which he yet shall reach | A4 |
He or himself or in his sons hereafter | H2 |
Of consummated consciousness of self | K3 |
The self same stuff which wrought in us to grief | B4 |
Runs in his veins and what to work in him | W3 |
What shape of unsuspected deep disguise | L3 |
Transcending our experience our best cares | L3 |
Baffling evading all preventive thought | Z |
Will the old mischief choose I wonder here | Q2 |
O born to human trouble also born | F3 |
Else wherefore born to some diviner lot | Z |
Live and may chance treat thee no worse than us | L3 |
There I have done the dangerous stuff is out | Z |
My mind is freed And now my gentle Eve | B |
Forgive thy foolish spouse and let me set | Z |
A father's kiss upon these budding lips | L3 |
A husband's on the mother's the full flower | H2 |
There there and so my own and only wife | U |
Believe me my worst thought is now to learn | F3 |
How best and most to serve this child and thee | L3 |
This child is born of us and therefore like us | L3 |
Most true mine own and if a man like me | L3 |
Externally internally I trust | Z |
Most like to thee the better of the twain | F3 |
Is born of us and therefore is not pure | Y3 |
Did I say that I know not what I said | Z |
It was a foolish humour but indeed | Z |
Whatever you may think I have not learnt | Z |
The trick of deep suppression e'en the skill | P2 |
To sort my thoughts and sift my words enough | J |
Not pure indeed And if it is not pure | Y3 |
What is Ah well but most I look to the days | L3 |
When these small arms with pliant thews filled out | Z |
Shall at my side break up the fruitful glebe | B2 |
And aid the cheery labours of the year | L2 |
Aid or in feebler wearier years replace | L3 |
And leave me longer hours for home and love | U3 |
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SCENE IV | U3 |
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Adam and Eve | U3 |
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Eve O Adam it was I was godless then | F3 |
But you were mournful heavy but composed | Z |
At times would somewhat fiercely bite your lip | C4 |
And pass your hand about your brow but still | P2 |
Held out denied not God acknowledged still | P2 |
Those glories that were gone No I never | H2 |
Felt all your worth to me before I feel | P2 |
You did not fall as I did | Z |
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Adam Nay my child | Z |
About our falls I don't profess to know | F3 |
I know I ne'er was innocent as thou | F3 |
I only know as you will have it so | F3 |
Were your descent more lengthy than was mine | F3 |
It is not that your place is lower now | F3 |
But that first 'twas higher up than mine | F3 |
It is that I being bestial you divine | F3 |
We now alike are human beings both | C3 |
About our fall I won't profess to know | F3 |
But know I do | Z |
That I was never innocent as thou | F3 |
Moping again my love yes I dare swear | D4 |
All the day long while I have been at work | I |
With some religious folly in your head | Z |
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Eve No Adam I am cheerful quite to day | Z |
I vary much indeed from hour to hour | H2 |
But since my baby's birth I am happier far | E3 |
And I have done some work as well as you | Z |
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Adam What is it tho' for I will take my oath | C3 |
You've got some fancy stirring in your brain | F3 |
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Eve Nay but it vexes me for evermore | N3 |
To find in you no credence to my thought | Z |
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Adam What is it then you wish me to subscribe to | Z |
That we were in a garden put by God | Z |
Allowed to eat of all the trees but one | F3 |
Somehow I don't know how a serpent tempted us | L3 |
And eat we did and so were doomed to die | A |
Whereas before we were meant to live for ever | H2 |
Meantime turned out | Z |
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Eve You do not think then Adam | M3 |
We have been disobedient unto God | Z |
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Adam My child how should I know and what do you mean | F3 |
Your question's not so simple as it looks | L3 |
For if you mean that God said this or that | Z |
As that 'You shall not touch those apples there ' | - |
And that we did why all that I can say | Z |
Is that I can't conceive the thing to be | B2 |
But if it were so I should then believe | U3 |
We had done right at any rate no harm | Z3 |
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Eve O Adam I can scarcely think I hear | Q2 |
For if God said to us God being God | Z |
'You shall not ' is not His commandment His | L3 |
And are not we the creatures He hath made | Z |
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Adam My child God does not speak to human minds | L3 |
In that unmeaning arbitrary way | Z |
God were not God if so and good not good | Z |
Search in your heart and if you tell me there | D4 |
You find a genuine voice no fancy mind you | Z |
Declaring to you this or that is evil | P2 |
Why this or that I daresay evil is | L3 |
Believe me I will listen to the word | Z |
For not by observation of without | Z |
Cometh the kingdom of the voice of God | Z |
It is within us let us seek it there | D4 |
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Eve Yet I have voices surely in my heart | Z |
Often you say I heed them over much | E4 |
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Adam God's voice is of the heart I do not say | Z |
All voices therefore of the heart are God's | L3 |
And to discern the voice amidst the voices | L3 |
Is that hard task my love that we are born to | Z |
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Eve Ah me in me I am sure the one one voice | L3 |
Goes somehow to the sense of what I say | Z |
The sense of disobedience to God | Z |
O Adam some way some time we have done wrong | G3 |
And when I think of this I still must think | Q3 |
Of Paradise and of the stately tree | B2 |
Which in the middle of the garden grew | Z |
The golden fruit that hung upon its boughs | L3 |
Of which but once we eat and I must feel | P2 |
That whereas once in His continual sight | Z |
We lived in daily communing with Him | W3 |
We now are banished and behold not Him | W3 |
Our only present communing alas | L3 |
Is penitential mourning and the gaze | L3 |
Of the abased and prostrate prayerful soul | P2 |
But you yourself my Adam you at least | Z |
Acknowledge some time somehow we did wrong | G3 |
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Adam My child I never even granted that | Z |
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Eve Oh but you let strange words at times fall from you | Z |
They are to me like thunderbolts from heaven | F3 |
I listen terrified and sick at heart | Z |
Then haste and pick them up and treasure them | F4 |
What was it that you said when Cain was born | F3 |
'He's born of us and therefore is not pure ' | - |
O you corrected well my husband then | F3 |
My foolish fond exuberance of delight | Z |
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Adam My child believe me truly I was the fool | P2 |
But a first baby is a strange surprise | L3 |
I shall not say so when another comes | L3 |
And I beseech you treasure up no words | L3 |
You know me I am loose of tongue and light | Z |
I beg you Eve remember nought of this | L3 |
Put not at least I pray you nay command | Z |
Put not when days come on your own strange whim | W3 |
And misconstruction of my idle words | L3 |
Into the tender brains of our poor young ones | L3 |
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SCENE V | B2 |
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Adam with Cain and Abel | P2 |
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Adam Cain beware | D4 |
Strike not your brother I have said beware | D4 |
A heavy curse is on this thing my son | F3 |
With doubt and fear | L2 |
Terror and toil and pain already here | Q2 |
Let us not have injustice too my son | F3 |
So Cain beware | D4 |
And Abel too see you provoke him not | Z |
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SCENE VI | A |
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Abel alone | F3 |
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Abel At times I could believe | U3 |
My father is no better than his son | F3 |
If not as overbearing proud and hard | Z |
Yet prayerless worldly almost more than Cain | F3 |
Enlighten and convert him ere the end | Z |
My God spurn not my mother's prayers and mine | F3 |
Since I was born was I not left to Thee | B2 |
In an unspiritual and godless house | L3 |
Unfathered and unbrothered Thine and hers | L3 |
They think not of the fall e'en less they think | Q3 |
Of the redemption which God said should be | B2 |
Which for we apprehend it by our faith | G4 |
Already is is come for her and me | B2 |
Yea though I sin my sin is not to death | H4 |
In my repentance I have joy such joy | V3 |
That almost I could sin to seek for it | Z |
Yea if I did not hate it and abhor | N3 |
And know that Thou abhorr'st and hatest it | Z |
And will'st for an example to the rest | Z |
That Thine elect should keep themselves from it | Z |
Alas | L3 |
My mother calls the fall a mystery | B2 |
Redemption is so too But oh my God | Z |
Thou wilt bring all things in the end to good | Z |
Yea though the whole earth lie in wickedness I | A |
Am with Thee with Thee with Thee evermore | N3 |
Ah yet I am not satisfied with this | L3 |
Am I not feeding spiritual pride | Z |
Rejoicing over sinners inelect | Z |
And unadmitted to the fellowship | C4 |
Which I unworthy most unworthy share | D4 |
What can I do how can I help it then | F3 |
O God remove it from my heart pluck out | Z |
Whatever pain whatever wrench to me | B2 |
These sinful roots and remnants which whate'er | H2 |
I do how high so e'er I soar from earth | I4 |
Still undestroyed still germinate within | F3 |
Take them away in Thy good time O God | Z |
Meantime for that atonement's precious sake | J4 |
Which in Thy counsels predetermined works | L3 |
Already to the saving of the saints | L3 |
O Father view with mercy and forgive | U3 |
Nor let my vexed perception of my sin | F3 |
Nor any multitude of evil thoughts | L3 |
Crowding like demons in my spirit's house | L3 |
Nor life nor death things here or things below | F3 |
Cast out the sweet assurance of my soul | P2 |
That I am Thine and Thou art mine my God | Z |
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SCENE VII | U3 |
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Cain alone | F3 |
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Cain Am I or am I not this which they think me | B2 |
My mother loves me not my brother Abel | P2 |
Searing my heart commends my soul to God | Z |
My father does not shun me there's my comfort | Z |
Almost I think they look askance on him | W3 |
Ah but fore him | W3 |
I know not what might happen for at times | L3 |
Ungovernable angers take the waves | L3 |
Of my deep soul and sweep them who knows whither | H2 |
And a strange impulse struggling to the truth | P3 |
Urges me onward to put forth my strength | K4 |
No matter how A wild anxiety | B2 |
Possesses me moreover to essay | Z |
This world of action round me so unknown | F3 |
And to be able to do this or that | Z |
Seems cause enough without a cause for doing it | Z |
My father he is cheerful and content | Z |
And leads me frankly forward Yet indeed | Z |
His leading or more truly to be led | Z |
At all by any one and not myself | U3 |
Is mere dissatisfaction evermore | N3 |
Something I must do individual | P2 |
To vindicate my nature to give proof | U3 |
I also am as Adam is a man | F3 |
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SCENE VIII | U3 |
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Adam and Eve | U3 |
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Adam These sacrificings O my best beloved | Z |
These rites and forms which you have taught our boys | L3 |
Which I nor practise nor can understand | Z |
Will turn I trust to good but I much fear | L2 |
Besides the superstitious search of signs | L3 |
In merest accidents of earth and air | D4 |
They cause I think a sort of jealousy | B2 |
Ill blood Hark now | F3 |
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Eve O God whose cry is that | Z |
Abel where is my Abel | P2 |
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Adam Cain what Cain | F3 |
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SCENE IX | B2 |
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Cain alone with the body of Abel | P2 |
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Cain What fallen so quickly down so easily felled | Z |
And so completely Why he does not move | U3 |
Will not he stir will he not breathe again | F3 |
Still as a log still as his own dead lamb | X2 |
Dead is it then O wonderful O strange | L4 |
Dead dead And we can slay each other then | F3 |
If we are wronged why we can right ourselves | B2 |
If we are plagued and pestered with a fool | P2 |
That will not let us be nor leave us room | M4 |
To do our will and shape our path in peace | B2 |
We can be rid of him There he is gone | F3 |
Victory victory victory My heaven | F3 |
Methinks from infinite distances borne back | T3 |
It comes to me re born in multitude | Z |
Echoed re echoed and re echoed again | F3 |
Victory victory distant yet distinct | Z |
Uncountable times repeated O ye gods | B2 |
Where am I come and whither am I borne | F3 |
I stand upon the pinnacle of earth | I4 |
And hear the wild seas laughing at my feet | Z |
Yet I could wish that he had struggled more | N3 |
That passiveness was disappointing Ha | N4 |
He should have writhed and wrestled in my arms | B2 |
And all but overcome and set his knee | B2 |
Hard on my chest till I all faint yet still | P2 |
Holding my fingers at his throat at last | Z |
Inch after inch had forced him to relax | B2 |
But he went down at once without a word | Z |
Almost without a look | O4 |
Ah hush My God I | A |
Who was it spoke What is this questioner | H2 |
Who was it asked me where my brother is | B2 |
Ha ha Was I his keeper I know not | Z |
Each for himself he might have struck again | F3 |
Why did he not I wished him to Was I | A |
To strike for both at once No Yet ah | N4 |
Where is thy brother Peace thou silly voice | B2 |
Am I my brother's keeper I know not | Z |
I know not aught about it let it be | B2 |
Henceforth I shall walk freely upon earth | I4 |
And know my will and do it by my might | Z |
My God it will not be at peace my God | Z |
It flames it bursts to fury in my soul | P2 |
What is it that will come of this Ah me | B2 |
What is it I have done Almighty God | Z |
I see it I behold it as it is | B2 |
As it will be in all the times to come | M3 |
Slaughter on slaughter blood for blood and death | H4 |
For ever ever ever evermore | N3 |
And all for what | Z |
O Abel brother mine | F3 |
Where'er thou art more happy far than me | B2 |
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SCENE X | B2 |
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Adam alone | F3 |
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Adam Abel is dead and Cain ah what is Cain | F3 |
Is he not even more than Abel dead | Z |
Well we must hope in Seth This merest man | F3 |
This unambitious common place of life | U3 |
Will after all perhaps mend all and though | F3 |
Record shall tell men to the after time | P4 |
No wondrous tales of him in him at last | Z |
And in his seed increased and multiplied | Z |
Earth shall be blest and peopled and subdued | Z |
And what was meant to be be brought to pass | B2 |
Oh but my Abel and my Cain e'en so | F3 |
You shall not be forgotten nor unknown | F3 |
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SCENE XI | B2 |
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Cain and Eve | U3 |
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Cain I am come Curse me | B2 |
Curse Cain my mother ere he goes He waits | B2 |
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Eve Who What is this | B2 |
Oh Abel O my gentle holy child | Z |
My perfect son | F3 |
Monster and did I bear thee too | Z |
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Cain He was so good his brother hated him | W3 |
And slew him for't Go on my mother on | F3 |
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Eve For there are rites and holy means of grace | B2 |
Of God ordained for man's eternal weal | P2 |
With these my son address thyself to Him | W3 |
And seek atonement from a gracious God | Z |
With whom is balm for every wounded heart | Z |
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Cain I ask not for atonement mother mine | F3 |
I ask but one thing never to forget | Z |
I ask but not to add to one great crime | P4 |
Another self delusion scarcely less | B2 |
I could ask more but more I know is sin | F3 |
If sacrifices and the fat of lambs | B2 |
And whole burnt offerings upon piles of turf | U3 |
Will bring me this I'd fill the heaven with smoke | Q4 |
And deface earth with million fiery scars | B2 |
I could ask back and think it but my right | Z |
And passionately claim it as my right | Z |
That precious life which one misguided blow | P2 |
Which one scarce conscious momentary act | Z |
One impulse blindly followed to its close | B2 |
Ended for ever but that I know this vain | F3 |
If they shall only keep my sin in mind | Z |
I shall not be assured neglect them either | H2 |
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Eve You ask not for atonement O my son | F3 |
Cain you are proud and hard of heart e'en now | F3 |
Beware | D4 |
Prostrate your soul in penitential prayer | D4 |
Humble your heart beneath the mighty hand | Z |
Of God whose gracious guidance oft shall lead | Z |
Through sin and crime the changed and melted heart | Z |
To sweet repentance and the sense of Him | W3 |
You ask not for atonement O my son | F3 |
What to be banished from the sight of God | Z |
To dwell with wicked spirits be a prey | Z |
To them and prey yourself on human souls | B2 |
What to be lost in wickedness and wrath | R4 |
Deeper and deeper down | F3 |
What Cain do you choose this | B2 |
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Cain Alas my mother | H2 |
I know not there are mysteries in your heart | Z |
Which I profess not knowledge of it may be | B2 |
That this is so if so may God reveal it | Z |
Have faith you too in my heart's secrets yea | Z |
All I can say alas is that to me | B2 |
As I now comprehend it this were sin | F3 |
Atonement no not that but punishment | Z |
But what avails to talk talk as we will | P2 |
As yet we shall not know each other's hearts | B2 |
Let me not talk but act Farewell for ever | H2 |
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SCENE XII | B2 |
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Adam and Cain | F3 |
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Cain This is the history then my father is it | Z |
This is the perfect whole | P2 |
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Adam My son it is | B2 |
And whether a dream or if it were a dream | E2 |
A transcript of an inward spiritual fact | Z |
As you suggest and I allow might be | B2 |
Not the less true because it was a dream | E2 |
I know not O my Cain I cannot tell | P2 |
But in my soul I think it was a dream | E2 |
And but a dream a thing whence'er it came | O3 |
To be forgotten and considered not | Z |
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Cain Father you should have told me this before | N3 |
It is no use now Oh God my brother oh God | Z |
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Adam For what is life and what is pain or death | H4 |
You have killed Abel Abel killed the lamb | X2 |
An act in him prepense in you unthought of | U3 |
One step you stirred and lo you stood entrapped | Z |
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Cain My father this is true I know but yet | Z |
There is some truth beside I cannot say | B2 |
But I have heard within my soul a voice | B2 |
Asking 'Where is thy brother ' and I said | Z |
That is the evil heart within me said | Z |
'Am I my brother's keeper go ask him | W3 |
Who was it that provoked me should he rail | P2 |
And I not smite his death be on his head ' | - |
But the voice answered in my soul again | F3 |
So that the other ceased and was no more | N3 |
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SCENE XIII | B2 |
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Adam and Cain | F3 |
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Cain My father Abel's dead | Z |
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Adam My son 'tis done it was to be done some good end | Z |
Thereby to come or else it had not been | F3 |
Go for it must be Cain I know your heart | Z |
You cannot be with us Go then depart | Z |
But be not over scrupulous my son | F3 |
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Cain Curse me my father ere I go Your curse | B2 |
Will go with me for good your curse | B2 |
Will make me not forget | Z |
Alas I am not of that pious kind | Z |
Who when the blot has fallen upon their life | U3 |
Can look to heaven and think it white again | F3 |
Look up to heaven and find a something there | D4 |
To make what is not be altho' it is | B2 |
My mother ah how you have spoke of this | B2 |
The dead to him 'twas innocence and joy | V3 |
And purity and safety from the world | Z |
To me the thing seems sin the worst of sin | F3 |
If it be so why are we here the world | Z |
Why is it as I find it The dull stone | F3 |
Cast from my hand why comes it not again | F3 |
The broken flow'ret why does it not live | U3 |
If it be so | B2 |
Why are we here and why is Abel dead | Z |
Shall this be true | Z |
Of stocks and stones and mere inanimate clay | B2 |
And not in some sort also hold for us | B2 |
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Adam My son Time healeth all | P2 |
Time and great Nature heed her speech and learn | F3 |
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Cain My father you are learned in this sort | Z |
You read the earth as does my mother heaven | F3 |
Both books are dark to me only I feel | P2 |
That this one thing | S3 |
And this one word in me must be declared | Z |
That to forget is not to be restored | Z |
To lose with time the sense of what we did | Z |
Cancels not that we did what's done remains | B2 |
I am my brother's murderer Woe to me | B2 |
Abel is dead No prayers to empty heaven | F3 |
No vegetative kindness of the earth | I4 |
Will bring back warmth into his clay again | F3 |
The gentleness of love into his face | B2 |
Therefore for me farewell | P2 |
Farewell for me the soft | Z |
The balmy influences of night and sleep | H3 |
The satisfaction of achievement done | F3 |
The restorative pulsing of the blood | Z |
That changes all and changes e'en the soul | P2 |
And natural functions moving as they should | Z |
The sweet good nights the sweet delusive dreams | B2 |
That lull us out of old things into new | Z |
But welcome Fact and Fact's best brother Work | I |
Welcome the conflict of the stubborn soil | P2 |
To toil the livelong day and at the end | Z |
Instead of rest recarve into my brow | F3 |
The dire memorial mark of what still is | B2 |
Welcome this worship which I feel is mine | F3 |
Welcome this duty | B2 |
the solidarity of life | U3 |
And unity of individual soul | P2 |
That which I did I did I who am here | Q2 |
There is no safety but in this and when | F3 |
I shall deny the thing that I have done | F3 |
I am a dream | E2 |
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Adam My son | F3 |
What shall I say | B2 |
That which your soul in marriage with the world | Z |
Imbreeds in you accept how can I say | B2 |
Refuse the revelations of the soul | P2 |
Yet be not over scrupulous my son | F3 |
And be not over proud to put aside | Z |
The due consolements of the circling years | B2 |
What comes receive be not too wise for God | Z |
The past is something but the present more | N3 |
Will not it too be past nor fail withal | P2 |
To recognise the future in our hopes | B2 |
Unite them in your manhood each and all | P2 |
Nor mutilate the perfectness of life | U3 |
You can remember you can also hope | D3 |
And doubtless with the long instructive years | B2 |
Comfort will come to you my son to me | B2 |
Even to your mother comfort but to us | B2 |
Knowledge at least the certainty of things | B2 |
Which as I think is consolation's sum | M3 |
For truly now to day to morrow yes | B2 |
Days many more to come alike to you | Z |
Whose earliest revelation of the world | Z |
Is horrible indeed this fatal fact | Z |
And unto me who knowing not much before | N3 |
Look gropingly and idly into this | B2 |
And recognise no figure I have seen | F3 |
Alike my son to me and to yourself | U3 |
Much is now dark which one day will be light | Z |
With strong assurance fortify your soul | P2 |
Of this and that you meet me here again | F3 |
Promise me Cain Farewell to meet again | F3 |
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SCENE XIV | U3 |
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Adam's Vision | F3 |
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Adam O Cain the words of Adam shall be said | Z |
Come near and hear your father's words my son | F3 |
I have been in the spirit as they call it | Z |
Dreaming which is as others say the same | O3 |
I sat and you Cain with me and Eve | U3 |
We sat as in a picture people sit | Z |
Great figures silent with their place content | Z |
And Abel came and took your hand my son | F3 |
And wept and kissed you saying 'Forgive me Cain | F3 |
Ah me my brother sad has been thy life | U3 |
For my sake all thro' me how foolishly | B2 |
Because we knew not both of us were right ' | - |
And you embraced and wept and we too wept | Z |
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Then I beheld through eyes with tears suffused | Z |
And deemed at first 'twas blindness thence ensuing | S3 |
Abel was gone and you were gone my son | F3 |
Gone and yet not gone yea I seemed to see | B2 |
The decomposing of those coloured lines | B2 |
Which we called you their fusion into one | F3 |
And therewithal their vanishing and end | Z |
And Eve said to me 'Adam in the day | B2 |
When in the inexistent void I heard God's voice | B2 |
An awful whisper bidding me to be | B2 |
How slow was I to come how loth to obey | B2 |
As slow as sad as lingeringly loth | S4 |
I fade I vanish sink and cease to be | B2 |
By the same sovereign strong compulsion borne | F3 |
Ah if I vanish take me into thee ' | - |
She spoke nor speaking ceased I listening but | Z |
I was alone yet not alone with her | H2 |
And she with me and you with us my sons | B2 |
As at the first and yet not wholly yea | B2 |
And that which I had witnessed thus in you | Z |
This fusion and mutation and return | F3 |
Seemed in my substance working too I slept | Z |
I did not dream my sleep was sweet to me | B2 |
Yes in despite of all disquietudes | B2 |
For Eve for you for Abel which indeed | Z |
Impelled in me that gaiety of soul | P2 |
Without your fears I had listened to my own | F3 |
In spite of doubt despondency and death | H4 |
Though lacking knowledge alway lacking faith | G4 |
Sometimes and hope with no sure trust in ought | Z |
Except a kind of impetus within | F3 |
Whose sole credentials were that trust itself | U3 |
Yet in despite of much in lack of more | N3 |
Life has been beautiful to me my son | F3 |
And I if I am called will come again | F3 |
As he hath lived he dies My comforter | H2 |
Whom I believed not only trusted in | F3 |
What had I been without thee how survived | Z |
Would I were with thee whereso'er thou art | Z |
Would I might follow thee still | P2 |
But sleep is sweet and I would sleep my son | F3 |
Oh Cain behold your father's words are said | Z |
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