I Am Scared! Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis
Rhyme Scheme: AAAABA CDEEFG HIJKLL GMNOLH PWhen the sun set I can feel my fears crawling at me | A |
Looking me in the eyes as I stare at my sanity deserting me | A |
Happiness packing it's bags preparing to leave to let me be | A |
Hallucination knocking upon the door how I wish I was a bee | A |
I'd fly to other places where it is daytime to live | B |
Live in peace be able to breathe without anything worrying me | A |
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Whenever it happens my heart races leaving me to endure the sufferings | C |
All I can do is pretend to be okey to protect the smiles on the faces of my loved ones | D |
Staying is hard but I'm also not ready to leave yet I still want to chase my dreams | E |
Dreams Dreams Dreams | E |
I wonder if I still have those as all I do lately is drown and suffocate in my thoughts | F |
When I am alone everything come back and make me realise how I am really scared | G |
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Every midnight I go on my knees and talk my heart out to God | H |
That is what the special women in my life said would sincerely help | I |
Dear God if you are listening please know that you are my only hope | J |
You are the reason I'm still breathing and not attempting to give up | K |
The only reason I still believe that this darkness will be conquered by your light | L |
The only reason my star is not fading but is still shining bright | L |
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I wish to scream and say that I'm not afraid but I am very scared | G |
Scared of fading away and of being defeated by the dark | M |
Scared of the things I do not understand that I see in my head | N |
Scared of the terrifying things that I saw with my eyes | O |
The things I do not know that haunt me at night | L |
But with my faith and prayer I know I am kept safe by God | H |
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Now I am not Afraid | P |
Antonio Mendonca
(C) All Rights Reserved. Poem Submitted on 07/17/2020
Poet's note: This poem was written in 15 July 2020. I wrote ot for myself, because of the condition I have. I wanted to get it all off my chest that I'm not as strong as I pretend to be, this condition scares me a lot, all I have is God to save me. This poem mean a lot to me because it tries to show the tears on my heart with words
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