I Am Scared! Poem Rhyme Scheme and Analysis

Rhyme Scheme: AAAABA CDEEFG HIJKLL GMNOLH P

When the sun set I can feel my fears crawling at meA
Looking me in the eyes as I stare at my sanity deserting meA
Happiness packing it's bags preparing to leave to let me beA
Hallucination knocking upon the door how I wish I was a beeA
I'd fly to other places where it is daytime to liveB
Live in peace be able to breathe without anything worrying meA
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Whenever it happens my heart races leaving me to endure the sufferingsC
All I can do is pretend to be okey to protect the smiles on the faces of my loved onesD
Staying is hard but I'm also not ready to leave yet I still want to chase my dreamsE
Dreams Dreams DreamsE
I wonder if I still have those as all I do lately is drown and suffocate in my thoughtsF
When I am alone everything come back and make me realise how I am really scaredG
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Every midnight I go on my knees and talk my heart out to GodH
That is what the special women in my life said would sincerely helpI
Dear God if you are listening please know that you are my only hopeJ
You are the reason I'm still breathing and not attempting to give upK
The only reason I still believe that this darkness will be conquered by your lightL
The only reason my star is not fading but is still shining brightL
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I wish to scream and say that I'm not afraid but I am very scaredG
Scared of fading away and of being defeated by the darkM
Scared of the things I do not understand that I see in my headN
Scared of the terrifying things that I saw with my eyesO
The things I do not know that haunt me at nightL
But with my faith and prayer I know I am kept safe by GodH
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Now I am not AfraidP

Antonio Mendonca
(C) All Rights Reserved. Poem Submitted on 07/17/2020

Poet's note: This poem was written in 15 July 2020. I wrote ot for myself, because of the condition I have. I wanted to get it all off my chest that I'm not as strong as I pretend to be, this condition scares me a lot, all I have is God to save me. This poem mean a lot to me because it tries to show the tears on my heart with words




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